I wish i could tell Cirrus that he didn't have a crush on his teacher, but that he saw him as a father figure because the parents and other adults in his life failed him. Meanwhile a predator was lurking around him and took advantage of his innocence.
I also wish I could tell Cirrus that if he did kill his teacher, his secret will die with me
I was about to jump up for joy but something told me to read the comments first