Kagami no Nai Heya: Fullmetal Alchemist Doujinshi (Yaoi) manga

GD Mechano , IZUMI Yakumo 2004 released.
Doujinshi / Drama / Mature / Yaoi
chapter 1 (end)
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The following content is intended for mature audiences and may contain sexual themes, gore, violence and/or strong language. Discretion is advised.

Pairing: Edward x Roy, Roy x Edward.

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Ed and Roy find themselves trapped in a relationship they can't control. And what's Roy hiding from Ed?

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2015-04-19 08:58
For those of you who need clarification *spoilers* this is a summary:

So Ed bought a new place to stay in Central, but while he was checking it out before the purchase, Roy was in the apartment in stead. Lying about his reason for being there, Roy claimed that he too was looking for a new home for purchase. Although in the beginning Ed wanted the place for residence, it soon became the rendezvous point for sexual liaisons with Roy, ones which only sterilized their understanding of one another and rendered them both anonymous sex friends with no hope for furthering the state of things. Ed's new apartment became a symbol of their new, corrosive status.

And then one day Ed realizes that the chalk and chalk marks he's been seeing around the apartment are actually the remnants of a transmutation circle. It is implicit from the context that we assume this was a human transmutation circle. And sure enough, Roy concedes under pressure that he was the apartment's original owner, and he had drawn the transmutation circles during his wartime tour and presumable afterward as well. Afterward we can gather that he was lying all along about his reasons for being present that day in the apartment, at the same time as Ed.

Enraged and hurt and upset even before hand at the disgustingly toxic relationship they'd been kindling, this new information about Roy leads Ed to finally realize the extent of the damage "the room (symbolically, their relationship)" was inflicting on both of them. He forcefully has sex with Roy, by this time noticeably listless during many sexual encounters and possibly still suffering from PTSD.

Ed, scared that he knows all too well the baggage of the memories that Roy has seen, draws away from the relationship completely and decides to cut things off. He ask Roy for the other set of keys to the apartment. And after that, they act as though nothing had every happened between them, as if they sealed everything away in that room.

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  1. I_Read August 19, 2015 3:16 am

    I think Roy favourites that room, because that's where he and Hughes used to secretly slept together (as to why Roy mentally states 'she'd never forgive me' towards Gracia).
    When he found that Edward was living there, it was pure coincidence. Roy was there because he had been there before with Hughes after they returned from the war, and the chalk was indicator that he was drawing a transumation circle.
    Now this takes place /after/ Hughes dies, the circle was meant to bring Hughes back to life.
    Edward realizes this and gets angry, since Roy knows what it would've son to him.
    So Edward, realizing he was a rebound, decided to drop their 'relationship'.

    • KissMeDarkly January 10, 2016 6:43 pm

      I don't think that circle was drawn to bring Hughes back. He said he drew it during the war. The war happened when Winry was a little girl, because her parents were killed then. It was YEARS before Hughes dies, so he'd have no reason to try to bring him back to life. Not sure who Roy wanted to bring back, it implies Hughes, but chronologically, there's just no way.

    • Flower January 14, 2016 2:36 am
      I don't think that circle was drawn to bring Hughes back. He said he drew it during the war. The war happened when Winry was a little girl, because her parents were killed then. It was YEARS before Hughes dies,... @KissMeDarkly


      In the manga he wanted to bring back Winry's parents to life.

  2. Anonymous November 7, 2014 1:47 am

    damn it
    the art is amazing and the story is so good to depressing though

  3. Anonymous June 1, 2014 9:48 am

    It was depressing. Why is it that all the FMA (Roy x Ed) dj's I come across are always blanketed by a sinister theme?

  4. ... February 22, 2014 4:32 am

    what just happened? I'm confused

  5. Levy December 31, 2013 10:45 pm

    What really happened? It was beautiful, but I think I didn't quite get it in the end...

  6. Chi July 16, 2013 7:20 am

    Pls m lost.... What the hell happened

  7. Darknight Silver July 16, 2013 3:56 am

    Sad, but good. Wish there were more of it.

  8. sana April 6, 2013 10:06 am

    it so sad i wish they had a happy ending

  9. Meijin December 14, 2012 5:48 am

    Well now isn't this sad? =(
    I demand a 2nd part!!! XD

  10. Feathers December 6, 2012 4:36 am

    Saddd :'(((
    Though I like it best when Ed is an aggressive uke. Somehow it makes it angstier.

  11. midori November 30, 2012 7:25 pm

    its.. so... sad.. i kinda feel mad at them both .. but i dont know why O.O

  12. HIRO July 20, 2012 1:07 pm

    This was rather beautiful honestly. I love the feel of the story and the artwork, while simple, is lovely.

  13. Yuuki July 15, 2012 2:57 am

    What a sad story. Make feel like shit

  14. Ritsu ^-^ July 6, 2012 7:59 am

    What a sad story TT.TT

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