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I don't want the uke to end up with either option. I like the mafia boss as a character, but he IS a horrible person, just in general. Even if he cares about the uke, he's a murderer, and you can't really redeem that. But I hate Jun so, SO much. He doesn't show any remorse, or act like he was at fault. He isn't sorry. He told the uke to kill himself when he was already suicidal. I don't care if he was young. He told someone who loved him to DIE because of his PRIDE.
If he'd grown in any way, he would have been torn up about what he'd done, but he still sees himself as some victim. I hate that the uke cares about him or wants him back. I just want Jun to suffer. And yeah, I know everyone is either in love with Jun or in love with the mafia boss, and I'm probably gonna get a ton of downvotes, but I would seriously prefer an ending with Jun losing the uke forever after falling in love with him again than an ending where Jun doesn't earn forgiveness but still gets to be with the uke.
THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL
I'm glad I'm not alone!
I'm only on chapter 22, and I'm just not sure I have it in me to continue. I knew this was gonna be a mess, but I hate pretty much every character. I also hate how the MC is chasing after that weird, spoiled brat too. Why did you even have feelings for him? He's possessive and short-sighted, incredibly selfish, and completely uncaring about anything other than what he wants. If he weren't completely obsessed with owning the MC, he wouldn't have given a flying crap about what was happening to him in that house. And yet MC is all teary and desperate, like he's losing something incredible. I guess when all you've ever known is abuse, the abuse the chokes you with a smile on its face seems tolerable.