Ore wa Warukunai (Yaoi) manga

Yamada Yugi 2000 released.
Comedy / Drama / School Life / Yaoi
Don't Blame Me
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University student Toshiaki Kaji is in the middle of a delayed phase of rebellion towards the world. Determined to live an exciting and eventful adult life, he is intent on defying all the rules. And after meeting a strange group of people at the school cafeteria, his life is anything but boring. In fact, it is becoming gayer!

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2015-05-05 18:25
I must say that if the manga was all about Nakamura and Kaji(Toshiaki) i would have given 5 stars, but since we have also Kujirai and Takasaki, i cant give the max stars.
Kujirai and Takasaki are childhood friends and step-brothers, but not blood related. I bet all i have , they have mutual feelings, but we dont know why Kujirai prefers to be a slu*. He has sex for credits, for money, makes gay AV, kisses random ppl (also Nakamura and Toshiaki)and we yes, find out he is paying his mother hospital bills, but when Tokasaki finds out and wants to help him giving him money, he after continues also doing the movies and doesnt accept to be in a relationship with the other man. Dont ask me why.... i pitied both.

The story starts with Makoto, that is Toshiaki's nephew, going to his uncle's house. There he meets his group of friends that show him some video. From this moment on is like an episode of "How i met your mother".
We go back like 8 years before, when Toshiaki was 18 and in a train going to the entrance cerimony at the university, on the train he saves a boy his same age that wasnt feeling well.
After we see Toshiaki joining a drama club, and meeting the ppl that will be his future friends. There his attention falls on Kujirai, a boy he met some minutes before in the alley, and that kissed him. Toshiaki is straight and has never thought about another man like that, but he cant keep his eyes off another boy there, the shy and virgin Nakamura that is staring angry at him, and he doesnt know why. (he was the boy on the train)
The days pass, and we see Nakamura falling in love with Toshiaki and being jealous all the time, Kujiari joking, kisses the other man.
Nakamura is convinced that Toshiaki is in love with Kujiari, but is not like that. Luckly with time, the 2 young men will understand that their feelings are mutual, but before that a lot more happens.
Nakamura and Toshiaki start becoming friends, and go watch movies together, they start to spend a lot of time together. One day an ex-member of the club goes to visit them, but he finds only Nakamura there. The sempai tries to have his way with him, and Nakamura calls Kaji name as a reflex. Kaji isnt there, but luckly Kujiari comes and stops the sempai before he can do anything.
Nakamura and Kujiari talk, and the younger boy understands that he is in love with Toshiaki(Kaji). The next day a casuality puts Nakamura in Toshiaki's arms, and the other boy remembers the train episiode. Nakamura to stop him from talking, kisses him but after says he is sorry and goes away.
Toshiaki knows that this kiss is different from the ones Kujiari gives him and the others as a joke.
When Nakamura hurts his ankle, Toshiaki takes him to his house, there he starts touching his ankle for the bandage, but after he is done there, he cant stop and his hands move up. He doesnt know what he is doing, in the end he finds himself giving an handjob to Nakamura and kissing him.
From that day on their relationship changes. Both cant stop thinking about that night, and the readers understand that the 2 young men were in love since long before that moment.
When Toshiaki finds out what that ex-sempai had tried to do, he gets jealous and possessive, and wants to protect Nakamura. When the other boy gets a flu, he takes him again to his house, and doesnt want anyone else to touch him.
Soon after they will have their first time together and for both the first with a man, and we know this, bcs one of the club member, was filming them, and they stop the camera just in time before we see the full act bcs they find out someones is filiming them, but they were clearly going that way.
We are now back to Makoto's time, when Toshiaki and Nakamura are 27, and still a couple and really in love.
I liked these 2 guys, but i cant forget about Kujirai's story, so i will give 4.5 stars.

The ch10 is a oneshot and i would have liked to read more about them, was starting to become interesting.
2015-04-13 05:08
Why Makoto isn't the main character?? Ught__ it's kinda feel lost interesting
2015-10-24 16:12
Love it!
2015-05-07 04:38
On ch 6
2015-11-27 22:08
Skipped most chapters, found it boring. I was hoping it would be about Makoto, but in the end it was not and I just skipped most chapters. The second story was damn cute tho and I'd love a sequel!

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  1. Tahleilovesmanga
    July 30, 2016 10:10 am

    Mm cutie but I don't like that slutty guy(forgot his name)

  2. Suzume April 24, 2016 8:49 pm

    I can't help but love that Kujirai character. I already worried he won't end up with someone, that why I'm quite happy with the ending. Still I wanna Kujirai's full story (/TДT)/

  3. Alyss Paradox
    April 11, 2016 9:58 am

    I want Makotos story....

  4. SD_86
    January 21, 2016 12:39 pm

    Awww mann the last chapter is a cliff hanger!!(≧∀≦)

  5. vame December 19, 2015 1:07 am

    came to read the manga, stopped middle way just to read the comments. and give it up right away. i thought this is about Makoto. oh well(/TДT)/ i'll keep reading anyway, lol ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

  6. Mameiha
    June 19, 2015 10:33 pm

    This manga is worth the time and effort to read... the story line gets a little disjointed but if you are patient to the end you'll be rewarded. The characters are interesting and lovable, even one of the females (which is uncommon for me to say). Each character is written with redeemable traits and shows personal growth throughout the story. The plot is simple and easy to follow, it is the arrangement of the story that is a bit disjointed. All in all, I found this to be a sweet and funny "slice of life" type story whose angst-y moments are frequent but resolved in the end.

  7. RED
    April 16, 2015 12:06 pm


  8. Mess February 6, 2015 3:19 am

    Adore it forever

  9. lalala August 12, 2014 11:12 pm

    Since the manga started off with makoto, I was hoping he'd be the main character. Too bad he didn't show up after the first chapter.I'm forever interested in the first person who popps up first in the story. So I kinda lost interest when makoto wasn't part of the plot anymore.

    • wateva December 18, 2014 1:17 pm

      I feel wat u mean... ruins my mood... stopped halfway through...

    • Sweet-chan
      January 27, 2015 12:07 am

      I almost stopped halfway too but i though "I'm already here so let's see the end" but I regreatted because makoto nor appeared right....

    • pppk April 4, 2015 12:41 am

      I was hoping for more makoto too but then I remembered he was just 13

      Kujirai is a dangerous guy.

    • ladychu September 7, 2015 1:53 pm

      I just started reading, so I stopped and came to read the coments to know if is really worth. I was kind of expecting something about makoto, so I'm a little hurt ╥﹏╥ but is okay anyway, at least now I know what to expect

  10. lemon April 21, 2014 8:17 am

    Why so many missing pages...damn

  11. tako April 4, 2014 8:32 am

    sensei's works really doesn't make any sense at all but it still makes me laugh and then cry..its a nice feeling.

  12. Bubbles~ November 27, 2013 5:17 am

    I'm actually a bit angry and saddened. I thought this was gonna be like Makoto (Ty little kid in the beginning) story...I wanted it to be Makoto's story real bad

    • rhia November 1, 2014 12:38 pm

      same here...i really wanted it to be kujirai x makoto.... i was a bit let down as well

    • Anonymous June 8, 2016 1:38 pm
      same here...i really wanted it to be kujirai x makoto.... i was a bit let down as well @rhia

      wth kujirai already belonged to takasaki , me may be a slut but the only person he will and did ever love is takasaki. and our lil 13 yrs old boy gonna find his own love when he is older. and i wouldnt be surprised when he end up beeing the seme.

  13. CCrimson July 30, 2013 5:48 am

    @ Blue - Thank you for letting us know it was a sad story, i'm trying my best to avoid that sort of manga right now.

    • Kiki November 3, 2013 2:18 pm

      It's not sad, but it isn't a comedy. Its just a drama, a sweet dirama.

  14. Blue July 14, 2013 12:09 pm

    That did NOT feel like a comedy. There were a lot of loose ends left and a lot of angst. I read the comments and thought this would be a cute romantic comedy with a medium amount of drama. It was a good story but I wouldn't have read it had I known it would make me so sad.

  15. Loopity Doopity April 25, 2013 1:30 am

    I thought the main couple was so endearing and lovable. Yamada Yugi's works are some of the best BL I've ever read. I'm not gonna forget this one.

  16. neno March 16, 2013 2:56 pm

    I liked it, it was good.

  17. ladyannelise February 15, 2013 5:01 am

    i'm sorry, i know how great this mangaka is and i really, really like her works. however, i found this one a bit messed up, so many characters..
    i got bored immediately and i actually found the half brother's story much better but there's not much to it. even the last chapter could have been more story to it.. anyway it is as always cute and sweet..

  18. ceres0822 February 11, 2013 6:42 am

    Ahh I really like this story. It has it all: fights, comedy, tragedy, incest, sex, grown men in bear suits, cute boys, and over all love. I recommend this one 100%

  19. Anonymous February 5, 2013 3:33 am

    i love love loveee it,,, i hope there's more,, i like the last chptr too,, :)

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