Same when I find a really cool yaoi I get excited and want to tell someone but then I get sad knowing I can't tell them
My sisters know that I like male x male pairings. What they do not know is how deep I've fallen xD
My whole family don't know that I read shounen ai or yaoi cause its really hard to tell them since I'm a guy. But all of my friends know and we exchange recommendations of good yaoi/ shounen ai manga followed by a fun conversation and exchange of opinions from time to time.
PS: I love my friends (▰˘◡˘▰)
My sis and my friends all know that i read bl cuz i talk to them about it all the time...and I'm pretty sure my parents also know cuz i leave it just lying around in my room, in plain sight, but they've never mentioned it or anyhing ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Are you open about reading yaoi with your family? If you are when and how did you tell them? Does your family care if you read it or not?