there are 2 stories that i've been searching now.still can't find them :((( please help me...

there are 2 stories that i've been searching now.still can't find them :((( please help me
First story: the seme loves his boyfriend bcoz he thinks his boyfriend is kind,gentle and never lied.both are high schooler.then someday the seme ignores the uke bcoz he already knows the truth that the uke used to be a gangster.he heard it during his part time work as a cashier.at the end of the chapter both tell their true feeling and they still love each other.the uke also complains the pain during sex and ask the seme to practise with others.but of coz thats not gonna happen
Second story: the art is fantastic.its about a high schooler(uke) who has pretty face and he loves his sensei.i dont remember much about the plot.but the sensei also likes him.one time,after the school has ended,the student stays at teacher room with the sensei.then theres a female teacher where the student thinks she has something to do with the seme.it was a rainy day and the seme accompanies the female teacher to the station i guess.they re sharing an umbrella together.the student gets jealous.then after the seme arrives back he thinks the studend has gone back home.however the student is stjll there and waiting for him.and happy ending.heee
Thank you so much bcoz i tried but still could not find.