circa

Hi, I lost everyone I talk to so here I am.
So like 3 days ago me and my friend fell out, he's an online friend and I wasn't comfortable with sharing my age so we had a huge messy just shit show of a falling out. Just before thaton Feb 5th I think I found out my girlfriend had lied to me, and that on Jan 15th or like around that she had feelings for another person, she said it, but not to me and instead I found out from the dude, mind you she's an online girlfriend aswell so it's not like I can just know if she's done something.

So me and her got back together, after like 5-7 days, (I told her I wanted to work it out). So it was fine, but, the last message I sent her was a picture of roses for valen bc I can't send flowers irl, she responded aww, that's the last message I have from her. Day after Valentine's, the fifteenth, I try to message her good morning, I use discord so it showing she's blocked me or if we don't have a shared group etc, she left a group that morning so I was like must be a mistake let me send s friend request, No problem, idk why we wouldn't be friended but it's fine.

Day goes on, I get no reply, it hits like 5 pm and at this point I'm worried, I try to message on Snapchat bc I saw when I used to have it she was recommended, so I redownloaded the app etc etc and tried to messaged and friend her, and it just kept loading, same with discord the friend request just kept loading. So like I'm freaking out, her friend was like she said she was gonna do something childish and that was the last message she sent, so I asked her just tell me any updates please if you get it. What do I do, I already was freaking out over losing best friend because of both our stubbornness like I can't lose my girlfriend, just someone tell me how to handle this

Hi lookin for a manga qhat i remember is its yaoi and the one dude has an erogeneous spot in his mouth (retype i messed it up)