Is leading someone on and let him fall without caring is considered a sin? If yes... then I am guilty.
Boys always seem to blame me everytime they fall.... Well, it's their fault for letting their guard down. Besides.... I take everything as a joke... I get friendly with them coz I don't wanna be rude. I thought they're in it for the fun and games...... 5 reply
Because of my curiousity... I learned how to play basketball. Sew clothes. Make amateur beats. Writing poems and lyrics. Speak 3 different languages. Learned how to dance.... And it just keeps coming.... I love my curiosity so much. (=・ω・=) 1 reply
Painting makes me sane. Letting all my feelings into a canvas or a paper. The beauty in mixing colors... the satisfaction when it's done. And when it gets tainted... you'll have to improvise... Even though my strokes aren't that good.... I'm still improving.
I tried digital painting/animating too... But I never really got the chance to enhance it ...... reply
Who would even want that?! I'll get in trouble for sure if they found out I read/watch yaoi.... They still think of me as innocent, bubbly, and pure-hearted Ashel so if they knew.... I'm screwed. 3 reply
We had a summer camp that lasted for 2 weeks... and during the first week, I just can't sleep... and I always end up taking a walk at 4 am and showering before them. That time... I didn't sleep the whole night. I had the worst cas of insomnia.
I get sleep during that time though.... 2-4 hours of sleep that is. My only companion then was coffee. Th...... 1 reply
Something Twisted. It makes me smile and gets my sadistic side show.
But I like cute stories too. Oh and, would it be weird if I say rape? It gives me goosebumps and the satisfaction I need. reply
At times when I let my guard down. I don't show any expressions when reading them. But there are times when they're being cute that I can't help but scream, bit my lips, and cover my face.
And everytime I do that, they think I'm flirting or reading a romance novel. reply
I fear that I won't get the peace I want when I need it most badly. Having a quiet surrounding puts me to ease, and I'd go crazy if I don't get one.
Also, not being able to die scares me. Yeah I want to live longer.... but not being able to die, everyone you love dies before you, still remembering the painful memories as long as you can remember....... reply
The worst I've ever heard was probably from my friend.... he had nothing to do so he decided to play with me:
Him: "Wanna go to the bar tonight?"
Me: "What for?"
Him: "So I can finally see you as pretty."
Me: "Oh really?! well anyone won't see you as handsome even when they're drunk." (Take that you piece of shit!!!!)
The best was from him also........ reply
