Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi (Yaoi) manga

YAMAKAMI Riyu 0 released.
The Finger to Whisper,
sasayaku no wa sono yubi (complete)
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One day Hatsuki was hurt on campus and was helped by Watakabe Tatsuyuki, the most famous idol in school. Hatsuki, being homosexual, secretly fell in love with Watakabe. However, Watakabe doesn't have any interest in Hatsuki until one day when Hatsuki found out the truth about Watakabe's words: "I killed my little brother."
Mitasareru Kuchibiru (Prequel)
Warning: This is very violent! I was shocked!

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2014-11-16 21:38
this douchebag ugh
2014-10-29 06:10
Love this it starts off with hate but love blooms i adore it
2014-12-12 20:46
Too much twisted love...actually, it's not love at all....*sigh...
2014-11-18 08:46
So good, but irritating as well.
2014-08-11 12:20
Warning: abuse

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  1. ddkktt
    April 13, 2016 8:28 am

    what the uke felt was a type of desilutional love where because he was gentle in th ebegining he thought that someday he will be like that again, well thats a pretty rysky bet
    if this were to happen to me well... after the fists abuse i probably rape him too till he became the type that wants to be abused instead (=・ω・=)

  2. magz
    March 29, 2016 11:15 pm

    hmm somehow depressing. the seme is sick such deeply rooted issues wont get solved over 2-3 days. it feels a bit rushed how he realized his love and changed. I don't rly like it. I like passionate obsessive stories but this was sick instead...

    • ¥401 April 28, 2016 7:09 am

      I agree, I wish there was a continuation where we could see the seme moving on and really loving the uke. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

  3. Akira March 21, 2016 2:47 pm

    I cried. I read this for like the 10th time and it still bring me to tears.

    I would like an extra where years passed by and the older brother went to visit home with Hatsuki and the younger brother comes with his lover too. they introduced one another and forgiveness occurs. (a little comedy for this will do)


  4. kol
    March 2, 2016 5:42 pm

    As i was reading MITASARERU KUCHIBIRU i always keep on mind that i would be able to read his big brother's story. (⌒▽⌒) And here it is !!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ The story i've been waiting for. I was not expecting this plot to be like this. But hey!!! (●'◡'●)ノ it came out pretty well. I like it even more.... heheheheheh ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ some may not like it BUT i LOVE it ~~~~~ ヾ(☆▽☆)

  5. Murtle Turtle February 28, 2016 11:18 am

    I think the reason why I don't hate this seme more than his brother's lover is because both of them were major douche bags in their special way, but at least this seme did not sleep or abuse anyone else since the first time they did it. As ironic as it seems, he was looking for a committed abusive relationship.

    • ddkktt
      April 13, 2016 8:25 am

      well it was more like that what the uke tell him was true that: "if you keep doing this to many others you're going to jail"

  6. Anonyme February 21, 2016 11:56 am

    I'm surely a strange man but I'm surely and already did the seem think than the uke. I can't abandon a person who alone even more if this person have a violent behavior. Often those person can be really sweet, but at the beginning really cruel. The only thing i don't like in this manga is the cousin who let the thing happen. But I thing there a good moral, we know the seme deserve to a hit in the dick but his not dangerouse and can be helped be someone. If no one help him it's like this that he can be really dangerous. I'm glad that the uke don't abandon, when I see the scene when he tried to kill him I know he regret it. Because at the beginning he touched by the uke. People who's bad with other can be sweet with the special one. Know he learn how to be a good lover, and the uke forgive him sooo... Good ending ? Everyone need a new chance. ( I'm really a man who accept annything that make me deserve to have a lot of possessive people behing me because I'm too naif << )

  7. Yaoifangal February 20, 2016 1:24 pm

    I still hate that guy I don't care if he turned over a new leaf. The ending didn't make me warm in fuzzy at all and I feel hazuki will be walking on eggshells for the rest of his life oh can't get him too mad and can't say that. Who got time for that.

  8. CaleKale
    February 15, 2016 2:12 pm

    Believe me, I am a fan of twisted love stories. Yes, I'm a perv. Hell, I idolize Ogawa Chise's works. But this one, for some reason, made me cringe. I don't know why, but I can't accept the seme's treatment of the uke. I am weird.

    • missotaku February 23, 2016 2:30 am

      oh gosh what act harada then!

    • Anonymous February 27, 2016 4:39 pm

      I love ogawa chise's works !! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

  9. NekoTachi
    January 27, 2016 1:35 pm

    so he really is inlove with his little he prequel..
    deep down in my heart..i want them to end up together..

    PS. the uke is so plain..k.bye.

  10. kaiba
    January 26, 2016 3:49 am

    It was totally a bore a waist of time to read the fact that it missing something is all I need to say

  11. Aiko January 23, 2016 2:58 pm

    How many time ive read this story...but just now i finally realize this is the sequel of mitasareru kuchibiru...

  12. Disappointed December 7, 2015 3:51 am

    I really love how the (initial) relationship was depicted. That's exactly how an abusive relationship looks like, all the way to the part where the seme guilt trips the uke by saying shit like, "Go on, I'll just be alone again."

    HOWEVER, I am very disappointed at the conclusion. It was clear that the cousin (and the uke!) understood how dangerous the relationship was, and I thought that either (a) the cousin would take imperative action and break the two up, or (b) the uke would confide in the cousin and come to realize that he needed to get away from the seme, his feelings be damned.

    But the cousin learned to "accept" the relationship. And instead of appropriately portraying an abusive relationship, the manga glorified it. It was so obvious at the the start that the manga understood abuse was wrong, so I kept hoping it would end in a manner that would discourage it, not fuel it on...

    • Yaoifangal February 20, 2016 1:33 pm

      But what could the cousin do but accept it at the end of the day hazuki would have to make that decision alone weather to stay or go. How ever I do agree the ending did glorify abuse like you beat my ass but it ok.

  13. misaki-kun
    November 11, 2015 12:08 pm

    Read Mitasareru Kuchibiru, before ya'll start ragging on this story squawking about "Glorifying Abuse". This type of situation is more common then you might think and the portrayal is quite realistic. The seme was a victim of a form of child abuse for his entire life and had no friends or adult guidance to help sort out the difference between right and wrong. Not agreeing with his behavior at all but I was able to understand him a lot better.

    • マルー
      November 11, 2015 11:16 pm

      Thank u for making me understand more of wats going on with this manga!! This message was really helpful(⌒▽⌒)

    • misaki-kun
      November 12, 2015 6:40 am

      Happy to hear that! (●'◡'●)ノ

    • Lost-Fudanshi November 18, 2015 10:57 pm

      In this manga he's still the abuser though, it's his younger brother who is the one abused by him?? How is this a defense?

  14. BabyFox November 6, 2015 6:18 am


  15. Nana October 20, 2015 6:27 pm

    I can't understand the reasoning of hurting somebody just to get out the rage, he's not even angry at the "right" person. I don't understand why the uke would be attracted to such a fucked up guy. The seme was seriously crazy and manipulative from the very first beginning.

  16. Lost-Fudanshi October 20, 2015 5:52 pm

    The seme hasn't changed, he's just hibernating. All it will take is one little misunderstanding-such as Hatsuki getting home late one night, and the seme will think he's cheating on him and fly into a rage again. Hatsukoi will probably be in and out of the ER regularly for the rest of his life -which probably won't last long because the seme will probably kill him during one of his rage sessions, within a few years of them living together. This is what happens to real life abuse victims, and I hate that this story glamorizes it.

    • takame
      October 22, 2015 5:31 pm

      the seme seriously needs psychological therapy, good Lord. *huffs. that's the first thing the uke should do

    • Lost-Fudanshi December 30, 2015 3:59 pm
      the seme seriously needs psychological therapy, good Lord. *huffs. that's the first thing the uke should do takame

      I know this is just fiction, but sometimes it's impossible for me to detach myself from the fact that this stuff is marketed primarily toward Teen Girls, and I really wonder what some of the authors are thinking with that in mind...??

  17. Liliana katsuki October 19, 2015 3:27 am

    Next time I will probably tell him to clean the house with me"I think he will lose control and beat the crap out HazukiI wouldn't trust him so easily if I was hazuki

  18. Alyss Paradox
    October 19, 2015 12:18 am

    I loved that they obviously had gentle sex in the end. It was so cute!!! T^T I got a little teary

  19. Marthaisaac69
    October 11, 2015 3:32 pm

    Crazy but good cause it takes the right person to change y to better aww but it looked like it hurt so owwwww #yaoilove

  20. ancient.alien.2010 October 11, 2015 2:30 pm

    WTF is going on with this story.....and his mom totally clueless...if my son I totally would intervined and stopped that shit..... ( ̄へ ̄)

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