Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi (Yaoi) manga

Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi (Yaoi)
YAMAKAMI Riyu 0 released.
The Finger to Whisper,
sasayaku no wa sono yubi (complete)
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One day Hatsuki was hurt on campus and was helped by Watakabe Tatsuyuki, the most famous idol in school. Hatsuki, being homosexual, secretly fell in love with Watakabe. However, Watakabe doesn't have any interest in Hatsuki until one day when Hatsuki found out the truth about Watakabe's words: "I killed my little brother."
Mitasareru Kuchibiru (Prequel)
Warning: This is very violent! I was shocked!

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Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi sasayaku no wa sono yubi (complete)

Dec 15, 2011
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2014-11-18 08:46
So good, but irritating as well.
2014-11-16 21:38
this douchebag ugh
2014-12-12 20:46
Too much twisted love...actually, it's not love at all....*sigh...
2014-11-15 06:03
I know some who was in a relationship like this and the violence did but after over a year. They stayed friends but he got more violent with the other women until he locked up for like years.

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  1. Um... December 13, 2014 12:40 am

    I'll be completely honest, some may not agree, but this is like the Yaoi-SM version of Twilight. The protagonist falls in love with an abusive upperclassman for reasons I cannot understand. Secondly the protagonist, being the brave, selfless person he is, revolves to stay beside his beloved upperclassman , leading me to conclude that both require immediate psychiatric assistance. Perhaps because I have been reading Yaoi that focuses more on emotional development or of equal level to sex as of late, but this is honestly incredibly unrealistic. Yes, I read all of it and yes, I didn't need to, but I did since I was curious how it would end; a terrible clinche ending, if you were curious.

  2. Anonymous December 4, 2014 11:32 pm

    it was so cute to see the tough one slowly falling in love ;;

  3. .... December 2, 2014 5:11 pm

    I would have run away from the first night , I can't take abuse T_T

  4. jeny pinonkuan December 2, 2014 7:20 am

    Ekkkkkk Uh Oh Oh.... god Thats one twisted seme lol but the ending is nice lol

  5. Asami-san's lover
    November 12, 2014 4:41 am

    OMG at one point I couldn't stop the tears from running!!
    The seme is a real sociopath, and even though I'm happy that he finally recognized poor Hatsuki for someone totally lovable, I can't help being scared that he'll go berserk again - he's so unstable!! What will happen when he talks to his brother again? Poor Hatsuki, I felt so sorry for him, he looked so unhappy, how he endured all that abuse I don't know! :[

    • Junki December 11, 2014 10:06 am

      got a point there.
      maybe mangaka will make sequel out of it lol.

  6. m0k0u November 10, 2014 9:52 pm

    terrible relationship =_= I don't think the ending is cute at all... It rather made me feel worse because I have to wonder when the seme loses it again =P The uke is also totally intimidated and is reluctant to ask for anything or god forbid to complain about something... Also...if I were the cousin I would have called the cops the first time I noticed anything... not encourage something so unhealthy...

    • Junki December 11, 2014 10:07 am

      I agree with calling cops part..but hey..this is yaoi manga XD

  7. coolwhat1i November 4, 2014 8:14 pm

    because of love....he will finally start healing slowly. great story

  8. Anonymous November 4, 2014 6:34 pm

    So Hazuki was replacement of his brother, and his brother was a plaything for him? Wow! I mean... wow! Watakabe, you are the best! XD

  9. Ade October 5, 2014 11:25 am

    i don't know how many times i've read this manga but i would say that even though i don't like those kind of manga where the seme forces the uke, i still like this manga maybe because you could see the story going on in this manga :)

  10. Anne September 30, 2014 7:18 am

    Run my child run!!!!!!!!!!

  11. Tweeewty August 29, 2014 3:49 am

    I think that this just became my number 1 yaoi manga!

  12. Yaoi is my Food August 29, 2014 1:25 am

    I liked it actually. It was nice and deep..

  13. yuu_chan August 17, 2014 9:38 am

    it's awful.. but i like kind of story,, strongest love..

  14. Penny August 11, 2014 11:42 pm

    Loving someone who abuse you, who rapes you and kidnaps you.... well, it was awful

    • Anonymous August 12, 2014 3:21 am

      I agree it's awful in the least

    • Evilcleo August 12, 2014 4:16 am

      Yet extremely common in yaoi.

    • A August 18, 2014 2:23 am

      I think it was better in that there was a very dark theme to the whole story. They didn't lighten it up or make it a ill rape you because i love you thing. It's a shamelessly twisted story. So I liked it albeit with a little shame.

    • se August 29, 2014 3:57 am

      partner abuse in homosexual relationships are high too. it's difficult and sad.

    • Elsa September 10, 2014 8:25 pm

      @Penny: What you said might be why this story is so good. Like usually these yaoi mangas has this odd feeling like"it would be nice if that happened, but I don't think it will". This story on the other hand takes a hold of a very serious subject, and once the "This wont happen for real...right?" changes to "Oh my god, this does happen!", it's actually very eye opening story. Okay, in many cases the abuse doesn't start right away, but still the feeling parts is highly the same as in this story.

      And now when I say the story is good, I mean that it creates emotions, strong emotions and actually makes you think. If a story does that, it goes to my favorite list :)

  15. This song went through my head reading this July 29, 2014 4:21 pm
  16. anon July 25, 2014 3:42 pm

    Don't be mad people, its legit Fifty Shades of Gay

    • Ian Somerhalder lover July 25, 2014 4:10 pm

      There's actually a book called "Fifty shades of gay" in wattpad.. lol just thought of that when I read your comment.

    • Nyantaro-kun August 12, 2014 7:30 am

      oooooh!? hahahahhahahahhahahahhahaha!!!!

    • Emmy August 15, 2014 2:02 am


  17. Randomguy July 24, 2014 7:26 pm

    I don't know whether I like this or not. There's parts in this I like, other parts are a bit too twisted...I mean the guy he loves beats him up and almost kills him!

  18. ? July 24, 2014 4:03 am

    Not my cup of tea. There's some stuff that you simply can't get off so easily like that.

  19. Angry Bitch July 18, 2014 10:21 pm

    I don't get how anyone would be able to stay in a relationship like that no matter how much you love them, tit for tat and that'll stop them from thinking they can get away with things like that. And if you gotta, grab that skillet and use it. No matter how many times they tell you they love you and then hit you, you show them the same kind of love they give you and hit the bastards back until you train them to know you are the mean bitch of the relationship and will not take any shit. No matter how scared you are of them, fight it back and make them scared to lay another hand on you instead.

    • seriously....? July 19, 2014 2:52 pm

      hey come on some things are better left unexplained and well guess what there are 7 billion people in this world and I bet some of them have this type relationship, maybe you won't understand it because you have never been in a situation like that before

    • Angry Bitch July 19, 2014 4:36 pm

      No, I have not been in a relationship like that before and why would I want to? This type of relationship ends in death in most cases and maybe you think it's the best type of relationship out there that a person can have just cause a manga lets it have a happy ending, but I disagree. It is wrong for a spouse to beat up on their loved one and I am just saying that if it's going to happen, you have to show them the same thing they are giving you, cause if they cannot respect you enough to love you without hitting you then you should not pamper them like they are a hurt baby, you are the hurt one, you are the suffering one and sometimes you need to show the one hurting you just how much you are suffering and hurting.

    • Baja July 22, 2014 6:21 am

      Lol you're cray cray

  20. yukihiro July 17, 2014 5:18 pm

    is there a story 'bout the cousin ?

    • Junki December 11, 2014 10:14 am

      I hope so too :D
      I'll be looking forward to it. maybe not scanlated or smth. check Baka updates?