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I was really moved by this one. It touched the deepest crevices of my heart. So it was impossible for me to write a short review on such an AMAZING piece, in this limited space review section of mangago. If you are interested to read the actual review you can go to the comment section of this manga OR go here -->
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/1029119/
Involves-Incest,Suicide,Orgy,Mental disorder,Self-harm,Twisted characters.
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A Classic Psychological MASTERPIECE about the Chronicle of physical & sexual abuse of a 15 year old child by his abominable step father and it's tremendous affect on his psychology, his later life & relationships.
Involves-Blackmail,Family affair,Oedipus Complex,Child abuse,Physical & Sexual abuse,BDSM,Mental disorder,Self abuse,Psychosis,Murder,Suicide,Attempted murder & suicide,Prostitution,Juvenile
Brother x Brother
Classic Dark Twisted Erotic Masterpiece where the line between love & hate,cruelty & kindness,right & wrong blurs & all that is left is Raw Maddening Passion.
Voyeurism,Secret Rendezvous,Blindfolding,F-cked up Incest,Threesome,Affair - basically a collection of ALL the forbidden guilty pleasures you could ever think of!
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Yashiro, a victim of child abuse, physical & sexual abuse - so extreme that he became a Nymphomaniac Masochist. He becomes aware of the fact, that even a mentally damaged broken individual like him is also capable of falling in love when one of his classmates Kageyama becomes friends with him.
This is a part of the dark tragic history of why Yashiro became "Twisted beyond repair".
Sequel - http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/saezuru_tori_wa_habatakanai/
Ex-police Impotent Bodyguard x Sex crazed Masochist Yakuza
Sexual abuse, Nymphomania, S&M, Impotency, Child abuse, Incest, Rape, Gang rape, Physical abuse.
Yoneda Kou's Ultimate Masterpiece. Enriched with dark, twisted, emotions that are so raw, primitive & somehow innocent......I find that quite endearing. A MUST READ for dark tragic manga lovers!
Contract Killer x Male Prostitute
A Heart wrenching f-cked up story of pure love between a Brainwashed Highly capable Top class contract Killer & a Male Prostitute. Not only among bl mangas, i think this is one of the BEST mangas i have ever read in all my 8 years of manga reading life. Neither do i think that i'll ever come across another Masterpiece like this one! A MUST READ.
Dirty sex, Drugs, Gang bang, Memory loss,PERFECT ENDING(<-Sorry,I just HAD 2 say it!)
Story of the innocent happy go lucky Takamasa's normal world turning upside down after accidentally being pulled into the Saiki family affairs. And thus his days of agony begins when he attracts the unwanted attention & love of Saki family's son, Souma.
Contains - Rape, Incest, Confinement, Physical & sexual abuse, Child abuse, Murder, Suicide, Messed up family, Twisted characters, Mind game.
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A very complicated,at times confusing plot of interconnected characters through different timeframes,portrayed from individual POVs & flashbacks.A PURE GENIUS MASTERPIECE! On top of that Kyuugou has pumped this up with so much raw emotions that it will hit you right in the heart! But the main hero of this manga is not the plot but the characters.Each of them have their distinct originality & their development through out the story is simply SUPERB! A definite MUST READ for any BL fan
1 of the Rare,Plot Heavy BUT,NOT Twisted addition of this list. I cried my eyeballs for this 1. A Heart Wrenching Boys Love Story set in a Futuristic world. IMHO,This is an Extremely Tragic story of,LOVE in it's PUREST from. A Love that Was,Is & Always will be so very Pure that it transcended all the boundaries/restrictions we consider "normal"- Gender,Time & even First Love. READ THIS,for you'll NEVER EVER come across a story like this a 2nd time in your life.
A rare gem of a psychological MASTERPIECE by Psyche Delico. A fucked up family that drives it's members & whoever comes into them insane. The exceptional yet exemplary name & comparison of this manga makes it even more twisted, darker & tempting.
Contains - different types & degrees of Incest. So be prepared for some pretty messed up relationships.
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This isnt related but..I cant sleep.
Same here
This really fucked up but anyone know a yaoi manga where the seme sells his body (I think) and there’s a scene implying him and his mother had sex and she pays him saying “this for today” and he replies with “thanks mom” also his mom is a prostitute and she doesn’t have a husband
Come on , why I'm not surprised at all.
i think it might be sumomo (harada)
did u find it
I think this one could be on the list :-)
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/obscura/
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Hmmm.....I like this list ...so I will follow this :)
I decided to read everything in here. I just finished the first one. Looking forward to more in here.
But yuuutsu na is not messed up its beautiful story portrayed very beautifully by shoko hidaka !
And then these stories suddenly reminded me the song Gangsta by Kehlani.
~I'm fucked up, I'm black and blue, I'm build for all the abuseeeeee.....
A master piece of a list. Thank you very much.
I just want to say that THANK YOU FOR YOUR LIST! I LOVED ITOU-SAN SO MUCH!!! IT WAS MASTERPIECE! Thank you so much! I will read more from your list!
Two really good psychology fucks are MASK and Interview with a Murderer!
I'd also recommend LopLop just as a read, but not something for the list, since while the psychology fuck is great, it doesn't seem like yaoi like the other works of CTK.
Sorry, MADK, not MASK lol
Do you think you'll be making a second list like this, now that this one is full?
Hi Otakulys. It's been a while! Hope you are doing well!
Actually I had already started on a 2nd list. It's here - http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/280648/
BUT, I am still not recommending it as it is in it's preliminary stage and I haven't still gotten around to review it. Like all my other list, I am still just contemplating on & experimenting with it. And mangas will get switched over between this list & the 2nd list. I am also planning to separate the mildly darker incest BLs from here to my Incest list.
Unfortunately, I had to put everything on hold for some time as I moved to another country with my entire family. It took me a while to settle down with my post-grad, new job, family and everything. But, I finally have time to spare for my lists. Hopefully I will be able to update my lists now, though it won't be as frequent as before. But slowly I'll get there.
PS. Recommend me something new you have read? Even though I was still reading BL with the little spare time I had, I might have missed some!
I totally understand that. Good luck with adjusting and everything! I figured you'd continue, which was why I grew curious after a decent amount of time passed. Thank you for the link, though. And I was actually going to ask if you might consider separating the incest. I feel like, with yaoi, that isn't really all that shocking. Obviously others might disagree, but while I'm personally not a fan, I see it enough to be pretty numb to it, haha. Obviously twisted relationships that involve incest are a little different, though. I feel like I've read a few more, but I'd have to think about it.
I had mentioned before that Feeding Lamb should definitely be up here, easily in the top five of most disturbing yaoi. Possibly the number one spot, depending. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/feeding_lamb/
Everything by this author should be on the list, though. I have two of the titles on my "rape that doesn't end in love" list, but technically none of these end in love, but Feeding Lamb is too disturbing overall to really satisfy that concept. I'll rec some more as they come to me!