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FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 4:58 am

I recently read a shotacon. I'm not talking about a young, small looking dude, I'm talking about a child doing it with a grown man. I felt so scared and mentally hurt, I threw up in my bathroom and had to play it off as being sick. After that incident, I couldn't look at yaoi the same. Whenever I read it, I feel like my insides are slowly turning into a ball inside my chest area, it feels so disgusting it's hard to get through it. I'm starting to mentally hurt because of the shock I went through, and so I want to be cured. Please send me some sweet stories that don't have any sex in them, because I don't think I'm ready yet. Thank you, and I hope to get better.

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    Anonymous April 15, 2017 5:18 am

    Koori No Mamono No Monogatari manga

    Anonymous April 15, 2017 5:19 am

    You should read Honto Yanto, it's a really nice and sweet story evnthough they have sex, it's nothing too hardcore. Their relationship is really what makes the story

    Anonymous April 15, 2017 5:22 am

    Read 19 days

    moan April 15, 2017 5:25 am

    Welcome to Room #305 (kindof yaoish? well, it has gay people but no plain romance/sex. It is pretty hilarious tho')
    Daydream Nightmare
    Café Latte Rhapsody
    Loveless

    Pretty hard to find, but just a reminder:
    Yaoi = explicit, sex, etc.
    Shounen ai = based around the feelings of the character, light displays of affection, etc.
    Try to for those genre than tags than yaoi.

    Mesperi April 15, 2017 5:27 am

    heres a cute shouhen ai that you've probably seen on the front page for awhile.

    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fools/

    and then heres a shouhen that is pretty sweet.
    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/horimiya/

    RubySama April 15, 2017 5:32 am

    I hate shotacon, I'll just put that out there. A grown man having sex with a child? Honestly, it's unnerving to me. I always like to read Rutta to Kodama, although it does have a bit of sex (not explicit though), seeing as it always make me feel fluffy inside. Coda is also a good manga, but it's not under the tag of yaoi, but that also means there's no sex. And while I know you said you weren't ready, I do think that Bukiya na Silent is absolutely heart-warming, a must read. Maybe after you're used to yaoi again you can read it. There's also Kokoro, by Kanda Neko, but it does have sex. The couple is super lovey-dovey and cute though. The closest yaoi manga I can think of would be Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru. Near the end there's an implication of sex but absolutely no actual on-screen sex. I hope that you get over your fear, and that you enjoy at least one of these mangas.

    justme April 15, 2017 5:45 am

    I do hope you feel better, but I'm wondering (this is IF you finished that shotacon manga, if not, then ignore everything else I'm about to write and just click the links) why you didn't exit out of that shotacon manga the moment you saw the first page? If not the first, maybe the second or third or fourth? Just wondering. It just doesn't make sense to keep reading when you obviously don't feel right the moment that kid took action with that grown man, whether this is just five pages in or twenty, you should've stopped there and not even finish the manga. Anyway,
    These are my favorite shounen ai mangas, I hope it helps.
    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sonna_me_de_mite_kure/
    http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/monster_petite_panic/

    rii April 15, 2017 6:40 am

    i'm sorry to hear that. i hope you feel better soon! anyway, i'd recommend Kabe no Naka no Tenshi and Yozora no Sumikko de (i forgot who made Yozora but the author usually creates soft shonen ai with no sex whatsoever) also, Fools and Raising a Bat are also good

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:04 pm
    You should read Honto Yanto, it's a really nice and sweet story evnthough they have sex, it's nothing too hardcore. Their relationship is really what makes the story @Anonymous

    Thank you for your reply, but I think you mean Honta Yajuu. If you don't, then I probably sound stupid, but that you for your reply anyways. I appreciate your help!

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:11 pm
    Welcome to Room #305 (kindof yaoish? well, it has gay people but no plain romance/sex. It is pretty hilarious tho')Daydream NightmareCafé Latte RhapsodyLoveless Pretty hard to find, but just a reminder:Yaoi = ... moan

    Thank you very much! I was looking at your suggestions and I saw "Daydream Nightmare" and I was like, "This person knows her shit" (Because, like, that manga was the bomb) but then I saw "Loveless" and I can't see how that would help.... I'm not trying to insult your taste or anything, but I would probably die if I wasn't already aware of Loveless and decided to read it in this state...

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:15 pm
    heres a cute shouhen ai that you've probably seen on the front page for awhile. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fools/and then heres a shouhen that is pretty sweet.http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/horimiya/ Mesperi

    Thank you my friend, I decided that I would give Fools a go since everyone's been recommending it, but I sort of dropped it when it was in it's early stages. Also, the second one is obviously hetero, but I'll still read it for the sake of entertainment.

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:22 pm
    I hate shotacon, I'll just put that out there. A grown man having sex with a child? Honestly, it's unnerving to me. I always like to read Rutta to Kodama, although it does have a bit of sex (not explicit though... RubySama

    To be completely honest, I agree. Any sexual relation between adult and child is, in my opinion, inappropriate on a judgmental level. I also have read most of these, and I loved all of them! I havn't read Coda yet, but I think the small sex scenes will help me grown my love for it again, and I'll be able to look at it the same.

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:29 pm
    I do hope you feel better, but I'm wondering (this is IF you finished that shotacon manga, if not, then ignore everything else I'm about to write and just click the links) why you didn't exit out of that shotac... justme

    Thank you very much! I appreciate the recommendations, but I guess I should explain my scenario. I was reading manga on my phone (which I rarely do for the following reason) and it didn't have a mobile version, so it was hard using my fingers to guide me. There was a lot of ads, and came one ad that caused this problem.. It was a man and child having sex, and it was incredibly graphic and disturbing. I clicked the add by mistake and it took me to the manga, which wasn't an individual page, it was in scroll form. Of course I clicked out of it right away, but the images are still in my head.

    FJ-Anya April 15, 2017 7:33 pm
    i'm sorry to hear that. i hope you feel better soon! anyway, i'd recommend Kabe no Naka no Tenshi and Yozora no Sumikko de (i forgot who made Yozora but the author usually creates soft shonen ai with no sex wha... rii

    I've actually been wanting to read Raising a bat for a while, but I'm too scared to do so. The cover makes be think that this is some form of S&M and one character is "raising" his "bat" to beat the other, for some kind of S&M kink. As I actually sat down and read it, it wasn't like that at all, and I felt really dumb.... ( ̄∇ ̄")

    rii April 16, 2017 3:19 am
    I've actually been wanting to read Raising a bat for a while, but I'm too scared to do so. The cover makes be think that this is some form of S&M and one character is "raising" his "bat" to beat the other, ... FJ-Anya

    lol me too tbh at first i thought it would be a heavy story, the cover was misleading. it looks really dark and kinky but it's actually really cute and soft

    FJ-Anya April 16, 2017 3:35 am
    lol me too tbh at first i thought it would be a heavy story, the cover was misleading. it looks really dark and kinky but it's actually really cute and soft rii

    Yeah, I went in expecting to see hell and was almost forcing myself, but then I saw myself laughing my ass off at their ridiculous banter...