Yes, this doesn't make any sense to me. How oblivious she is about sex, especially thinking is gross ..she is not a little teenager anymore, a non asexual person should have felt something with Frederick, considering how much affection was there. And now you tell me it was platonic with him? A simple teddy bear to cuddle? Really? I don't like this all "poor virging that doesn't know a thing and doesn't feel any sexual attraction" also because now he seems kinda like a groomer. I really liked how the story started, and I didn't never understood why people were so mad about a cheating in a contractual marriage with no promises involved. It was a facade and it was ok for me that she, or he, had a real lover.
Can't understand people saying he survived and can't understand people saying he didn't survived. The ending seems pretty open to me... Did the author clarify anything?
Yes, this doesn't make any sense to me. How oblivious she is about sex, especially thinking is gross ..she is not a little teenager anymore, a non asexual person should have felt something with Frederick, considering how much affection was there. And now you tell me it was platonic with him? A simple teddy bear to cuddle? Really? I don't like this all "poor virging that doesn't know a thing and doesn't feel any sexual attraction" also because now he seems kinda like a groomer.
I really liked how the story started, and I didn't never understood why people were so mad about a cheating in a contractual marriage with no promises involved. It was a facade and it was ok for me that she, or he, had a real lover.
That scene when she said or thought it was gross was when she was younger, I think before she got married.