Kowarekake No Omocha (Yaoi) manga

Cj Michalski 2005 released.
Drama / Mature / Yaoi
壊れかけのオモチャ; A Toy With Sadness
Vol.1 Ch.6.5(end)
Vol.1 Ch.6
Vol.1 Ch.5
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Chapters 1-3,Ch.6.5: Extra: Shinobu left his large family to go live with Kengo as his playmate and companion to earn extra money once his father fell ill. Kengo takes advantage of Shinobu's position as his "toy", and when they are older he begins to have

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2014-12-19 15:45
It gave you the idea that Kengo didn't just think Shinobu was his toy, but it didn't give you that feeling of him thinking Shinobu was more as well. It would have been better if he would have changed his ways a bit when he got Shinobu back instead of still treating Shinobu like a toy.
2014-08-31 00:48
I hated the way he was treated
2014-10-30 22:31
I HATE the main story but I LOVE the other ones ........ if only the other ones could be a separate series all on their own ................ ^^'''
2015-01-04 11:08
He loves him but wouldn't be truthful and always tease him just because he likes him.
2014-12-05 01:59
Cute, but I can't stand how he was treated. It would've been great if in the end there was a chapter where the two sat down and had like a heart to heart where Shinobu broke and like screamed at Kengo about how he really felt or something, which would then cause Kengo to tell Shinobu how he really feels, too.

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  1. Chiyo
    August 24, 2016 3:33 am

    Kengo, you bastard. *smirk*

  2. Roxannabell
    August 15, 2016 9:16 am

    Ok, so it's been a really long time since I've read this manga, and isn't it missing a chapter???????? I seam to recall a chapter where Shinobu, depressed with just being a toy, and being locked up, tried to jump out the window (I think suicide attempt) and Kengo gets hurt trying to protect Shinobu, and that's when they stop being master and toy and become lovers........ Or is that a diff manga that is similar and I have the two confused?

  3. GaywannabeXD
    July 21, 2016 2:19 am

    I really hate myself for liking this story. Maybe i'm a masochist lol XD its definitely my cup of chocolate milk shake XD i'm so sorry lol but that b*stard seme and helpless uke...are what i love the most

  4. Haley-chan
    June 11, 2016 2:58 am

    I cryed cuz he was so miss treated and even threatened with his family.I know its love but still that's so mean.

    • Anonymous June 14, 2016 4:41 pm

      its not love, its Stockholm syndrome
      fucking seme such a freak, and an fucking rapist on top of that

    • datyaoitho
      July 16, 2016 9:00 am
      its not love, its Stockholm syndromefucking seme such a freak, and an fucking rapist on top of that @Anonymous


  5. ChiShi June 9, 2016 12:11 am

    OH MY GOD Kengo wasn't angry about the plane! He was angry because he didn't want the uke to get hurt!!! He made the face both when he thought the uke almost got hurt and when he left he can't express his feelings because his parents are never around so he was never loved, the uke getting hurt (aka if the uke died he would be alone) so he made the face and then when the uke left him alone he made the face agaim. He thinks the uke hates him so he just pretends he doesn't care about him.

  6. Geigy May 29, 2016 12:04 pm

    I don't like Kengo's character at all.. And I feel sad for Shinobu.. I mean, the seme should've at least told the uke how he truly felt.. There should be a continuation of their story, and Kengo should be a lot nicer to Shinobu..

  7. Anonymous April 29, 2016 3:18 am

    And the douchy seme prize goes to ......

  8. Reiji
    April 26, 2016 9:16 pm

    ვერ გამიგია ორი რამ როგორ უნდა შეგიყვაედეს ის ვინც გაუპატიურებს და ცუდად გექცევა და რატომაა აუცილებელი სიყვარულში გამოტყდომისთანავე სექსი????... ააა ''მგონი მეც მიყვარხარ და რომ დავრწმუნდე უნდა გაგჟიმოს'' პონტია???

  9. UkeLover April 2, 2016 10:04 pm

    The moment when the kidnapper bursts in on them is pure GOLD (≧∀≦)

    • Yaoi-wolf April 9, 2016 6:01 am

      I know, right! Haha, that and "In the end, he still did it (sob)"
      This was my favorite story out of the collection. Sweet and extremely humorous.

    • Reiji
      April 26, 2016 9:13 pm
      I know, right! Haha, that and "In the end, he still did it (sob)"This was my favorite story out of the collection. Sweet and extremely humorous. @Yaoi-wolf

      Agreee... it was my too

  10. Kikiyaoifan March 28, 2016 10:37 pm

    I love this manga but I felt it was incomplete because I wanted to see more. I want to see both side of the story it doesn't explain how he fell in love or do they have happy ending or does it remain a toy.. I hoped there was part 2 to this bookΣ(  ̄□ ̄||) ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

    • yaoi fujo
      May 7, 2016 11:35 am

      At the chapter 6.5 (maybe you haven't read it?) when shinobu and his master is sleeping, after the smexy scene, shinobu were still awake and his master were sleep talking and said that shinobu is really cute and he likes him. Then shinobu went doki2 xD so I guess the toy knew that he wasn't just a toy and that's a happy ending (≧∀≦)

    • Kikiyaoifan May 7, 2016 12:29 pm
      At the chapter 6.5 (maybe you haven't read it?) when shinobu and his master is sleeping, after the smexy scene, shinobu were still awake and his master were sleep talking and said that shinobu is really cute an... yaoi fujo

      Yep I read that part but idk if it's just me I want to see after that what happened??like after storyヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

  11. Isabel March 4, 2016 1:18 pm

    Just my two cents about the story of Kengo and Shinobu. First of all, I am so glad this is not another sappy romantic story (I really hate them from the bottom of my heart). It's rather angsty and psychological and that's just what I like about yaoi. It's not a work of high artistic merit, of course, but the idea is interesting. I think their sexual relationship, although being sort of S/M, is something they both enjoy. The seme, being dominant as he is, is very passionate and never forgets to make his uke feel good by kissing him, sucking, licking etc., so that the boy always comes like crazy under him (which is not something one would usually do when being forced to sleep with a person he hates). Their verbal communication is a failure at the same time. It is very hard for both of them to confess their feelings because they both suffer from psychological complexes. Kengo is a very lonely boy from a rich family who knows that people obey his power and money, and he just doesn't believe he can be sincerely loved without constant necessity of violence. It's quite obvious that he is madly in love with Shinobu who is literally the center of his world, but he prefers to tease (the "toy" thing) and subjugate Shinobu fearing that otherwise he will immediately leave him. Shinobu, on the other hand, has very low self-esteem and also can't believe in Kengo's true feelings (hence his constant fear of being thrown away like a used toy). He prefers to think bad of Kengo and always blame him because it allows Shinobu to feel less shame about their "wrong" gay relationship and his overall humiliating "toy" position. It seems to me that to some extent Shinobu even enjoys this humiliation due to his masochistic nature, but sometimes he decides to break free and tries to run away from Kengo, although in the end he feels lonely without him. In other words, their relationship seems very complicated. The last part (where Kengo says "I like you") gives some hope though.

    • Joy
      March 10, 2016 3:22 am

      Exactly. You took my thoughts right out of my head. To me, Kengo is a very lonely kid with a terrible household experience that doesn't really know his feelings not to talk of saying them. He just expresses them in ways that seem complicated but isn't. "You're my toy, for life" to me and to him is simply a marriage proposal.

  12. Anonymous February 18, 2016 5:36 am

    Kengo is a bastard. That's all.

    The rest of the stories were awesome though. (⌒▽⌒)

  13. Uagi January 17, 2016 7:09 am

    They should continue the main story and have him confess ge likes him not cause was a toy beacause he was always there by his side.

  14. Vanita January 15, 2016 6:51 pm

    I like first story ,, but it's too short manga so sad

  15. sins lover
    January 14, 2016 4:34 am

    Nope, nope, definitely not. I can't stand it, "toy"!!!!!!? Oooh hhheelll NO! That was just BS! Give the kid sword and end it! Hes in hell. That last chapter so dose not make up for anything. The rest wear great and fun. I loved the art, but it's hard to get past that first one.

    • Joy
      March 10, 2016 3:24 am

      I take it you've never read BDSM or tragic stories or psycho/drama stories. People get twisted by their socioeconomic environment. Kengo, I think, is a product of his family. He's actually okay compared to same books and real life people i've met who should still be in therapy.

  16. animefangirl December 20, 2015 1:49 am

    That was so cute. "Shinobu I like you", "Shobu you're so cute...Shinobu..." oh lord cutest thing I ever heard. (read)

    • Akira December 23, 2015 7:04 pm

      IKR? It's obvious Kengo is in love with shinobu. I don't know why he couldn't just confess.. maybe because of the declared "toy" thing. :D

    • Akira December 23, 2015 7:05 pm

      I would have liked it more if Kengo and shinobu's love would become mutual. like a confession from both sides I guess. hahaha

  17. animefangirl December 19, 2015 2:43 am

    I wanted this to keep on going. Oh lord Shinobu was so RED. I was like, "I want my love to get drunk too...." I'm weird as fruk.

    • Junki January 13, 2016 12:15 am

      oh no...you're not weird.
      just perverted (●'◡'●)ノ

  18. idontcare December 11, 2015 2:38 pm

    LOL!!!My mom and aunt is talking and then I heard them talking something about 'mouth' then I totally freak out because I was at the part when Shinobu was giving Kengo the blowjob! I was so nervous and totally panicked at that moment! lmao.......(≧∀≦)

  19. Scarlet
    November 28, 2015 6:25 am

    Aww I wanted to see the scene were the other guy topped. >.<

  20. ddkktt
    November 27, 2015 6:11 am

    seriously this author just love stockolm symdrome

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