Laverrrrliver : Is it worth it??

scawamouche : AHHHHH DADI

JustBeingMyself : Oh my, suddenly 169 chapter update. I have no time reading this one. Will set this aside for now, until I'm finish trying to catch up with my other updates 1st... (Not in the mood to binge-read one book at the moment)

Long haired mans left armpit : Reading stories abt mental illness is more painful than reading stories abt ego

bichuknowimsexy : I think Jaewon is the only dumb MC trope I find pleasing. He’s seriously unhinged and I love his audacity lol

[DELETED] : this was co authored by netanyahu

alex : We're abt to eat real good next chap

amschel : HAHAHAHAHAHA THE BANTERS AND ALL IS SO SO FUNNY!! I ENJOYED READING THIS BUT I CANT WAIT FOR THE UPDATES HUHU. THE ART IS ALSO PRETTY BUT I REALLY LOVE THE BANTERS. IT'S LIKE THE MC IS SO SO UNHINGED HAHAHA

Semx : Spectacular, give me 15 of them

scampi : "I'll be like Rosa in future heh" stfu cornball. You are not edgy and cool lmao

omniscientreader : His mom is gay I can sense it

Yuu : Im sorry but the penis looks like has ringworm (idk eng word of “panu” ?) or some infection mark that caught me on guard

stuckinthishell : Yo just get with ur co worker alex

fullrantimrudesogtfo : Forget the main.lets just focus on the side anf another potential side. Like WHAT IF IVAN HAVE MET THE ELDEST BROTHER BEFORE

Nikki : Body snatchers, people losing their daughter, doing their best to at least keep their bodies. The isekai-ed girls who probably couldn’t return to their lives either. This story is dripping with blood and complex relationships and issues. Honestly in this world I’d be terrified as a person there at the idea of losing my life or as an isekai-ed person sentenced to death whether I do something or not even if I don’t want to be there.

Grackle : I recently dreamed about Blanche's wedding and her dress looks exactly like in my dream! I hope the other part comes true too (that Abigail and Sable told Blanche she'd finally be getting that younger sibling as a "wedding gift" )

GenkiJaNaiiii : Myeongil failed so bad as an older brother, this bitch got replaced in the family drawing by maybe the second least competent guy around... Can we do like trans-dimensional adoption or something? Cause I'd give my life for these poor kids

Val : Yo I can’t even tell if this is meant to be bait bc wdym Blondie got a hard on thinking about mc attacking/threatening him???

onedayyee3 : Isn't it implied that the monster guy assaulted the mc when he was a kid? Atleast that's what I have understood. I hope I'm not correct

Anja27 : I keep coming back to this manga I can't help it. The characters are just too precious and their dynamics really work for me. I hope they'll keep all the important parts in the live action ...it's pretty good so far so I have high expectations.

diva : idk guys I am rooting for her to be a better person and apologize to who she hurt

AniLo : Hot asf ANDD interesting plot AND good translation??

JustBeingMyself : Yup, Yuri definitely feels like a hidden Yandere LOL. Don't fool yourself with him acting all cute.

layla : So so good but Mc def got twinked out. Like hella. And idk if it's just me but I swear the ml was way more tan in season 1 . Like his hair was a little lighter and his skin was beautiful I wanted to lick him every chapter. Obv he's still gorgeous but like I swear he was darker

Cruchy_rollers : courtney cox, I love you, you're so hot on that show.

Anonymous : Aw hell nah

Yoyo : The stuff i need to read after reading angst

Irrational Hater : Why’d I cringe lmao “daddy”

Draken_bebelalab : Just took my heart!

MourningStar : “It’s a little naughty”

> lol, like what, daddy?
> *remembers the context*
> omfg it’s daddy

mnyng : is the proffesor a psychopath?? wth. also, woojus parents didnt take what happened as seriously as they should. lilke, you secretly give my son medicine to turn him into an omega and i beat you ass. at least.

Tsukukiyomi : Only on chapter 5 and I can't stand her. Wtf you mean you're still friends with the girl that keeps taking your man???? I'm sure she gets bearable as the story progresses but I won't be here to see it happen lol

BL lover : GET HERRR!!!!!!!

Juneau 333 : What is happening

cascy : romance tag my ass

Tsubame : Ok so i re-read the chapter 70 again... Omg it's so cute, i can't believe i didn't see it.
Lieutenant says he once thought to take Ho as his adopted son but he couldn't because he moved States, but he already considers him as he is. And then he asks Haebom to take care of Ho.
When i read it first i was like "Now he's back to Korea, why not tho?" And i get it know.
Lieutenant knew that Haebom will adopt Ho to be his "Daddy". So he asked him to take good care of Ho.

Ayaben : If he's going to trouble her still (the mage) isn't it wise to stay with someone capable to protect her instead of moving alone? She has no title, no personal, nothing that can protect herself in case he tries something.

chiiiii : Read this and kinda 50/50

Mc - Is a super pretty boy, with a very shitty luck. Dad abandoned him and his mom when their company went under. His mom left him for another guy and used his name for a 280 million debt. Then he got picked up by a literal psycho.

Mc - He was a sweet, loving boy until an accident. He is very very obsessed with Mc as according to him, Mc is the prettiest being he ever saw. He's pretty when he's happy, sad, crying, mad, and even knows how many times Mc brushes his teeth or how he takes a bath. He never gets tired of watching him even through cameras

So, I'll start this by saying that Ml is a diagnosed psychopath. This is not an excuse but an explanation of his behavior. I think this also explains his voyeourism because he likes watching people's emotions and behavior as he's unable to feel those.

He became that way when at 10 years old, he fell from the 3rd floor, and injured his pre-frontal lobe. That was because he was trying to save his beloved pet kitten. The emotion he felt of loving and cherishing small creatures became warped and he never felt anything since then. Even his logic got thrown out of the window. When his dad complained that the kitten should be let go because it was a bother, his reasoning became that if he killed the kitten and got it taxidermied, it would be with him forever and won't bother his dad. He strangled the kitten that night. His dad liked this version of him (and used him) while his mom tried to bring his emotions back (unsuccessful).

He is aware of his condition and he had therapies/ medications but it didn't have any benefits at all. Reading his therapy sessions, it was ROUGH. He never felt sad, remorseful, or angry. He never felt loved and his way of cherishing his pet or Heesu was to kill them and have them taxidermied so they would be preserved forever. However, he started feeling things again while living with Heesu. Even his therapist noted this. In his mind, what he's doing to Heesu was protection and taming. He could never put himself on Heesu's shoes and could never understand why he was so afraid. He also knew he r*ped Heesu and he even questioned why Heesu wasn't mad. But he never feels sorry. It took a doctor to literally tell him to listen to Heesu when he says it hurts. He also intended to kill Heesu later and stuff him.

Now to the spoiler:

As their set up continued, Heesu became more and more dependent to Ml. Before he planned to pretend to be obedient and then escape but later, he became used to the punishment-reward system and began adapting. I can somehow get him. He was starved for affection, he was alwats beatilen for no reason, always hungry, no food, no home. So he clings to whatever kindness throws. He is clever against a manipulator/ psychopath, all he can do is yield. He even asks for punishments later when he kinda read that he made the Ml mad. Then, Ml allows him to go out with him to eat, shop, etc. Ml used this as a test to see if Heesu would run away but Heesu was feeling contradictions. What if he gets caught and punished? Where would he go when he has debt? Things like that. He gets harassed but saved by the Ml and later, Ml killed the guy harassing him.

They also go abroad in Hongkong, then Singapore. Heesu gets lost and Ml mistakenly thinks he ran away. He things all sorts of cruel stuff to do with Heesu. Cut his ankles, gouge his eyes once he catches him. He also feels anxiety, fear and rage for the first time. And he felt relief discovering Heesu was just lost.

As I mentioned, he began feeling things again but never really took it seriously. However one night while he was stroking Heesus's hair, he realized he treasured Heesu more than anything and tried ti strangle him, to preserve his appearance once he died, but he discovered he couldn't do it. He didn't know Heesu was awake that night and Heesu took it as him finally losing interest and finally deciding to kill him, and so he wanted to escape. Ml discovers this and immediately gathers people to search for him and even called a taxidermist.

Heesu gets caught and beaten up by Ml's rival gang. Ml arrives in time and all the anger and resentment towards Heesu disappeared when he saw his condition. He strangles Heesu just enough for him to fall asleep. Then, proceeds to punish fhose involved in hurting Heesu. Then, he breaks Heesu's ankles as punishment and lets him heal at home. He realizes he can never kill Heesu because if he dies, he can't greet him, his skin will become cold and they can never talk/go places anymore. He doesn't want that. He wants Heesu by his side, alive and well. He still won't admit that he loves Heesu but for Heesu, his actions would tell him otherwise. I actually agree with Heesu on this one. He's very good on reading other people's emotions especially Ml's. So I won't say he's delusional. Though Ml is a psychopath so the way he presents his feelings is never normal and he's still willing to hurt Heesu if he's disobedient. Heesu accepts all of this and they become a couple.

The bonus stories are him and Heesu becoming more loving and he even lets Heesu study in a University. Now I hate to say this, but Heesu is sumb as fuck im academics. He got 3 tutors to give up including Beomjin. So he got to a university via Ml's donation and he has his own bodyguard (disguised as his classmate). He also has his own car so he won't commute. This alvo contains some stories about how Beomjin likes to tease him and make fun of him.

I_make_Choso_Whimper : Irena is so fucking stupid for leaving
Genuinly what was she thinking
Yeah her feelings got hurt and people started chatting shit
Just hold your head up high and actl like you dont care

Dont leave your husband and go somewhere out of sight when you KNOW theyre going to be setting traps and he needs your help.

Irrational Hater : I love that stretchy lip kiss thing seme does

kloverwhit : WHRRE THE FUCK IS CHAPTER 28???

wannawanna : CAN WE AT LEAST SEE THE COUPLE RINGS OMG NOT YET COME BACKKK

Caca : I bought the physical copy on halloween and now I see that it's on here lololololololol

☆〜（ゝ。∂） : Need more

Hinaln : MY DADDIES!!!! I CANT EXPLAIN...IM SO HAPOY FOR MY DADDIES HIHIHI

roasted_chicken_XO : AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Pongesponge : omg im actually crying like
I mean I've already read way further in the novel but holy shit like seeing it visualised is always crazy
omfg like the panel where he finally pulls out bcs it hurts
HIS COCK IS FOREARM SIZED LIKE NO SHIT THAT HURTS UNPREPPED

sev : my fav couple euueueueueu very peak side storyy

duke shellegs butt eater : kudune author nggawe yt vlog bareng gt AS A COUPLE!! PLEASE LAH NEED MOREE SIDE STORY CUTE BANGET not enough dude . Side couple genuinely mogged

Pie : I hate I read it

Adekan : Aww I'm gonna miss them!

Lorie : C’mon now... you don’t love the story, you’re just here coz you're horny as fck. And spare me “it’s just fiction” I know it’s fiction, but how do you gush over something you admit doesn’t work? That’s the thing... it’s not the dark theme that bothers me, It’s about the execution, and how poorly all of this actually fits and serves the story.

And I’m no stranger to dark BL. Killing Stalking is my favorite, It’s psychological darkness done right.

How does the author fix this? Sorry words? Everything from here on out is just Stockholm Syndrome. Period.

Worst of all? Writers acting like they need these things to make a story good. That’s an insult. Great stories speak for themselves. This is just kink-fuel chasing a trend. Dropping it and maybe I’ll check back if the author is back to her senses.

imjustaworm : bruh

ApolloAresZues : The ratings on here will never be as good as it could be if author hadn't had a brain fart and given into her compulsion to have the MC raped by the second lead and then shove it other the rug and let it be forgotten by the characters when the reaction wasn't good. Like what was the reason???

men boob gooner : i love this but i want to see more of swallow

lian : um what

jaehiiyorinn : can the mom gtfo /j

Bluecage : I need moreeeeeeeeeeeee

Yeunly : Spoiler

nananananan : AAAAKHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ,my ADORABLEEEEEEEEEE COUPLE EVERREEEEEEEEE