When I was in high school I liked the most popular and handsome boy of the whole school, f...

Índigo
April 21, 2015 1:58 pm

When I was in high school I liked the most popular and handsome boy of the whole school, from the whole city... jaja
Every time I was close to him (we were in the same class) my heart was beating non stop, I felt dizzy, I felt my knees weaking... I hate myself for being so weak, so useless, I started to nail my own arm in order to feel something diferent, for keep in mind that he was straight, that he never would like me back, and if somebody realizes my feelings I will never see the end of the bully. And sometmes I nailed myself too hard and peel my own skin.
Is not a happy story.
Sorry my bad english.

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  • MOI?
    April 21, 2015 2:20 pm

    Ooh, so that's what you meant :(( sorry to hear that. But i believe what you felt back then -although overwhelming- it's a luxury not all of us have, and shouldn't think of yourself as pathetic! -are better now? No more unrequitted loves? Come, tell this oba-chan :))

  • Índigo
    April 21, 2015 2:26 pm

    jajaja
    That was when I was 13 yrs old. Now I give a sh** for what people think of me.
    And I'm alone. I have a partner for ten years and he left me two years ago. I don't know if I want to fall in love again. I'm fine alone. I can dream love with manga (▰˘◡˘▰)

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Ooh, so that's what you meant :(( sorry to hear that. But i believe what you felt back then -although overwhelming- it's a luxury not all of us have, and shouldn't think of yourself as pathetic! -are better now? No more unrequitted loves? Come, tell this oba-chan :)) @MOI?

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