wanna read something rly painfull n sweet yaoi.... any recommendations? ^^

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kyuuso_ha_cheese_no_yume_omiru/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sojou_no_koi_wa_nido_haneru/

here's my list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/56720/

some from the list:
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hanaya_no_nikai_de/ (the whole series is fun. but this one is my favorite)

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/koi_nanka_shitakunai/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aitsu_no_daihonmei/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/toiki_ni_furete/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ousama_game_takagi_ryo/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aishuu_no_kanon/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yamiiro_no_aijin/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sensei_no_kokuhaku/

those are only some. so hope it helps ^^

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lily_and_the_rose/

btw this is a manhwa so its read from left to right

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/free_sad_prisoner_doujinshi/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mahoroba_no_hibi/
^ those two are shounenai tho :)

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cut/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ienai_itami_o_daite_iru/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/katekyo_hitman_reborn_dj_seinen_horeyasuku_koi_narigatashi/

http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/104991/
^ warning: ErwinxLevi (Attac on titan / shingeki no kyojin)
Is my personal collection of oneshot about them xD Full of sad and sweet stories <3

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rasen_no_kioku/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/emotion_circuit/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/nanadome_no_gomenne/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kosha_ura_no_natsu/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ashita_shinu/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/see_through/

Why don't you try Dekichatta Shitsuji? It's not that painful but please try.