K so here we go! Chapter 41
Moto is saying what what's going on? What are you doing? Iran wake up! Relax and look at what you are doing. Look at me im not Jinny. Don't call me until I call you.itan says he has never like Jinny. And asks Moto if he really never notice or if he pretended not to notice. Anyways Moto keeps asking what are you doing and not to do it.
Itan tells Moto he waited patiently for him to notice and he wanted to protect him.
Moto keeps saying he doesn't want to do it. Itan tells him he has to stay by his side and not to move because he doesn't want to hurt him white raping him.
Chapter 41 page 21 the go back in time to when they first met.
It's Xmas eve and Moto gets beat up and his backpack stolen, Itan offers Moto money for the bus and asks is he is Jinny's brother. Anyways thinking that Itan is good friends with Jinny his brother he goes and stays at his place
Chapter 42
Moto thinks Itan went to call his brother Jinny but Itan just went out to bring his backpack. The wallet is missing and Itan is thinking that Moto and his brother are nothing alike. Itan tells Moto that they know each other from school, Moto had given him chocolate one time which it turn out to be the day that Itan kills his father after being abuse for so many years.
Moto remember the news about the incident and is afraid of Itan for a while. A blackout happens and Moto stays close to Itan and tells him he is more afraid of the dark than him so they go back to being close and at the end Itan has to move and takes Moto with him
Ha chapter 41 in Spanish is the same as chapter 44 in English.
Chapter 45 Moto wakes up beat up in pain and wants to puke when he realized that it was not a dream.
Itan goes to Motos bf apartment breaks everything and asks why him not himself. And tells the bf he wants to kill him they fight and Moto gets there to an empty apartment
Chapter 49
Sae Ju meets with Moto. Realizes that Moto is hurt starts screaming that he had given Moto a warning about his friend, that he is going to kill Itan. Moto tells him to stay out of it. When Moto is about to leave because he says it's impossible to talk to either of them Itan grabs him and start crying saying he is an asshole. In the mean time Moto is thinking he doesn't want to lose him, and that he is in love with him.
So Moto is in love with Itan not with Sae Ju?
Ah k let's see chapter 52
On his way to work Sae Ju bumps into the lawyer that controls Itan. The lawyer realizes that Sae ju is a model and on top of that he is from a rich family so killing him won't be as easy. Last part Moto is sitting at a bar and he is suspecting that Itan and the lawyer know each other.
Chapter 53
Moto remembers how he went to the lawyer to ask for his help about getting Itan out of prison hen he first got caught, telling him that because of him Itan was taken by the cops. Anyways lawyer guy wants something in return for his help. He tells Moto to go to him and he will give Moto anything that he wants. Coming back to reality Moto wants to check if what he thinks is true. ( lawyer guy and Itan know each other)
Moto gets a phone call from Sae Ju telling to call him if anything happens and to go home.
Chapte 54
Moto meets Dokki. Dokki tells him he will defend him if anything happens and says that Sae Ju was a really nice guy. They both go shopping together to cook dinner when Moto sees Itan. He tells Dokki to go ahead while he stays behind taking to Itan
Moto is mad that although he begged Itan didn't stop and raped him. Itan says he will not apologize because he does not regret anything he did. Moto gets mad when he sees Itan is cutting his arm again.
He goes back in time when he first found out Itan was cutting himself. Back then Moto had promised to stay with Itan and that he wouldn't go anywhere. Back to reality, Moto tells Itan he can't forgive him. Right then Moto gets a phone call from Sae Ju, Itan tells him not to answer it and tries to take Moto with him
At this point Dokki comes back and says he will call the police. Moto tells Itan that if he can start from square one, and get himself out of the hole his in then he will go to him.
Well the Spanish didn't bother me since it's my first language but I can see how it must be frustrating for everybody else.