~Damaged Ukes~

This is one of those stories where you think to yourself; "Well shit, this is actually happening, isn't it?". It follows the story of the uke who is foolishly in love with a twisted seme and is abused in return for that. Eventually, I guess the ending is kind of happy, but this follows after a long period of abuse and emotional damage.
If you're looking for something heavy with abuse, this should be one of your go-to's.

This manga- *breathes*- THIS manga, is one that I always re-read despite the fact that it isn't actually all that interesting. The plot for this is that the uke is dating the seme who of which cheats on him a lot, and eventually takes it a step too far. As a result of this, the uke ignores his ass only for something terrible to happen to him afterwards. It's the first story, and if you're looking for something slightly heavy I would definitely read it.

Well, you all should have expected this to be added to the list, so here it is. This has got to be one of the most fucked up stories I have ever read- BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP READING IT. To put it bluntly, the uke is kidnapped by the one who he was stalking, only to find out that he is a serial killer and is then, kept captive. The art design only serves to make it more haunting, and I can say without at doubt that the uke CERTAINLY SUFFERS in this one.

This one I had to add otherwise I would be a disgrace of a fujoshi and shunned with a dunce cap by all those who love yaoi. It revolves around the uke Takaba, a promising photographer who purposely strives to catch yakuza in the act. However, he bites off more than he can chew when he captures of a photo of Asami, the big dog of the underworld.

His situation does improve with time, however, he still suffers and is hurt, so I'm putting this in here.

If I didn't put this one in here, I feel as though all my fellow yaoi comrades would be having my head, seriously. The plot for this manga is spectacular, and I HIGHLY recommend it. Basically, the school is ruled by a cruel and arbitrary ranking system based around cards, and certain cards determine what social standing you will have. All the ukes in this story (up to chapter 14) have suffered greatly, and I would undoubtedly look into reading this if you're looking for something dark.

I... I have no words for this manga- NO WORDS. Well, I do have words but nothing can possibly explain just how TWISTED the entirety of this story is. There's abuse, rape, incest and since I'm slightly sadist I would say read it, just read it if you're looking for something so dark it makes you want to vomit. The ending is tragic, the story is so sad and I LOVED IT *coughs* sorry about that.

Let's just say the uke... 'suffers'... A LOT.

'I'm his toy'- That line alone should speak for itself on how the first story to this manga is. In this manga, the uke is more psychologically broken than anything else, but it was still a good enough of a read that it could be put on this list. I don't think I will read it again, but I do recommend it since it's good for a one time read kinda thing.

The title speaks for itself, I probably shouldn't even have to say what the story is about. Both the uke and seme have had a traumatising experience during their childhood which leads to them being the way they are today. The uke self-harms, does something else which I won't spoil, and overall it was a pretty good read. This one which I would, once again, highly recommend you read as I think it's something that you would enjoy if looking for hurt ukes.

I'm not going to lie, I was a tad bit disappointed with the ending of the manga, but despite this, it is still one of my favourites so I would recommend reading it. It follows the story of the uke (kana) who is suffering from a heart disease and wants to be free, however wanting to be free comes with a cost, a heavy on at that.
The brother had to be my favourite for reasons I will not disclose XD

I... I have to add it, don't I? The uke is bought by the seme who he helped when he was younger and then massive rapes ensue, that's about it. At the end, though the uke just can't admit that he actually likes it >_> But oh well *shrugs* I do recommend reading this if you're looking for rape, as there are TONES.