Not sure if it exists but

...following.

(In the manga universe I'm sure there's ONE story out there that's like this. Hopefully)

Can't remember the name, but there was one. I'll see if I can find it, but it was rapey, so if that ain't your jam I hope that there's a fluff one out there too >.<

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kono_ore_ga_ahe_goe_nante_dasu_wake_ga_nai/ idk if this meet ur expectation

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_almost_loved_you/
There's another one which's quite bad rape.

Boku no Koe

Yeahh rape ain't my thing but thanks anyhow!

I just started that one, thanks!

Not really my cup o' tea but thanks for the rec anyhow!

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_koe/

http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sakende_yaruze/

I've put both of 'em on my to-read list, thank ya!