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For about a year or two I've been having suicide thoughts. I have no dreams no goals, my g...

I'm really depressed October 17, 2017 9:20 am

For about a year or two I've been having suicide thoughts. I have no dreams no goals, my goal was to read manga all day but I don't really want that much anymore I don't want to call a suicide line(hate talking to strangers). I tried talking to my parents but they don't believe me and sometimes they ignore me if I bring it up.. I keep trying my best to smile and laugh like normal, it's kind of starting to make me even more sad

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    Anonymous October 17, 2017 9:59 am

    Hmm. Why do you think you want to have suicide? Is it because you're bored in life? You want to run away from all your problems? Have you at least thought of what would happen to the people left behind? Or what would happen if you did not die from your suicide?
    Sorry, not really helping I know but you should at least be able to pinpoint where your suicidal thoughts and depression come from so you can change your mindset. At least, love yourself. And be considerate to others. Fight the urge and think that you are stronger than that and that no one can beat you even your own traitorous mind. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Anonymous October 17, 2017 10:29 am
    Hmm. Why do you think you want to have suicide? Is it because you're bored in life? You want to run away from all your problems? Have you at least thought of what would happen to the people left behind? Or what... @Anonymous

    "Have you at least thought of what would happen to the people left behind?"
    Yeah, continue to live a miserable life for people who disregard your feelings.

    Anonymous October 17, 2017 10:30 am

    How old are you? Are you still in school? If so, have you tried talking about your problems with your school counselor?

    Asdjkl October 17, 2017 11:09 am

    I didnt think that i would reccomend it twice but yea here it is.. there is a vid, its actually a kpop mv which is released yesterday.. Search Can be better by highlight on the 1k channel and be sure to turn the english subtitles on.. I hope it can lift up your mood.

    Ayame October 17, 2017 12:19 pm

    I think it's better if you try something new and keep yourself busy, like doing sport or watch movies or learn another language so you can distract yourself from having those thought.

    Anonn October 17, 2017 12:34 pm

    Everyone have bad thoughts, even the wealthiest person, the king, the beauties. All uve gotta do is find something u can be contented with, something tht makes u look ahead for tomorrow. Some find reasons to live in seeking their loved ones and some are chasing after their dreams. I suggest u to go out more often and mingle with ppl more. Join a club, try a sports, do part time, or even try to learn something new (editing vid, writing novels, etc). Doing more actvts u get to meet lots of ppl too. And honey, dont u think if u end ur life u'll be the reason of someone's tears? I hope u'll think things thoroughly

    I'm really depressed October 18, 2017 9:31 am
    Hmm. Why do you think you want to have suicide? Is it because you're bored in life? You want to run away from all your problems? Have you at least thought of what would happen to the people left behind? Or what... @Anonymous

    I'm very bored with life. I'm so tired of making mistakes.. my parents and siblings might be sad but my family is kinda already falling apart..
    I have tired everything I can think of to stop wanting to die.. I feel empty

    I'm really depressed October 18, 2017 9:35 am
    How old are you? Are you still in school? If so, have you tried talking about your problems with your school counselor? @Anonymous

    I'm in highschool but I'm homeschooled I'm at home 247.... school counselors are real? I only heard of them in manga.

    I'm really depressed October 18, 2017 9:41 am
    I think it's better if you try something new and keep yourself busy, like doing sport or watch movies or learn another language so you can distract yourself from having those thought. Ayame

    I can't do any sports, I have no one to play with. I like some movies but I don't watch TV much.. I was trying to learn another language but then I thought what use is it if I know that language

    I'm really depressed October 18, 2017 9:47 am
    Everyone have bad thoughts, even the wealthiest person, the king, the beauties. All uve gotta do is find something u can be contented with, something tht makes u look ahead for tomorrow. Some find reasons to li... @Anonn

    I'm shy around people and I can't leave the house without a adult.. my parents are overprotective.. I can't write a good sense I don't think I could right a novel..
    My family is on the edge of falling apart, I don't think they would cry maybe be sad.

    I'm really depressed October 18, 2017 9:54 am

    Is there a hobby that someone who stays home almost all year? Btw I don't like reading books
    I wish I could find happiness Everytime my family fights I feel like dieing.

    ~Ice~ October 18, 2017 10:21 am

    Are you having your teen blues? When I was 14 I wanted to die, so I talked to my older sister and she told me she wanted to die once. She called it the "Teen blues".
    When I'm feeling sad I cry it out, cry till my eyes hurt
    My hobbies are reading manga, drawing, annoying people, baking, all I can think right now
    I'm shy and stay home alot plus I was homeschooled, I liked being homeschooled cause I could fall asleep during class nobody cared try drawing something or baking, you might find it fun (⌒▽⌒) live your life long you have the manga family here whenever you want to talk