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The answer for some people would be obvious but there are also some people who didn't learn to talk at younger ages due to autism (or other disabilities like deafness) and I'm curious because some people in real life found it unbelievable I managed to learn to talk despite being full deaf with no hearing aids/cochlea implant. So when I was younger I lived in a rural area, so there wasn't a lot. We did have school but there was no programs to support deaf children. I've been to doctors when I was younger and they said I would have to go far away to actually get hearing aids or cochlea implant, but my mum said no to everything. She literally just couldn't be bothered lol. I actually didn't learn sign language until I left my family and moved into the city. But the way it worked in my family is that I had to learn to lip read and my dad brought me a little chalkboard to write on. My siblings didn't really talk to me but my dad would and my mother made it clear she didn't like me. But in school, my teacher despite my deafness tried really hard to teach me how to read and how to write as best she could. When it was reading time she actually would take my hand and make me feel her throat as she would talk, so I could feel the vibrations. I would also try and copy her mouth patterns. It seemed like at the time she was researching sign language and was teaching me simple signs as well, so I knew very little. My talking is definitely not 100% because of my accent, Ive been told it's very strong lol. I struggle talking english so really I can only talk Japanese if I do talk, I'm still learning. I do only use sign language now because I don't want to read peoples lips my entire life again, it's very very hard.
I’m looking for this one BL/Yaoi where it’s in a university setting and the ML has black hair and he has like this weird smile all the time kind of like he just has the same expression all the time he a lil weirdo and the MC I think he has brown hair and he’s getting played by the ML like lovebombed him i seen someone on TikTok talking about how funnily scary his expressions was but I can’t kind it
Someone please help
Anyone got any recs of bl/yaoi like dead man switch or Dreadful Night? basically smth kinda horror a bit spooky but like not full on ig? (pls dont say the summer hikaru died, i know its very good i've been planing to read and watch it for a long time but not yet)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/radio_storm/
? it’s beautiful
is "marriage blue" here????????
like the BL one? cuz I'm pretty sure it's in this anthology but I don't think it's TLed yet
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/desire_development_team_short_story_collection/
i need more genuinely toxic bls where the bottom for example aint a love sick puppy and suddenly enjoys getting raped. or maybe something where the abused dude commits at the end or smth jst to escape his abuser at this point i really dont care but i need good written toxic and DOOMED yaoi not doomed YAOI
so my english isnt very good and i dont remember much about it but i remember that the two main dudes were pretty young like in their teens or early adult and had black and white hair. both had like short hair and it played in modern society. i think they were like partners in crime and killing people or something like that???? and the white haired guy was like trying to trick the black haired guy. i also remember that either the white or black haaired guy ripped his own tongue or belly button piercing out or smth like that and im to 100% sure that their dads were fucking. the white haired guys dad was the bottom and had long hair and the black haired guy dad was the top and i think had short black hair. they also tried to kill each other or sum like that and somehow they kept not dying but im not so sure about not dying part
I can't remember this manhwa i saw a reel of it like a couple of years ago so the story is like the i think ml kills the fl's whole family and her then she goes back to time but she became her killer's teacher he's a prince if I remember it correctly with blonde or golden hair he's a child when the fl sees him idk I might have mixed it up with some other manhwas but the plot was like this so if someone knows about this manhwa or anything similar pleaseeee tell me the name
Hi so like I made a one shot fanart of Eugene and Cain from "when the Villainess loves", a hetero romance, because these two dude had chemistry imo. Here's the link:
https://poipiku.com/13770688/13525415.html
Can I have a rec where the ml is terrible to the mc and it’s just so messed up (no rape and no cheating) just toxic. But then realizes through an event how terrible he was to the mc and now treats the mc with love and respect. (I want him to be a simp) kinda like water side night but without the rape

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What I find it weird is developing sexual attraction for someone you knew since he was a kid and stuff but that's a common trope in the BL genre
Bet he already know everything about the sister (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
Beyond that, he loves the kid already without knowing.
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For those who want to know what happens. Jiho will sleep with him And this twin is going to start showing up every day and, in a way, following Jiho around. But Jiho does not like it at all. And in one of those moments, he even gets scared and ends up meeting Hyung unintentionally, who helps him scare away the twin by kissing Jiho... But even so, he returns the next day. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
Cute art but im too much of a communist and couldn't help thinking while reading it that their dynamics are solely based on a privileged rich guy using and playing with a poor, vulnerable orphan guy, and not associate it with capitalism raping (in a social sense) the marginalized people.
Even if they genuinely love each other, there's a lot more to it than just an unhealthy relationship...
Overall i really thank God that i come from a stable social class, enough that i don't have to stick to a rich guy raping me from time to time and i call it love cause i have no real reference of what actual love is
Also i kinda REALLY wanted dae to fuck that blond friend of his just to provoke the rich dude, you don't own him bruh!