Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi (Yaoi) manga

YAMAKAMI Riyu 0 released.
The Finger to Whisper,
sasayaku no wa sono yubi (complete)
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One day Hatsuki was hurt on campus and was helped by Watakabe Tatsuyuki, the most famous idol in school. Hatsuki, being homosexual, secretly fell in love with Watakabe. However, Watakabe doesn't have any interest in Hatsuki until one day when Hatsuki found out the truth about Watakabe's words: "I killed my little brother."
Mitasareru Kuchibiru (Prequel)
Warning: This is very violent! I was shocked!

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Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi sasayaku no wa sono yubi (complete)

Dec 15, 2011
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2014-11-16 21:38
this douchebag ugh
2014-12-12 20:46
Too much twisted love...actually, it's not love at all....*sigh...
2014-11-18 08:46
So good, but irritating as well.
2014-10-29 06:10
Love this it starts off with hate but love blooms i adore it

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  1. Kyuun-tan April 12, 2015 6:27 pm

    I couldn't find this sadist seme adorable.. And I find bullies cute. But he was just missing a bit of kindness. Anyway, I found the story cute ( ̄へ ̄)

  2. BlackWolf\(^o^)/
    March 31, 2015 5:41 am

    Holy shit I was scared for him most of the time! Man if I was in that kind of relationship I would have left a long time ago.

  3. Nana March 31, 2015 1:55 am

    OMG that was CRAZYY!!! If someone was beat me up like that I would run away and call the police!!!!

  4. Baaaaaka... =0 gomennasai ;) March 29, 2015 5:02 am

    That was intense sh*t!!

  5. AyameRin4
    March 26, 2015 3:31 pm

    I wasn't a fan of the drawing style, but overall I thought this was a pretty good manga. Yes. It's not realistic. It is a manga afterall. If you're a Yaoi fan, I definitely recommend this manga.

  6. ❀sakurako❀ March 9, 2015 3:35 pm

    oh !! I love it ..!! I love possessive lovers the most !!

  7. Anonymous March 8, 2015 6:06 am

    Read till the part they had sex and the dumbass of a uke just thinks he is cool for abusing him!! arrgghhh hate little bitches like that..keep clinging to abusers !! should have left that asshole..anyway it's just a manga..whatever..pisses me off

  8. Anonymous February 1, 2015 9:48 am

    This story was 100% realistic for the first half when showing the uke's twisted logic of "I won't leave him no matter what. If I just love him enough he'll change." That's definitely a common thought process of many abuse victims. What I don't like however is that in this story the abuser does "change," -magically overnight just because he realizes he loves the uke. This is ridiculous. Either the man is a sociopath in which case he can't change because he's incapable of empathy and love. Or he isn't a sociopath in which case he shouldn't have been able to be THAT violent in the beginning without remorse and horror for his actions.
    I mean you don't go from nearly killing everyone you sleep with to suddenly kissing and making love in a gentle way. That man needs a straight jacket and a padded cell. And the uke needs his head examined for staying with him.

    • Mi-chan February 1, 2015 10:40 am

      This is manga, it doesn't have to be realistic, it's better this way, than for him to be beaten up everyday

    • poop throwing guy February 26, 2015 11:53 am

      Way to see things only in black and white! Even in real life you can't just classify such complicated things into two great chunks of baseless generalization no one person is an exact archetype the human psyche is a complicated thing

  9. Anonymous January 4, 2015 5:29 pm

    He had ISSUES BIG TIME all around a brother complex ..?

    Ummm ...hmmmm ...squints up at the ceiling ...ummmm ...sighs ...

    I mean sure they supposedly kissed and made up in the manga ...BUT real life there only way a person that's bent towards S + M IS Through what we Queers call " rough trade " ---and it doesn't just disappear with a person who repeats they love them ---that the REAL facts

    Can tell the authors of this type of manga are CLUELESS ...because they them selves haven't experienced it

    • Mi-chan February 1, 2015 10:43 am

      Damn people this is manga and it doesn't have to be realistic and i think author though that it's better to have happy ending and i think it's better this way than for uke to be beaten up everyday

  10. yooooo December 27, 2014 10:44 am

    im so feeling the fifthy shades of gray in this one

  11. liliana katsuki December 27, 2014 1:08 am

    cannot say nothing wrong about his, simply I loved it totally...this is happening in real life though some end up deadho simply cannot give up because they have the hope that one day the person will change, they r hanging up by that even though sometimes deep down that won't ever happen but they simply stay....I don't call that weak nor I can't say it is wrong(every each of us have our way to love)....glad in the manga the guy changed"power of love :)

    • Anonymous February 1, 2015 9:50 am

      But in real life they DONT CHANGE! And it's this kind of thinking that gets people killed. I hate that this story reinforces that notion that people can change, especially so easily and quickly like this one did. It's BS

    • You Viking February 26, 2015 12:02 pm
      But in real life they DONT CHANGE! And it's this kind of thinking that gets people killed. I hate that this story reinforces that notion that people can change, especially so easily and quickly like this one di... @Anonymous

      Wow you must be the most all knowing being that has been watching human being since the dawn of time to make such a ridiculous generalization. Newsflash people change all the time if they didn't we wouldn't have correctional facilities for inmates cause they will always be criminals anyway by your logic there wouldn't be rehabilitation facilities cause addicts will always be addicts therapy for the mentally ill would be redundant . Even without these facilities most people adapt to their surroundings every little change in your social and physical ecosystem has a corresponding affect to you and if these affects follow a pattern they will inevitably result in a change within the individual

  12. faria December 24, 2014 10:48 am

    Hmmmm dont know what to say .. .. sorry

  13. Leuichi December 22, 2014 9:57 am

    Its alright but damn, too gay.

  14. Um... December 13, 2014 12:40 am

    I'll be completely honest, some may not agree, but this is like the Yaoi-SM version of Twilight. The protagonist falls in love with an abusive upperclassman for reasons I cannot understand. Secondly the protagonist, being the brave, selfless person he is, revolves to stay beside his beloved upperclassman , leading me to conclude that both require immediate psychiatric assistance. Perhaps because I have been reading Yaoi that focuses more on emotional development or of equal level to sex as of late, but this is honestly incredibly unrealistic. Yes, I read all of it and yes, I didn't need to, but I did since I was curious how it would end; a terrible clinche ending, if you were curious.

    • Anonymous February 1, 2015 9:55 am

      This is not SM. SM is not randomly beating the crap out of your partner.

    • Shadowgirl909 February 22, 2015 2:52 am
      This is not SM. SM is not randomly beating the crap out of your partner. @Anonymous

      "Randomly beating the crap out of your partner" Well said :3 But that is true...

  15. Anonymous December 4, 2014 11:32 pm

    it was so cute to see the tough one slowly falling in love ;;

  16. .... December 2, 2014 5:11 pm

    I would have run away from the first night , I can't take abuse T_T

  17. jeny pinonkuan December 2, 2014 7:20 am

    Ekkkkkk Uh Oh Oh.... god Thats one twisted seme lol but the ending is nice lol

  18. Asami-san's lover
    November 12, 2014 4:41 am

    OMG at one point I couldn't stop the tears from running!!
    The seme is a real sociopath, and even though I'm happy that he finally recognized poor Hatsuki for someone totally lovable, I can't help being scared that he'll go berserk again - he's so unstable!! What will happen when he talks to his brother again? Poor Hatsuki, I felt so sorry for him, he looked so unhappy, how he endured all that abuse I don't know! :[

    • Junki December 11, 2014 10:06 am

      got a point there.
      maybe mangaka will make sequel out of it lol.

    • Anonymous February 1, 2015 9:58 am

      That's exactly the point. In truth he's a ticking time bomb. All it would take is one little misunderstanding -him seeing Hatsuki with another man and thinking he's flirting, or him getting home late one night and the seme thinking he's cheating on him and he'll probably fly into a rage again. Hatsukoi will probably be in and out of the ER regularly for the rest of his life -which probably won't last long because he'll probably kill him during one of his rage sessions probably within a few years of them living together. This is what happens to real life abuse victims, and I hate that this story glamorizes it.

  19. m0k0u November 10, 2014 9:52 pm

    terrible relationship =_= I don't think the ending is cute at all... It rather made me feel worse because I have to wonder when the seme loses it again =P The uke is also totally intimidated and is reluctant to ask for anything or god forbid to complain about something... Also...if I were the cousin I would have called the cops the first time I noticed anything... not encourage something so unhealthy...

    • Junki December 11, 2014 10:07 am

      I agree with calling cops part..but hey..this is yaoi manga XD

    • Shadowgirl909 February 22, 2015 3:02 am

      Agree with Junki...

      But I think Hazuki is kinda of a masochist , 'cause well , the ending , he said something about asking the guy to clean the house with him and thinking "Maybe he'll get mad" And laughed about it...

      If you ask me this manga is so fucked up but still , if someone thinks that what goes in manga , goes in real life , shouldn't read manga at all. You cant get tips to how to live from Manga.

      Sorry , didn't mean to preach but my fingers just writes on their own O.O jk but seriously didn't mean to preach.

    • m0k0u February 22, 2015 4:15 am
      Agree with Junki...But I think Hazuki is kinda of a masochist , 'cause well , the ending , he said something about asking the guy to clean the house with him and thinking "Maybe he'll get mad" And laughed about... @Shadowgirl909

      xD It's okay. To tell the truth, if I took the fucked up things I like to read about in manga as an example for how to live my life I would be one scary individual.
      Just this one thing in yaoi annoys me so much. They so often have to force a "happy" ending, no matter how inconsistent it is to the rest. Did the mangaka really have to force a loving relationship in the end? If it was done in a psychological way it could have been a stronger end (sadder too, tho). So I guess I'm not really annoyed at the end itself but at the way it's treated. Just a single person lampshading that this is actually not a happy ending would have been enough for me XD

      Eh btw I hope you do not perceive this as a rant (same as you not preaching xD) It's just my view on this manga and I'm not as emotionally invested in this as this long comment may imply ( ̄∇ ̄")

  20. coolwhat1i November 4, 2014 8:14 pm

    because of love....he will finally start healing slowly. great story