Aseru (Yaoi) manga

Monchi Kaori 2005 released.
Drama / One Shot / Yaoi / Psychological
ch. 0(end)
60 voted


The following content is intended for mature audiences and may contain sexual themes, gore, violence and/or strong language. Discretion is advised.

Kazuo is obsessed with his friend's older brother, Yuudai. When Tsutomu hits his Yuudai, stunning him, Kazuo decides to take advantage... and he doesn't care if either Yuudai or Tsutomu like it. (Warning: non-con)
Continued in 'Misshitsu' (also on Manga Fox).

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Aseru ch. 0(end)

Jan 14, 2011
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2015-04-28 21:20
Sigh....why do i do this to myself
2014-11-07 05:04
2015-05-15 20:09
30 pages
Starts page 2
2015-05-10 19:54
how do i put this (-_-)ゞ゛........confusing? waste of time? I DON'T KNOW
just..............why? ლ(ಠ_ಠლ)

51 Topics

  1. hmm... psychology January 18, 2015 11:01 am

    So many people ignore the psychology part of this and just blame the little brother for multiple offenses... This is a twisted story about an abused kid obsessed with his friend's older brother because that person is the only "light" in his life (read the sequel for backstory). The little brother just was being childish and stupid with that baseball bat part (spur of the moment) because he was frustrated his older bro didn't give him enough non-nagging attention after he went to high school. Then the rest happened because he was in shock... SHOCK. Not because the lil brother wanted to watch or was "acting" like a victim.... The lil bro probably ended up either crazy or scarred for life due to the last page.

    • jen0929 February 15, 2015 7:39 am

      I don't see where the little brother is being abuse, he is just a traitor!! A freaking idiot who let himself be controlled by his "friend" who maybe don't considered him his friend at all and just got close to him to be close to his brother.. Is true he doesn't hate his brother but he doesn't love him either, if you have siblings you would understand that no matter how annoying, abusive, mean and irritating you find your brother and sister, If you have to chose between them and a friend, you will chosse them and during a fight even though you are smaller, weaker and younger you will want to protect them and if they are sad you are sad, if they cry you cry, and not matter how much we fight we always end up forgiving eachother.. At least that's how it is with me and my siblings, and I think a lot of people will agree with me.. He didn't have any of this feeling for his brother, he looks more interested in his friend's love for his brother, it looked as if he was jealous of his brother, for being love by his so-called "friend" and pitied his "friend" because his brother didn't have any feeling for him.

  2. Yours Truly ^*,-^/
    January 10, 2015 5:29 pm

    The lil bro is stupid he didn't do anything to stop his best friend for raping his older brother... how disappointed brother =(

  3. fangirl November 23, 2014 1:21 pm


  4. emiri-chan July 13, 2014 10:59 pm

    creepy thing lol but i liked it

  5. Yaoi Fan May 26, 2014 8:45 am

    wow wtf did I just read. Shockingly I couldn't stop.

  6. yaoiluv May 25, 2014 7:46 pm

    this story and misshitsu r the side stories and this 1 Hana no Aru Seikatsu is the main story

    • yaoiluv May 25, 2014 10:48 pm

      ugh just finished reading Hana no Aru Seikatsu and its a completely diff story dont know why its listed as main story of misshitsu :(

  7. BAKA May 10, 2014 7:36 pm

    I hate how the younger brother tries to make himself seem like a victim. he keeps asking how his brother ended up like this, when he was the one that hit him with the bat in the first place. he's really annoying.

  8. Eye4 April 28, 2014 1:41 am

    I read this and then the Misshitsu... Anyone know what happened to the brother? Is there a follow up story on this showing the brother going insane

    • Eye4 April 28, 2014 5:38 am

      I mean he was pretty shocked at what he witnessed! Poor kid!

  9. Anonymous March 19, 2014 3:17 am

    this is good.. try reading
    youll like this lovestory even more

  10. Judo February 22, 2014 6:33 am


  11. kain January 18, 2014 4:54 am

    does any1 know if there's more 2 this!???? TT, TT

  12. ... January 13, 2014 6:01 pm

    No, just no ... this was not worth reading, do not recommend

  13. aya January 9, 2014 1:34 am

    Well, this was ... I don't know how to describe it :/ The little brother who watch and do nothing and he suddently think that his friend love his brother! (if it can be called love ;) )

  14. MAKK December 18, 2013 6:33 am

    Wow, this is really twisted. I mean, if you think about it, it is pretty fucked up. If you were in that position, even YOU would freak out, right?

    Man, if that happened to my brother, I would kick the diddly shit out of that dickhead and bury him in my backyard (in a figurative speech).

  15. BIGGEST FAN October 29, 2013 2:18 pm

    It was weird. The lil bro doing nothing sucked, being in his shoes felt so wrong... I don't know, it was dark (which I normally love) but it wasn't hot. Just plain wrong..

  16. Peacebringer October 18, 2013 6:04 pm

    hey u fuckards!!! dnt just talk about anything that comes in ur - i.e if u hv 1-brain!!!
    just kidding!!!

  17. Told you so :P July 25, 2013 1:08 am

    soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo like.... did they end up together........

  18. What? W-what? July 19, 2013 12:20 pm

    WARNING:basically a way too long version of my opinion on why this oneshot was super weird (okay to skip)..

    i actually really like deep and twisted psychological elements coupled with horror manga and other gory or 'odd' readable things because i have a label and know what i'm looking usually i am okay with brutality in yaoi, but this probably needs a 'psychological' label..
    i mean i can only say so for myself, but i don't take yaoi rape to heart really. it's more of an accessory to a story, and it's not like the television shows broadcasting into nearly every household in the country i live in are quite so sensored as they used to be. so being desensitized to this kind of thing (i also blame nursery rhymes), i don't take brutality in yaoi to heart and wouldn't follow it's example. if anything, it's a part of the story that i accept because it is in a story, but each time i see it it makes me realize how unrealistic the fairy tale endings that come after it are.. so usually i accept brutality as a story prop, but this one was kind of weird. it was weirdly realistic for a yaoi rape scene. i haven't read the second part, but disregarding some obvious flaws, it wasn't as frivolous and easy to ignore as other rape scenes... for example, the brother didn't get turned on after seeing what happened. he got traumatized and was very confused, especially about the fact that his brother was crying while being raped instead of being angry. i've seen yaoi scenes, even hentai scenes, where against their will and better judgement witnesses get turned on seeing their loved one raped. sometimes they are even coerced into joining in on the 'fun'. again, didn't read the rest..but at the end the boy's fragile 'senses' crumbled or something...and then there's the fact that the brother was crying. a fresh high school student, just got a new girlfriend. he suddenly gets into a second fight with his brother and his brother's friend (said they fought recently) and this time he is hit in the head with a bat by his younger bor and he's bleeding. maybe if a person had time to think about the situation they would be mad. but then the high school aged boy gets tied up by the two younger boys, one of them giving orders to the other in order to make sure the tied up high school boy couldn't escape. then he's raped...i would not be angry, i would be frightened and i would cry as a high schooler whether i was male or female. his weak crying and protest is another weirdly realistic element when coupled with the younger brother's obvious dread. an often overlooked POV from the younger brother/bystander (not innocent bystander i guess...) made the whole yaoi rape scene a lot creepier...there's a reason why yaoi rape scenes seem frivolous, only follow the point of view of the discombobulated rape victim, and generally follow a formula...
    ehhh i bet this was confusing...i will be happy if at least one person understands...

    • Anonymous July 25, 2013 12:41 am

      Dude... too long -.-"

    • Yuuma January 6, 2014 5:19 pm

      It is long, but easy to understand where you're coming from. I totally agree with you, on how this made me feel and it really did have some major realistic elements.

  19. yaoikpop WERE THE Y?????? May 23, 2013 12:48 am

    Funny Question were the brother get the Condom ????? Lmao

  20. yaoikpop WERE THE Y?????? May 23, 2013 12:46 am

    I like it, it was kinda dark with this "what the.." feel to it lol AND NOW IT'S A MUST TO READ THE OTHER HALF XD

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