Honestly change your major. It isn't worth it if its gonna affect your health and not make you happy. You should do something that you have passion for and will make you happy.
Maybe try and save up money? I don't know what else to say sorry but honestly if you carry On With this major you surely won't be anymore happy. I think maybe discuss this with your parents? Or even friends? Do you know anyone who has changed major? Is there any possible way if getting a scholarship?
If the major I am studying make me what to kill myself,am I suppose to continue studying it just because I have no passion for anything