How did you react to your first really detailed yaoi scenes?

I turned off my phone for a couple seconds, then fully shut it off. I put it under my pillow, and went to bed early. (〜￣△￣)〜 (P.S. - Was reading it on my phone) I felt violated, (It was a HEAVY smut) but got use to it in about a week. I stumbled upon a little while later, and read it with no problem! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧   reply