Honestly I get how that's disappointing for the best friend but at the same time I get the fear that comes with committing to a relationship you know could end and destroy everything and pushing people away because of it... Loving someone so much you're scared to death about changing anything between you and them... I mean when the idea of something is fine but the actual thing is terrifying (him imagining the best friend while fucking but severing ties with him for years and running away to someone else the minute he feels like things are really happening)... I can't really hate him for feeling how he feels...
Honestly I get how that's disappointing for the best friend but at the same time I get the fear that comes with committing to a relationship you know could end and destroy everything and pushing people away because of it... Loving someone so much you're scared to death about changing anything between you and them... I mean when the idea of something is fine but the actual thing is terrifying (him imagining the best friend while fucking but severing ties with him for years and running away to someone else the minute he feels like things are really happening)... I can't really hate him for feeling how he feels...