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This is not a happy story. The story tells two people who have always had problems and when they come together there is a chaos. Hikaru is a person who was abused from a young age, which made him stay away from people. All his experiences with people are bad from his mother, the friend, even Haruki. Haruki also had insecurities from the beginning.It seems that people who comment do not remember that they are not actually related by blood. Yes Hikaru. He acted badly by wanting to tie the only person he adored with the worst methods through blackmail and sex.
What I want to say is that I hope that the two of them, without anybody else's help, will realize the feelings they have towards each other. Haruki he is beginning to realize his feelings towards Hikaru. He has what we call Stockholm Syndrome and he is terrified about those feelings. They have to heal their wounds and realize the damage they are doing together. But only them.
Gotta ask you this how did haruki have hurt him
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When hikaru rape haruki he was 14 years old, and haruki 24 years old. You are judging him as if he were an adult. Do not compare the maturity of an adult man to those of an adolescent. The actions he is doing are not the best. Read ch.3 You see how hikaru let hikaru touch it in a sexual way and then he regret. Then they have consensual oral sex, next they have sex. When haruki want to end the twist relationship they had. The Blackmail comes, and Hikaru rape haruki. When hikaru realizes what he did, he he stops seeing haruki. Then we have vol. 2 and is all fuck up.
But are you really telling me that you do not think he had any blame on this?And all the fault is the teenager of 15 and not the adult of 25 years? I'm not saying that hikari is innocent, of course not. But haruki was also wrong.
Thats what I think.
Ch1. We see hikaru and haruki both adults wiith a distanced relationship.
-We have a gap of 7 years-
Hikaru and haruki became a family. Hikaru was 13 years old and haruki 23. They have an excellent relationship Hikaru relies a lot on haruhi and and he feels guilty because for haruki he had to leave home. We began to see the problems that hikari has to relate to people and how he feels repugnant to the harassment of his teacher.
Ch2. Haruki realizes that something is not right with hikaru. Hikaru made his first friend then friend's girlfriend had to shit everything. Hikaru went to haruki place. He kiss him and hug him.
Ch3. Hikaru begins to touch haruki and haruki freaks out (so hikaru is like 14 year old? and haruki 24)
Ch.4 The parents leave and hikari starts ignoring haruki. Haruki worries and talks to hikari. "I want to see you nude" and haruki agree. Haruki let hikaru touch it in a sexual way and then he regret
- Then they have consensual oral sex. Haruki regrets and thinks this should not happen again but they have sex.
At this point, if we see it from a third view. A 24-year-old had consensual sex with a 14-year-old boy.
Haruki tells hikaru that they must finish what they are doing then hikaru blackmail haruki.
-Haruki was feeling bad about what he did when hikaru called him and agreed to see him and threats start. And then Hikaru rape haruki. and haruki thought " all I need to do is to bear with this"
And their twisted relationship began.
now. Ch 15 Haruki has like what? 27 years old? and hikaru 17 . They spent 4 years with this nightmare. Haruki he is beginning to realize his feelings towards Hikaru. He has what we call Stockholm Syndrome and he is terrified about those feelings and wants to destroy them.
We are nearing the end, we are only 2 gap from the ch. 1.
You might want to preface all of that with a spoiler alert. Just in case ^^
Again with this Stockholm syndrome but thanks for the summary and timeline. 4 years, shoot. The mental torture is insane. I just wanna go back to the present because someone really died and I just wanna know if it is Haruka or not or no one died.
I may have a different interpretation of "realizing his feelings" since it is delivered cryptically. What he figured out was that he cannot accept his brother's love yet he still loves him as a brother so he can't kill him or harm him thus he resorted to suicide. Just saying.