Wasuretai Itoshijin (Yaoi) manga

Mizukami Shin 2007 released.
Historical / Smut / Yaoi
忘れたい愛しい人; The Lover I Rather Forget; The Lover I'd Rather Forget; Wasuretai Itoshijin
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Even after he forcefully ravished my body... my heart still yearns for him!

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2014-09-17 01:50
I love a little rape with mu love! LOL
2014-10-23 18:18
I wish it was longer
2014-10-30 04:27
When the lieutenant was talking about he gets whatever he wants I was like wtf!!! and then he says why he did everything he did I was like awwww. lol
2015-06-25 17:57
2015-06-16 01:28
Smutty, tongue-in-cheek, typical yaoi

78 Topics

  1. noradeere July 3, 2016 5:53 pm

    the strongest fujoshi was born (aka the sister)

    • fujoshi28
      July 8, 2016 4:28 am

      YYEEEESSSS.....another one of our brethen has been born. Let us rejoyce!~~cc

  2. Chiyo
    July 2, 2016 4:29 pm

    Before judging, consider the seme's explanation first why he did that to the uke. For me, as long as he loves the uke its fine by me. :) Fufufu~

  3. Tahleilovesmanga
    April 22, 2016 3:58 am

    Hahahahaha he's sister saw it XD

  4. YunikonNiji April 17, 2016 7:16 am

    Damn, I understand that you guys are like *gasp* "Anytype of rape is bad!"

    But come on! It's a Yaoi! You should be prepared for this! It's a fantasy, and if I must remind you guys, it's NOT REAL!

    Sorry, it just a pisses me off when people hate on a manga without reading the summary or the comments beforehand.

    • lilmommi April 28, 2016 5:20 am

      I totally agree with you.... I mean I don't support rape in any shape or form but like you said it's fantasy ( no one was harmed in any way in the creation of this)

      And not to be a hypocrite I have probably voiced 1 or 2 or 10 (Idrk) complaints about a rape scene that totally pissed me off ...... But sometimes it's just a way to start a relationship to last a Yaoi lifetime

  5. ancient.alien.2010 March 13, 2016 8:40 pm

    Rape in any form is bad. I think this kid got raped so much from this old guy his emotions got jumbled up. And this rapist became obsessed with him, cuz I bet that this was not the only kid that he raped. I feel sad because it reminds me of my situation when I was a child.

    • Elihinata
      March 13, 2016 10:14 pm

      Ditto. I just couldn't come to like the story since it was all violence and no love till the very last pages, and even then I was filled with resentment ( ̄へ ̄)

    • ancient.alien.2010 March 14, 2016 6:29 am

      I like the story teller but brings up bad shit...

  6. V-chan
    February 7, 2016 5:31 pm

    overall it was an okay read but i hate the fact that the uke completely hated the seme until he said he loved him then all of a sudden everything is all good

    it felt underdeveloped somehow....#-.-)

    • 4n1m3_D34m0n
      February 23, 2016 3:52 pm

      Idk I think he possibly grew to like the seme but as far as the uke knew he was just tormenting him.or something I mean he was obviously jealose when the seme was flirting with his sister (⌒▽⌒ )

  7. Mumi January 19, 2016 8:44 pm

    *My suspicion was correct* laughed so hard at the sister!!

  8. J Unleashed December 22, 2015 5:12 pm

    "Why do you keep raping me?!!"

    "Because I love you, DAMN IT!"

    "Oh... I guess it's okay then..."

    *A classic yaoi is born*

    • nickname
      December 22, 2015 7:13 pm

      it's okay, it felt good anyway.. and I like it that way because I am M anyway.


  9. alheab
    December 6, 2015 7:59 am

    If everyone seek to show the world his/her love by tormenting / abusing and even raping that unfortunate loved one, the world will be doomed!
    A rape is a rape after all. You can't rape and humiliate somebody out of love. It is your sick mind that made you think that way, but that is not an excuse!
    You want to show your love; be kind, respectful and talk/confess your feeling. It will not cost you anything! Don't force your presence on others!

  10. やおいはかんぺき October 24, 2015 11:21 pm

    Sigh....so cliche. Dude, did you think he was a mind reader or something...

  11. Nana September 30, 2015 3:57 pm

    Saying you love somebody isn't a weakness BUT raping somebody is not romantic at all and in every manga who has this kind of turn is a real turn off to me. I never believe that a real lover would rape the one she/he/other loves.

    • juuzuyas October 30, 2015 6:48 am

      Thank you! I feel like people ignore the fact that rape is rape, no matter the circumstance. And, there is nothing romantic or attractive about it. This oneshot made me feel so sick. Ugh I hate when they use rape as an excuse and as a means to show love

  12. strawberry delight August 27, 2015 4:10 pm

    i guess the sister is actually a fujoshi..just like me.. LOL ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

  13. Yaoiddict
    August 23, 2015 9:12 pm

    That was interesting. The whole rape thing was kind of eurgh. Plus implying he'd sleep/molest his sister and his younger siblings made me cringe even more.

    I don't think I would read it again.

  14. Luna August 23, 2015 8:09 pm

    Oh the sister is so cute, I want to be her! SHUT UP!
    Her brother has been raped who knows how many times, even the one she was witnessing was rape again!
    That lieutenant is a sick bastard and you all want to be the victims sister! What the hell!

  15. oribe_sasha
    August 17, 2015 9:44 am

    if i was his sister i swear to god i would pretend to sleep and listen to them every night
    I don't care if i die from fangirling alone

  16. Nigh V. Lancaster
    June 21, 2015 5:33 am

    oh... i won't mind playing the role of the sister(▰˘◡˘▰) having such TREAT every night..ahh~ such wonderful lifeee~

    • Rosey_Panda
      August 10, 2015 5:09 am

      ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ indeed..be like..huheueuhuehuehuehue ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

  17. Anonymous June 10, 2015 3:10 am

    Making jokes like "getting married with your sister" or "your little brothers are so cute to fuck with", and theN when he said to the uke that he is too dense, because it´s soooo obvius that he is in love with him, etc.........seriusly?! I like it, but this kind of logic (or the lack of it) it´s too much #-.-)

  18. ShonaNingyo
    May 2, 2015 3:03 am

    Alluding that he would molest the guy's little siblings is going too far >_>

  19. drama mama March 24, 2015 4:22 am

    awwwwwwww !! i am very pleased with this what a short way of satisfaction

  20. Yaoi-kun December 12, 2014 1:24 am

    So like did his sister know what was happening?

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