I get the feeling you're fairly young (under 18), meaning you still have a lot of experiences waiting for you that will change the way you feel about yourself and the people around you. Even if you were older, that could still be the case. Anyway, I don't want to preach at you and/or tell you what you should do when I don't know anything about you.......   reply
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Skyx
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I think you need something with you can de-stress yourself like a sport or drawing, or play some instrument,or something that you really like and can relax you. I don't know if you can , but you should try talking to your parents, try and tell them how you feel, I'm not close to my father either ( I don't even speak that much with him) but I think......   reply
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I comprend what are you feeling now, sadness, impotence, that you will not have another way to escape, that this is permanent, but it doesn't have to be this way, you may not be able to stay away from them for now, but as you get the chance to do so, try to protect yourself, do the things that generate you more comfort, listen to your favorite musi......   1 reply
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Haru 1 days ago
First of all, asking for advice is definitely a step in the right direction. It means you really don't want to die. It seems to me that you just don't have a reason to live. I've noticed you apologized for seeming pathetic to the two people who replied before me. Don't apologize. The one who thinks you're pathetic is you. I may be wrong, but do you......   reply
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Read ''The Count of Monte Cristo'', that book is long enough to make you hang in there untill you find something that you want to do with your life. Just remember, that there are thousands of people in the world that have cancer, or terminal diseases, or genetic disorders, and I personally think that if you throw your life away you would just be i......   reply
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Whatever you do, do not end your life. I do not know your situation, but taking your life is permanent solution to a temporary problem. I recommend talking to an adult whether it is a teacher, maybe a friend's parent, or just someone in your neighborhood. If you are able to, try to get an appointment with a doctor to see if you have depression. ......   reply
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15. At that time I was heartbroken and my friend gave me a manga link. I don't know what the manga mean, and find out what it is yaoi. And after that I found Sekaiichi Hatsukoi (I really fell in love with Takano Masamune. Is there anything in this world like him?) and became addicted with similar stories (i mean, yaoi kkkk).   reply
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I...really don't remember...it might have been just shock...but the fact that I don't remember leads me to believe I may have just nonchalantly come across it unfazed... I've been reading Yaoi for a long time. I'm 20 and I think I started reading it at 12 or 13. So, yeah, boring answer, I don't remember.   reply
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I was younger I think it was probably Junjou anime that I began with so I was like but why is it censored?....then manga jumped out at me and I was like.......but are penises really that big. (As an adult now I realized young me was led astray by yaoi penis). But after finding good plot and art and steamy sex scenes I was sucked into the black hole......   reply
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If you're serious about ending your life, please call for help... This is the USA suicide hotline number, Call 1-800-273-8255. If you want someone to talk to, I'm available to talk if you're not comfortable calling the hotline.   2 reply
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It depends on the concept of what is truly anime. I watched Pokemon throughout elementary school. Saw Howls Moving Castle in second grade. And then third grade I watched Fruits Basket.   1 reply
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Hey, I first off don't believe you should end your life, it's never quite the answer (trust me I've tried). Depending on your age you can leave the house. Other than that, please understand that your teenage years are such a small portion of your life, and once they are over you're free. Find a passion to drown in, I found writing helped me quite a......   3 reply
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I was either 11 or 12 hehe. I was reading a shoujo online and I just clicked a random new thing to read and It happened to be a yaoi. My brain just exploded because I did not know stuff like it existed before . Now, almost 7 years later, I am still extremely addicted.   reply
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narumic
2 days ago
Lately... I think there's nothing I can do but laze around. My father is a dictator. I'm not close to my mother. Over and over again I wanted to run away from them. And just the last few days, I intend to end my life. What should I do?
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My first anime(s) were Tottoko Hamtarou, Pokemon, and InuYasha. Saw them all around the same time. My first manga.... If this counts then Maximum Ride and if not Kingdom Hearts (I know this one comes from Japan)   reply
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Peanut
2 days ago
D, tbh misaki & usagi   reply
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My first anime was Mushishi and my first manga was Gintama(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ   reply
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i was in middle school that time, then maybe it's around 14? i forgot how is it but it seems like it went smoothly and i found out myself been addicted already ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I just thought it was my close friend who brought me into yaoi-circle, since she recomended some manga and fanfic, she also did role-play to me OMFG i guessed she tried to......   reply
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Blubeagle 2 days ago
Usagi-Misaki (Junjou Romantica ), Hiroki-Nowaki (Junjou Romantica), Ren-Haru (Super Lovers ), Masataka-Souma (Sakura Gari ), Asahina-Isaka (Junjou Romantica & Sekaiichi Hatsukoi)   reply
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