yes of course it's painful to be raped and violated in such way but what's good about manga is not the manga actually it's the novel and it's complet , if you read all the novel ( may luxiufer fanfic also ) than you will really know why it's popular
I forget the link for the manga ; from 1 to 9 chapter http://redturtle95.livejournal.com/
and the rest http://luxiufer.livejournal.com/
Thanks for taking the time to provide the links. Reading the novels did give me a better frame of reference.
For all the people who see this manga and think it's #3 in popularity, I'm gonna read it. THERE IS A REASON IT IS ON A MESSED UP S@#T LIST. For me, rape/dubcon in yaoi manga can be very sexy if there is some insight into the seme's actions. This does not provide that. It is sad and painful and the seme is aaalll tsun with no noticable dere, even in internal monologues. And I am most definitely NOT judging anyone who likes this manga btw. Just trying to save some peeps a bit of emotional trauma if they prefer their sexy time with feelings. Even if those feelings are simply "Hey: you're hot, I'm hot. Let's f@#k."