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MangaLover12 February 22, 2018 3:34 am

After reading all the comments I still have a question: Why do people ship the mc whiith Yule? I am just ineterested, from a psycological point of view, since I believe that this story is, except a graphic depiction of how to give person a bunch of mental problems, because you didn`t deal with your own craziness first (yule and his brother and sister and what they did to the mc), it also is very much some form of mirror of the reader`s mind. Cause, yeah, this is fiction and a pasttime and everything, but how we comment it shows some part of our thinking. there are a lot of manga and manhwa that sugarcoat problematic relationships, but this here- it is cold and brutally honest.
Personally, I wouldn't want Kyung-soo to end up with any of the already known semes, `cause they don`t love him. At all. Not one of the three. However, he is already so much mentally fucked up that he can`t even make choices normally anymore. I really want to see how the authr will end this story. (P.s. I have seen the raws, I know how it ends, visually at least, but I won`t make any assumptions about it unless I understand the words :D so please don`t use it as an argument )
So yeah, just sum it up: Why yule? Or why any of them at all?
- just the curious reader who tries to figure out their fellow readers :)
p.p.s. soory for the long comment

    deepika February 22, 2018 3:42 am

    You know I am exactly the same. Lately I dont care about this story but I only read the comments and try to figure out Why people ship this two character. And I hope people some people elaborate why they do?

    YaoiSanctuary February 22, 2018 3:52 am
    You know I am exactly the same. Lately I dont care about this story but I only read the comments and try to figure out Why people ship this two character. And I hope people some people elaborate why they do? deepika

    Same here. I just read the first chapters and few of the latest (62-63...) and don't have the courage to read the rest lol. Not because of all the drama but because this manhwa is all about sex, with little rape anddrop of tears to excuse all this sorry "plot".

    deepika February 22, 2018 4:04 am
    Same here. I just read the first chapters and few of the latest (62-63...) and don't have the courage to read the rest lol. Not because of all the drama but because this manhwa is all about sex, with little rap... YaoiSanctuary

    I think writer didn't do good job and use old tactics for his/her story
    and so many creators use this kinda plot because ıts got attention and more views.
    Its hard to find people who use this plot with sane mind. Most of them use rape and They dont know what will be next

    I study with rape victims and They do have different cope ability but I never saw one person who got raped by different people have this mentality

    Maybe people underestimate Rape because Uke too underestimate and live with it.I really wish writers do research on this topic and dont use at plot device

    YaoiSanctuary February 22, 2018 5:05 am

    I think that many of the readers here are young teens and it's rather their hormones that speak more than their brain. Btw, for many, Yaoi is just porn and if they can get their daily dose of lemons, they don't give a further f*ck. This is as far as those can go here, infortunately... For them, if there two characters banging each other in the most meaningless way; a souless doll being raped over and over - again, in the most meaningless manner , it's "Omg the most touching plot they've read!", "Omg, the "Seme" is so possessive! Lol!
    Did our fujoshis ever seen ONCE the said Seme being loving and tender, protective, good to the Uke ? Or was he acting rather just like Mr Assshole who just sold the Uke to his thugs of friends to be raped? And Please don't sell me the relationship this Uke have with Dong Hyuk when all they did was sex.
    That's why people outside of Yaoi view the Yaoi genre as degenerative, and Fujoshis are being looked down upon. Discriminations against BL/Yaoi die hard because one of the traits of that genre is the lack of good, quality scenario.
    Didn't you ever read something like, when a Boys Love romance is well written and complexe, everybody even the fujoshis would say "It doesn't look like a Yaoi!" (Re lol). Guess why ? Maybe because Author-San actually given to that romance a real plot, background and purposes with some great elements that everyone of us can treasure like friendshif, (real) love. And nope an all-rapey easy story, like if it was written by a teen on her hormones.

    I have no problem specifically with rapey stuffs, but only if they serve some purposes and if the whole story can walk together. And it's not the case with this manwha here.

    I believe that the fictions we nourrish our intellect and the way we react to them reflects also our mind.
    Exemple : Porn is generally degrading for the actresses and physically challenging. But because the actors are grown adults and get paid for that, should I just close my eyes and ignore this industry?
    As we know, some do decide to enter the porn industry, but many (also kids) are brought there through human and sex trafficking, or are obligated to sell themselves like this because it's the only way for them to get meals (them and family). This is specially true nowadays in countries like Ukraine du to the lack of massive employement. In a country where the social protections are lacking or are absent, young people have to resort to such job to survive.

    I believe that our faculty and sensibility to react to any kind of given situation - even with the most fictional conditions, reading - reflects, like you said, the mirrorr of our soul. When I read some comments, I'm just so glad that they are just about fictions. And I wouln't want to undergo an abusing situation where I'll have to see if those same individuals would save me or not. It'll not be a surprise if they have not at all EMPATHY.
    But I guess that today, speaking about things like empathy is equal to being an alien.

    YaoiSanctuary February 22, 2018 5:25 am
    I think writer didn't do good job and use old tactics for his/her story and so many creators use this kinda plot because ıts got attention and more views.Its hard to find people who use this plot with sane mi... deepika

    Yeah, you said it all.

    And I doubt that author-nim has ever done any plausible research on this thema, well, like most of the authors in Yaoi genre btw... Cause' it's just Yaoi, lol. Some lack ability to write a scenario, others are just lazy. And since many fangirls eat anything -_-

    It was already limit when the Uke is being raped by just the Seme. But here, we get someone who got gangbanged by a group, raped over and over, and he seems to still enjoys sex like nothing happened. And we get those desperate fujoshis who try their best to give a plot to that plotless train wreck...

    Anonymous February 22, 2018 6:43 am

    The same way people are shipping Sangwoo with Bum.

MangaLover12 February 16, 2017 5:37 pm

I know many have waited for the translations of this manga, like for years. However, sorry to break it you- everything end today. I cannot believe that because of one f*cking person, the translations will have to stop, like 10 chapters or so, before the end of the series. I do not get why people can`t respect the translators. The work hard and provide us with manga and all they ask is to read it at their private blog, where all you have to do is sign, there is no paying, no nothing, only respect to their work.
I just feel very disappointed, not in the translator for stopping, they are in their right to stop, but in the readers. We all love manga but somethimes we do not understand when to stop wanting everything fast, and free, and reachable for everyone. This is the second time I have encountered something like this- translation stopping because their work was posted out in open, I it just sads me and angers me more. We should just respect the translators, please.

    Kuria February 16, 2017 5:46 pm

    Umm... Is it still possible to read the series through the English manga volumes? I really want to finish the series >_< I agree with what you are saying though.

    akiee February 16, 2017 6:18 pm
    Umm... Is it still possible to read the series through the English manga volumes? I really want to finish the series >_< I agree with what you are saying though. Kuria

    u can read it until chapter 39 in http://www.iiekawaii.my.id/2015/12/Bloody-Mary.html
    only one chapter again to end this manga

    akiee February 16, 2017 6:22 pm
    Umm... Is it still possible to read the series through the English manga volumes? I really want to finish the series >_< I agree with what you are saying though. Kuria

    it is possible. u can read it until chapter 39 in http://www.iiekawaii.my.id/2015/12/Bloody-Mary.html
    only one chapter again until this manga end

    MangaLover12 February 16, 2017 8:37 pm
    Umm... Is it still possible to read the series through the English manga volumes? I really want to finish the series >_< I agree with what you are saying though. Kuria

    Sorry, let me corect me myself. (I was emotional when I wrote my post). Yes, the licensed translations won`t stop. It just will be hard for those that don`t have enough money to buy them or if the manga is not sold in their country.
    But now the only option left is the manga English volumes...
    I`m sorry if I`ve confused someone : )

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MangaLover12 April 27, 2017 6:54 pm

Hey all. I just wanted to get some things off my chest + get advice maybe, so you can skip this question if you are not interested in other people's problems right now. : )

So I am soon going to finish my first year at university, I am in a different country and have only one, at least very good friend here and.. this year has been a rollercoster of emotions for me. I have never felt so depressed so many times, so anxious and alone, felt like nothing had a meening because I have become a complete failiure, and felt appatethic to the point that I wanted to hurt myself...
I just wanted to ask, when do you start getting used to uni? I feel my transition from highschool to uni happened too fast, it is like I was not ready yet, but I am a little happy for this year because I am 3000 km away from my family and can actually start thinking like an emphathetic person, not just a robot that needs to do assignments. However, I do not know if all these moments are all worth it. I wilm get a good diploma if i graduate, but... I just feel all lost right now. And I keep staying in my room if it is possible. For the fist time I have experienced academic failiure, I am not happy with some of the modules I study, I feel so lost... I don't know what I want to do with my life... I don't even know if I want to return here for second year or take a gap year or try studing in my home country.... I don't know anything anymore... ( At leats I have manga to keep me company (⌒▽⌒) )

How were your university years? Did you study in your home country or had to go to another like I did? Did you enjoy uni life? Do you recommened some activities I shold deffinetely try while I am in uni?

Thanks in andvance ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

    alise April 27, 2017 7:14 pm

    To be honest, I think you should change something. Be it university (maybe trying one in your country is a better idea, you wouldn't feel so lost), maybe the subject you are studying or even you should consider having one year break. You know, mental health is really important, it's actually even more important than your grades because you won't be able make get use of them if you are depressed or stressed all the time. Of course, I'd reccomend you to finish this one year if you have already started and then think it over during the summer break (●'◡'●)ノ But please, please, take care of your mental state! And always put it on a first place.

    Dumpling-san April 27, 2017 7:15 pm

    Hello there, first off, I don't know how to help you, mainly because, I'm still 14 and I can't relate that much excluding all the mixed up emotions, and I don't know if I should butt my nose in other people's business if I'm not going to help in the first place, but I thought you just needed company and comfort until real help comes, haha lol. anyway, you should remember you're not alone, you should send your old friends messages once in awhile or chat with them, or better not your parents? you never know that talking with them would be such a relief, I don't know if this would help you in any way but I'm positive you'll be able to get through this, you should think positive! (how hypocritical lol) I'm sorry if this reply annoyed you, and I don't know what else to say, my mind gets muddled when I'm trying to help someone out because I'm worried if I don't use the right words I'll mess it up even more, I feel the same too, sometimes I just lose all motivation to keep on going and sometimes I ask myself "why am I even doing this?" and etc etc. life is just strange and pointless and meaningless and hard to understand for me, but remember this, you're a beautiful and nice person, haha and be positive! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Mimi April 27, 2017 7:57 pm

    Hi, I've graduated from technical university eight months ago so I can relate. First of all, I didn't know what I was doing with my life for the first two years. Then I had a change of heart and I really liked what I was studing about. But in the end I was just fooling myself. There were not many subjects I've found interesting and I think I've just lost five years of my life (though I had many friends and it was really fun between lectures). So my conclusion is that: The good diploma isn't eveything. Even if you work hard, you may end up not liking the rest of your life. And to be honest, I was so close to my family that I called every day (or every two days). Later this changed. I got used to separation and sometimes I forgot to contact them for two weeks.

    Anonymous April 27, 2017 7:59 pm

    First, I would suggest you talk to someone offline about what you've been feeling. I'm unsure about your college's facilities but in the US, most colleges will have counselors available on campus. This service is usually free of charge.

    Second, I suggest finding and joining a club or fraternity/sorority. This can help you make friends and expand your social circle. I am an incredibly introverted person, so my first year of college I didn't make any lasting friendships. Luckily my roommates were two of my friends from high school or else I would've had an incredibly lonely first year. My second year I joined a club and made new friends. The rest of my college life was so fun because of them.

    Really, you just have to throw yourself out there. If it makes you uncomfortable, ask your friend to come with you. One of my biggest regrets is holding back and not doing more outside of coursework.

    Anonymous April 27, 2017 8:05 pm

    Oh and also talk to your advisor about how you've been feeling about your classes and major. Lots of students have been through the same thing: feeling lost and unsure about their chosen major. Your advisor can help you decide whether or not to continue with your major and if you decide to change, they will help you through the process.

    naomi April 27, 2017 8:16 pm

    pls don't do the same mistake I did and lose the opportunity you have in your hands. pls don't waste the chance you're given bc it's not easy to have the same chance again. (plus studying abroad seems like a sweet deal to me.) It's normal to feel lost in your first year, everyone goes through the same thing, pls don't feel you're the only one. It takes time to adapt to all the changes. You'll want to run away back to your comfort zone, or you may wanna give up everything but you need to hold on. Think of the tuition or how u may need to repeat a class if u fail, etc. for motivation.
    If you keep looking back (at the choices you already made), you can't move forward. Not even intelligence or talent, *perseverance* is what defines success.

MangaLover12 March 1, 2017 5:29 pm

To all Bulgarians here: Честита Баба Марта! Желая много здраве и щастие, и много манга! : )

Have a happy day, everyone!

P.S Can`t wait for spring to truly come! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

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