Koori No Mamono No Monogatari manga
You should read Honto Yanto, it's a really nice and sweet story evnthough they have sex, it's nothing too hardcore. Their relationship is really what makes the story
Read 19 days
Welcome to Room #305 (kindof yaoish? well, it has gay people but no plain romance/sex. It is pretty hilarious tho')
Daydream Nightmare
Café Latte Rhapsody
Loveless
Pretty hard to find, but just a reminder:
Yaoi = explicit, sex, etc.
Shounen ai = based around the feelings of the character, light displays of affection, etc.
Try to for those genre than tags than yaoi.
heres a cute shouhen ai that you've probably seen on the front page for awhile.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fools/
and then heres a shouhen that is pretty sweet.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/horimiya/
I hate shotacon, I'll just put that out there. A grown man having sex with a child? Honestly, it's unnerving to me. I always like to read Rutta to Kodama, although it does have a bit of sex (not explicit though), seeing as it always make me feel fluffy inside. Coda is also a good manga, but it's not under the tag of yaoi, but that also means there's no sex. And while I know you said you weren't ready, I do think that Bukiya na Silent is absolutely heart-warming, a must read. Maybe after you're used to yaoi again you can read it. There's also Kokoro, by Kanda Neko, but it does have sex. The couple is super lovey-dovey and cute though. The closest yaoi manga I can think of would be Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru. Near the end there's an implication of sex but absolutely no actual on-screen sex. I hope that you get over your fear, and that you enjoy at least one of these mangas.
I do hope you feel better, but I'm wondering (this is IF you finished that shotacon manga, if not, then ignore everything else I'm about to write and just click the links) why you didn't exit out of that shotacon manga the moment you saw the first page? If not the first, maybe the second or third or fourth? Just wondering. It just doesn't make sense to keep reading when you obviously don't feel right the moment that kid took action with that grown man, whether this is just five pages in or twenty, you should've stopped there and not even finish the manga. Anyway,
These are my favorite shounen ai mangas, I hope it helps.
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sonna_me_de_mite_kure/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/monster_petite_panic/
Thank you very much! I was looking at your suggestions and I saw "Daydream Nightmare" and I was like, "This person knows her shit" (Because, like, that manga was the bomb) but then I saw "Loveless" and I can't see how that would help.... I'm not trying to insult your taste or anything, but I would probably die if I wasn't already aware of Loveless and decided to read it in this state...
To be completely honest, I agree. Any sexual relation between adult and child is, in my opinion, inappropriate on a judgmental level. I also have read most of these, and I loved all of them! I havn't read Coda yet, but I think the small sex scenes will help me grown my love for it again, and I'll be able to look at it the same.
Thank you very much! I appreciate the recommendations, but I guess I should explain my scenario. I was reading manga on my phone (which I rarely do for the following reason) and it didn't have a mobile version, so it was hard using my fingers to guide me. There was a lot of ads, and came one ad that caused this problem.. It was a man and child having sex, and it was incredibly graphic and disturbing. I clicked the add by mistake and it took me to the manga, which wasn't an individual page, it was in scroll form. Of course I clicked out of it right away, but the images are still in my head.
I've actually been wanting to read Raising a bat for a while, but I'm too scared to do so. The cover makes be think that this is some form of S&M and one character is "raising" his "bat" to beat the other, for some kind of S&M kink. As I actually sat down and read it, it wasn't like that at all, and I felt really dumb.... ( ̄∇ ̄")
I recently read a shotacon. I'm not talking about a young, small looking dude, I'm talking about a child doing it with a grown man. I felt so scared and mentally hurt, I threw up in my bathroom and had to play it off as being sick. After that incident, I couldn't look at yaoi the same. Whenever I read it, I feel like my insides are slowly turning into a ball inside my chest area, it feels so disgusting it's hard to get through it. I'm starting to mentally hurt because of the shock I went through, and so I want to be cured. Please send me some sweet stories that don't have any sex in them, because I don't think I'm ready yet. Thank you, and I hope to get better.