Ai wa Doko Itta (Yaoi) manga

Tsunoda Ryoku 2005 released.
Where has Love Gone?;Where Did Love Go?;Ai wa Doko Itta; アイはどこいった?
Vol.1 Ch.5.5(end)
Vol.1 Ch.5
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Takayama is in constant denial about the fact that he is gay. While at work he begins to take note of successful and peerless Ishikawa, who eyes him hungrily - like a puma in hot pursuit of his prey! When Ishikawa is accidentally outed, he is infuriated.

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Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.5.5(end)

Mar 22, 2015

Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.5

Apr 9, 2013

Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.4

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Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.3

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Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.2

Apr 9, 2013

Ai wa Doko Itta Vol.1 Ch.1

Apr 9, 2013
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2014-09-28 02:20
Ace marketer, Ishikawa, out-performs everyone in the marketing department of this highly competitive firm, but when he has a bad day, he takes out his frustrations by sexually assaulting his gay co-worker, Takayama, who has just landed a big contract. Will Takayama be able to turn this into victory? Tsunoda Ryoku always spins a good story, and her workplace dramas actually involve people working at their jobs. This one requires moving past the rape-trope (which Blue claims — April 24, 2014 10:27 pm, — was incorrectly translated according to her licensed copy), but unlike most of these sorts of stories, this one ends with a more equal power distribution than it starts off with. It's worth reading for that alone.
2015-11-28 22:08
Wow!so good!
2014-10-15 03:19
Them feels
2014-11-26 10:03
the first story.the last not so much

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  1. Marthaisaac69
    October 5, 2015 4:42 am

    Uhhh got pulled into reading it again love this Manga cute ischikawa n moto cute .thanks for the awesome read #yaoilove

  2. Luna October 4, 2015 1:58 am

    I FOUND HIM! I FOUND THE UKE OF MY DREAMS! Well the one that is making the seme work for him! THANK YOU GOD!

    • lenewluf October 22, 2015 3:21 pm

      I know rite... Ughhh... Some uke's are so weak that I can't stand them... This couples were so refreshing

  3. Passerby~ September 12, 2015 7:03 pm

    Wow... this kind of uke is really refreshing (>///<)
    LOVED IT! (specially the last moments) <3
    Hope there was more (TT_TT)

    • Morcheeba September 12, 2015 8:28 pm

      "I really like sleeping with this guy (he's fantastic). What should I do?" That's my Takeyama - honest to a fault ^^ (And a chaste kisser)

    • Passerby~ September 26, 2015 5:28 pm

      @Morcheeba I freaking Know Right?! (>///<)
      Really really wish they make a sequel out of this!
      Just read it for like the 3rd time now.XD

  4. blablabla August 26, 2015 4:48 am

    I like strong uke like takayama ufufufufu (๑•ㅂ•)و
    Ah this, make your heart doki doki, and make you smile.. mweheheh coz ishikawa so funny xD still at the very first i dont like him coz he raped motoi, but motoi didn't get mad. Then what can i say? Wahahaha

  5. blablabla August 26, 2015 3:32 am

    How can after being raped he is falling in love with him imediatelly? You can find something like this only on the manga i think hahahah

  6. bookworm
    August 10, 2015 3:42 am

    So freaking adorable!!!!

  7. maya May 30, 2015 7:54 pm

    i would've loved to see them living together & towards the end they became such an adorable couple <3 liked it !

  8. Natsu
    May 16, 2015 4:40 am

    While again we see the regular rape scene in yaoi not being addressed properly (I kind of gave up but I feel if I don't point it out some hater will) I really enjoyed the relationship growth between the characters. I really like this Uke in this story. I like fun and mature ukes who have a strong willed. Either way a fun yaoi that I totes suggest! XD

    • Anonymous June 12, 2015 6:20 pm

      The rape trope in yaoi is like the trope in romance novels where a woman gets swept off her feet by a gorgeous man--not because of his kindness or affection for her, but because they're in a dangerous situation. The rape trope in yaoi is common because it's something that seems out of the control of the weaker party--generally the uke--when the person either cannot or will not face their feelings otherwise. There's a lot of psychology behind it, but mostly, it just works and people still read it.

    • Natsu
      June 13, 2015 5:44 am
      The rape trope in yaoi is like the trope in romance novels where a woman gets swept off her feet by a gorgeous man--not because of his kindness or affection for her, but because they're in a dangerous situation... @Anonymous

      I also feel like its yaoi mangaka easy way out to express dark emotions like extreme possessiveness, frustration, jealousy, anger, ect. I do understand that humans can do things that they don't mean while under the influence of certain emotions. It pains me that the seme ( who is usually portrayed as masculine) usually hurts his partner with these emotions, while the uke (who is portrayed as the feminine) usually is more subtle about it or confronts the seme.
      I recently read a yaoi in which in one of the stories there was a seme who was actually pretty possessive of the uke. BUT the approached he use was great. He pretended to not let it bother him that the uke's ex still had beer in his fridge, instead he drank it all to get rid of it. A scene later the seme the uke and the ex(who is the seme's friend) are all out for lunch and the seme acts like a gentle man and pulls the chair next to him so the uke can sit down... AWAY from the ex. And he was so sly about it too! XD It was a refreshing take on possessiveness.

    • Same person as before June 14, 2015 2:10 pm

      What was that one called? Can you remember it? I understand the trope, but it's nice to read something other than it once and a while.

  9. LizMars89
    April 15, 2015 2:03 am

    The fact that so many people find Ishikawa raping Takayama acceptable boggles my mind. I can't fully fathom why Takayama himself found it to be okay. The story suffered from what I like to call "stupid couple syndrome"; When one or the other keeps doing stupid shit yet they keep coming back together in the end, THAT is stupidity at its finest.

    If this was a real life rape situation, do you think all of you would still be saying they're a "cute couple"? For Takayama to willingly choose to be with someone like Ishikawa only shows how weak of a person he really is.

    I don't particularly have anything against the rape theme in yaoi manga because it usually doesn't continue beyond the rape scene, but in situations like this I don't like when everyone is screaming their support of a clearly unhealthy relationship between two men who don't know any better. (there is NO "good reason" to violate someones body)

    And before people start yelling at me: none of us are right or wrong here. In the end we all believe what we want to believe.

    • I have a secret stash of yaoi.
      April 25, 2015 9:29 pm

      Yeah, the way the uke shrugged it off as if he'd had his lunch money stolen had me like lol wtf. Maybe it's because he was attracted to that guy to start with and that's why he didn't mind.

      And the part where the seme said "all gays are disgusting except you" was really annoying. The seme was really annoying, a total slimebucket, and the uke was way too forgiving.

      Judging by the comments though, a lot of people liked it. Idk, just wasn't my cup of tea this time.

  10. Sebastian Michaelis April 1, 2015 5:14 pm

    Omg so cute! ヾ(☆▽☆)

  11. liliana katsuki March 29, 2015 7:13 pm

    Gosh...that was so cuteeeeeeeeee

  12. Vampire Queen March 24, 2015 11:27 am

    Both stories were actually very cute, not in a typical way but still really cute. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

  13. H~H March 24, 2015 6:48 am

    This is so cute~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ah~~

  14. Anonymous March 23, 2015 6:53 pm

    Kyaaa adorb *hardcore fangrilling*

  15. Sky Wheeler
    March 23, 2015 4:32 pm

    I don't really see how this manga is getting so many bad comments. For the most part it was really cute

  16. Ray
    March 23, 2015 1:58 pm

    I don't get it . Lots of people don't like the storyline . Ishikawa's a lot like a kid and that makes him look so cute . He might be so full of himself and stupid but reading it till the end , I can see how Ishikawa changes from every chapter .
    It shows that people can change , where's the wrong ?

    P/s : Forced sex feels damn good for the seme(s)

  17. Eye4 March 23, 2015 5:35 am

    The seme.. The plot annoys the crap out of me! Really! What kind of excuse is that, "I'm frustrated let me rape my coworker!" And no repercussions whatsoever must be nice

    • Ray
      March 23, 2015 1:50 pm

      Ahaha ... Forced sex sounds good to me ... for the seme , I mean .

  18. KattCleo March 23, 2015 1:46 am

    .. that was the worst excuse to rape someone in a BL manga I've ever read. Like, wtf. And I've heard many pathetic ones. Ok, I've heard worse, but the worst part is that this one takes itself seriously. Usually the stories with bizarre rape excuses are outright stupid, laughable and are just there for the laughs and the smut. But, WTF man?!? He vented out his stress by raping his gay coworker who FOR ONCE did good at his job? OII, THAT'S STILL A CRIME!! WHY IS THE UKE TAKING IT SO LAUGHABLY, even if he didn't get emotionally scarred, if that's how the seme takes his stress out, then he was dropped more than once as a baby... HOW CAN YOU FALL FOR SOMEONE SO BATSHIT CRAZY?!?

    • Ray
      March 23, 2015 1:52 pm

      Actually the seme's so stupid he's cute . Matured ukes understand so that means you're just not matured enough to understand ...

  19. Anonymous March 22, 2015 11:07 pm

    Ishikawa is the proof that Neanderthals have some hidden charm, LOL.

  20. Anonymous March 22, 2015 10:49 am

    It was pretty terrible. Not only did the seme rape the uke it was treated like it was nothing. The characters had no chemistry and their relationship does not seem like it will last long.

    • Ray
      March 23, 2015 1:54 pm

      Okay on that 'will not last long' maybe true ... But as you can see Ishikawa's trying his best to love Motoi with all his heart . We can see that in the final chap , where Ishikawa said he wants to live with Motoi . Ain't that sweet ?