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Thoughts about ch 15

Some perv' January 30, 2015 1:01 am

I'm obsessed with this serie so I'm gonna be here for a while.Let me share this thought with you :D
Did you notice how in ch 13 and ch 15 Yashiro reaches towards Doumeki while he's getting sucked off ? I re-re-re-re-re-re (insert 100 "re" here) read all the chapters and noticed how Yashiro NEVER makes further contact with his sex friends.He justs fucks with them, literally in a bestial way.He's bound most of the time anyway so he couldn't even if he wanted to.That's how he likes it since he's a masochist. He also has trouble with gentle sex. This is developed early in the manga when he says to Doumeki that he doesn't want to have sex with him because it would be "normal, gentle sex".Then in a flashback chapter, when that yakuza fell in love with him and treated him nicely during sex he said he felt disgusted.
I also think he got caught with him on purpose so that he could get rid of him. He cannot, for the reasons we very well know, accept the fact that he is worthy of love and affection. It's a huuuge turn-off for him. That is why he doesn't feel the need to touch his partners when having sex. Like he said, he just want to be filled, "anyone will do". HOWEVER, in ch 13 he pushed Doumeki away, because he thought he was forcing himself. We can argue that he was just being nice. But I really think that 1: he got scared, because of Doumeki's affection and 2: he doesn't want to "dirty" Doumeki, that's just how much he despises himself and how much he cherishes Doumeki. He eventually let go and accepted him since he felt so much pleasure.Same thing in ch 15 as we can see in the last page, his hand tightly grasps onto Doumeki's shirt as he's in ecstasy. It seems that contrary to ch 13 he now fully accepts Doumeki's touch.His hands seems welcoming,unlike in ch 13 when it was a mix of "stop" and "continue". Anyway what matters is that he manages to take pleasure thanks to Doumeki's affectionate touch.That is just how much he loves him but has yet to realize.

(Damn, I should just start a tumblr and write all that sh*t in there but...no, I like it better here :D)

Responses
    Anonymous January 30, 2015 8:22 pm

    thanks for analysis!

    JUNNA January 31, 2015 4:58 pm

    You deserve an AWARD for writing this. **Stands up and clapping**

    JUNNA January 31, 2015 5:10 pm

    By the way, I like your username.

    bakatora January 31, 2015 5:27 pm

    I like your view on the situation very well thought out.

    Some perv' January 31, 2015 5:43 pm

    Thanks guys ! :) If only I was that inspired when writing my essays for the university >_<...

    Ibara January 31, 2015 8:28 pm
    Thanks guys ! :) If only I was that inspired when writing my essays for the university >_<... Some perv'

    Ahahaha!! That was funny I feel the same way*man you sure are something,for writing this long ~hats off to you~you sure can inspire someone keep going dude*!!!!!!

    ariabx February 12, 2015 4:21 am

    ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~ <3 I also realized that AND agree with everything that you said. :3