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Under the Green Light

My Way With You

Dance with the Devil

Super Darling is Dead

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Living, Eating and Sleeping Together

The Boy And The Wolf

Sadako-san and Sadako-chan

Mayonaka no Orphe

Magus With A Different Meaning

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Hoshoku-sha Kisumi-kun

Rojiura Pussycat

Sengoku Basara dj - The First Half has Come

Sengoku Basara dj - The Center Part Has Come

Sengoku Basara dj - The Last Part Has Come

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Spoopy Kerrrr October 5, 2020 8:27 pm

If anybody is still confused, chapters 6 and 7 belong to a different manga. Astral Project ran for 4 volumes. It was licensed and published in it's entirety by the now defunct CMX. I don't think this will ever be uploaded since it's so old and there are english publications available. If you want to find a copy, consider that Marginal is Garon Tsuchiya's alias.

expectations subverted but at what cost

Kerrrr August 22, 2020 5:29 pm

I really wanted him to drink the wine by whatever means and then enjoy the night, waking up the emperor saying SYKE THERE WAS NO ROOFIE THAT WAS ALL YOU LOL.

Realizing that the wine was indeed spiked, I thought for two panels that the emperor was going to drink it himself and spend the whole night performing unspeakable acts of self humiliation for his captive to savor.

Now I'm thinking I'm expecting too much hardcore erotica. The "mad man" isn't really mad at all, he apparently just really hates the emperor's guts and he's had it with his shit. This is getting more difficult to enjoy because until now there's been ZERO indication that he holds any sort of hidden affection. There's no tragic bind of responsibility keeping them apart like a marriage, opposing political associations, difference in ideologies... nothing. The dude just doesn't want the d and I don't know how to feel about this scenario.

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a shot in the dark, I'm losing hope

Spoopy Kerrrr October 9, 2020 4:30 am

I've been looking for a sci-fi/seinen short story compilation manga for a long time, maybe someone remembers it? It's an old title.
One of the stories has 2 characters deciding whether or not to go through a procedure that will amplify their cognitive abilities to the cost of very shortened lifespan. One of them accepts it and becomes a world famous musician. Years later the 2 characters meet and discuss their experiences.

Another story is a more romantic story (sorta..) about a servant android and her master. Mortality contemplation ensues.

Any info is greatly appreciated :(

I remember more plot but this is too long already

Kerrrr May 18, 2020 10:26 am

Difficult one, SOMEONE PLEASE HELP
Fantasy setting, forest/magic type of thing. Uncensored yaoi, lots of fighting scenes, maybe self-published. The art great but it looks a little "unpolished" and I think there was a patreon mentioned, maybe.

Two childood friends; the cool outgoing blonde one and the meek nerdy brunette one, get separated when the small black haired boy gets lost in the forest. There are ponds of black goo scattered around the forest that have some unexplained magic in them. After a time skip they're reunited when blondie got lost too after an encounter with a magic creature/person; the meek one is all grown up, he's some sort of undead and uses dark magic (?). He fell into a black pond when he got lost and survived, abandoning his humanity (?) and now uses the ponds as portals to remote places. After some bickering and fuck!ng, blondie convinces him to return to their village. They expect rejection but are in fact very welcomed. There's even a comming out moment where a religious big city is mentioned. Blondies father was born in the apparently homophobic and belligerent city.

I remember everything except the title/authors SO VIVIDLY, it's TORTURE PLS HELPPpp

Triste-chan May 18, 2020 10:45 am

I wanna read this

Kerrrr May 18, 2020 11:00 am

I wanna read this Triste-chan

man it was so geeky and GOODDDdd
I'll keep looking for it but it didn't seem super popular, the tag search is useless.

Fantomeducouloir May 18, 2020 11:49 am

Is it "Victim. Gate of Spirits"?

Kerrrr May 18, 2020 4:36 pm

Is it "Victim. Gate of Spirits"? Fantomeducouloir

yyyyyes it is!!! THANK YOU!!!
Getting rid of the "on the tip of the tongue" feeling is extremely satisfying, thank you very very much :*

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is life fucking you hard right now?? 10-13 06:07

Things that could get your fujodanshi card revoked 10-11 03:24

Have u ever wanted to just punch someone in the face? 09-22 07:12

Show me your aesthetics 09-22 05:30

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Cestelle March 3, 2021 7:07 pm

Checking to see if you're still alive.

Kerrrr April 11, 2021 3:36 am

Barely!
:)
Stuff got weird(er), huh?

✨Spoopy✨Ani-chan November 3, 2020 9:18 am

Bro, you're kidding me, right? I hope you actually don't live in Vatican city and read yaoi/shounen-ai THERE..If you do, well then, I like you〜
And best of luck

Spoopy Kerrrr February 1, 2021 6:08 am

Me in Città del Vaticano? Only a tiny piece of my soul remains there, locked in an unholy vase buried somewhere. The rest of me successfully escaped and I don't even want that piece back anymore.

Sorry to keep you waiting, I'm back from the dead but it took a while. Thank you for your good wishes, I think they worked :)

✨Santa Clutz✨Ani-chan February 1, 2021 2:42 pm

Me in Città del Vaticano? Only a tiny piece of my soul remains there, locked in an unholy vase buried somewhere. The rest of me successfully escaped and I don't even want that piece back anymore. Sorry to keep... Spoopy Kerrrr

Bro, I disappeared for months, man. I am too scared to message or write a question here.....i still haven't replied to so many emails.... btw, tmi, but i was going thorough a existential crisis, still am, but the situation is better..... TT_TT

✨Santa Clutz✨Ani-chan February 1, 2021 2:42 pm

Bro, I disappeared for months, man. I am too scared to message or write a question here.....i still haven't replied to so many emails.... btw, tmi, but i was going thorough a existential crisis, still am, but t... ✨Santa Clutz✨Ani-chan

I just logged in today itself

Kerrrr February 2, 2021 6:32 pm

I just logged in today itself ✨Santa Clutz✨Ani-chan

Dude who can blame you, cut yourself some slack. The world going to shit is nothing new but the particular circumstances of these past months have some of us on the brink of self destruction. I'm very sorry to hear you're going through a rough time. Are you doing a little better now? I hope your were able to take a breather reading some manga. Sometimes indulging in a hobby helps you heal and your perspective gets a little more accurate after being lost in fantasy for a few hours.

Best wishes to you :)

✨Santa Clutz✨Ani-chan February 3, 2021 3:16 am

Dude who can blame you, cut yourself some slack. The world going to shit is nothing new but the particular circumstances of these past months have some of us on the brink of self destruction. I'm very sorry to ... Kerrrr

Thing is, I tried coming out to my parents a little while ago as bisexual ( still not sure whether i am asexual or not) and they said "It most probably is a phase. I know you are straight." Like, hell no. I have been dropping hints as huge and explosive as bombs about the fact that I am queer, but no, she wouldn't accept that..
She is quite a rebel and supports the lgbtq community, she even cried twice seeing transgender -related sad films. But whenever I bring up the topic of how much I support them, she asks me why am I so obssessed with them(bragging, Ik but I read up A LOT on lgbt- the anatomy, the hormones, the mind analysis, some jokes and comebacks, watched literally every single video related to queer oppression and etc.)
She says- "Listen I know you are straight cisgender, I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT. Concentrate on you studies. Other people except than the lgbt are oppressed too, yk?"

I know that, but I just love MY community so much :) I feel proud and wanna come out but she doesn't even acknowledge it. She cried watching transgender oppression films, but when I talk about diff genders, she cringes and makes a disgusted face.
SUCH A HYPOCRITE.

Sorry for my rant, I was just pent up..

Spoopy Kerrrr October 13, 2020 7:05 am

the swift ban hammer kept me from saying vegan Tikka Masala is one of my favorite meals (￣ε(#￣)Σ

Mömöløkâ_Jüpįter September 20, 2020 12:53 am

Ur so nice kerrrr!!

Spoopy Kerrrr October 13, 2020 7:16 am

aww dude I hadn't scrolled down this far on my homepage since forever and almost missed your message ┗( T﹏T )┛
I hope your morning routine is super efficient and easy by now (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Kerrrr July 24, 2020 10:48 am

I'm losing my shit, I can't leave my house my family is sick my friends are drinking bleach I'm weak as a baby deer and I can't work FUCKjzienddjdj

Emmabeth February 26, 2017 10:53 pm

Thanks for following me. Your note made me really happy cause I am super in love with making my lists so I'm glad you like them. If you ever have a list you'd like but don't see just let me know and I can make more!

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October 11, 2014

From:
Vatican City

Stuff I've learned during quarantine/lockdown/self inflicted imprisonment:

- I actually really do hate the webtoon weird vertical format

- Being a gay man I've still seen more wap than Ben Shapiro

- Paint that's been sitting under the staircase for 5 years is perfectly safe to use

- Maybe humanity was a mistake

- I don't think I'll ever update my "want to read" and "reading" lists. I thought I was better than this but guess not.

- Kids will think you're badass for taking a handful of pills with a single gulp.

So things are picking up, the days of breakfast at 3:00 pm under the guise of "i'm recovering" are over for me. I lost people these past months and the only thing keeping my mind off painful things is being an idiot here. Thank you all.

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