Yes I get what you're saying and you're right itan shouldn't have raped moto but he really care about moto and they been through a lot and when he found out that moto was with somebody else he snapped I know what he did wasn't right but think they can make even though they can't be together romantically (︶︿︶)
it is weird! if itan at least shown one kind of true love, not this posessiv illnatured i would also wish for it , but i rly ship our both main chars.
Is it weird that i want moto and itan to be together