Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu (Yaoi) manga

Yoneda Kou 2009 released.
Drama / School Life / Yaoi
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Yashiro has ...issues (more like a whole damn subscription). He's a masochist with slightly sadistic tendencies who gets off more with guys. Otherwise he's your average high school student. Recently though, there's been this annoying classmate Kageyama wh

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Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu Ch.0

Feb 12, 2014
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2014-08-04 05:49
«●[]●» Twittering Birds Never Fly Series Timeline:
1 Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki mo Sezu
2 Don't Stay Gold - Side Story
3 Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai
2015-05-03 03:47
Well this left a hole in my heart...
2015-05-24 16:12
Yes, Yashiro has issues. I like his main story which is somewhat twisted. I like his friends side story too.
2015-05-19 03:23
Deep. This manga is collection of hurt, sadness, sorrow, that swept me away with its beautiful story and gorgeous art. The hollow feeling when I read this was gave me an ache and I just can't help myself when I cried along with Yashiro at the end of chapter. Applause for the mangaka, Yoneda Kou -sensei.

63 Topics

  1. Ichi May 24, 2015 10:02 am

    am i a sadist?
    (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

  2. HOLYSHIT May 24, 2015 1:06 am

    Read Saezuru Tori Wa Habatakanai so you guys could understand the story more. It's an amazing manga and highly recommended too!!!!

  3. Akiharu88
    April 14, 2015 3:45 am

    I wish it was longer and im not much of a person to like tragedy but i like this one (=・ω・=)

    • Anonymous April 14, 2015 4:27 am

      There are sequels:
      Don't stay gold
      Saezuru Tori...

    • Akiharu88
      April 15, 2015 12:22 am

      You are a good person omjj thanks!

  4. Nice story March 19, 2015 2:27 am

    i dont know whether to say its a nice story or a sad one... but the way it tried to show the emotions of that guy.., the way it showed a part of that person , which he himself has forgotten..Impressive

  5. ... January 26, 2015 8:08 pm

    It was so sad that I've almost cried, bu I didn't. Not because I'm not the type (I am), but because it was so short... I like more complicated tragedies...

  6. Dee Dee December 31, 2014 5:01 am

    This was a beautiful tragedy.

  7. sad December 30, 2014 7:05 am

    Its so sad tat i almost cries but im not the type to

  8. fangirl December 13, 2014 1:33 pm

    i like his personality... sometimes i do feel like that... good manga~

  9. ......... November 2, 2014 8:49 am

    Ugh freaking feels but i still didnt cry but i get his feeling(theuke) but its still awesome

  10. Some perv' October 8, 2014 5:23 pm

    To all the people saying they didn't feel anything reading this. It's okay, not everyone reacts the same way. Besides I also didn't feel sadness or anything when I first read it.However I read Saezuru then came back to this and that's when it hit me hard in da feelz.

  11. lilosunshine September 6, 2014 9:09 am

    The reason why I think I felt so much sadness is because I read her other works with him in first then read this one kinda last.

  12. mariam August 25, 2014 11:53 am

    So sad

  13. Indeed August 5, 2014 9:58 am

    Wow ok so they are not meant to be a couple... This is a prequel to each of their stories... I see... off to read Don't Stay Gold, then Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai.
    :o I already feel bad for Yashiro cause his first love didn't work out TT-TT

  14. Kyaaaah July 22, 2014 5:38 am

    Well...Yashiro is sick with his sadomasochism. But it's only a result of his coping mechanism from his child raping trauma. I really, really wanna kill his stepdad or all pedophiles in general..ugh!!!
    he needs therapy, but unfortunately, his therapist still impotent for now, lol. Go Doumeki!!!

    • usagi July 31, 2014 5:32 pm

      "his therapist is still impotent for now" oh god comment win

    • efyow April 10, 2015 2:39 pm

      At first i was confused. But after i read this, i just like "oh yeah, this is rite. The therapist is still impotent for now. I got it"

  15. anon June 19, 2014 8:31 pm

    that hit me right in the feels

  16. jeny pinonkuan June 10, 2014 5:46 am

    SM mild.. romance zero.... tragedy half ass.... twisted? lets Just say i dont feel anything...

    • Sweet Honey Bee July 4, 2014 8:07 am

      After reading your comment, I read the manga. You're right, I really do feel nothing. I try to feel something else, anger, confusion, sadness etc, but nothing came up. I feel so empty.
      He's pitiful, and I hope he finds someone else.

    • Ara Ara March 27, 2015 9:50 pm

      It's a prequel. It's just kind of interesting on its own, a different angle on things that's either ignored or people are simply unaware of. Don't Stay Gold and Saezuru are the stories of each of these boys. More than anything else, this story finally shows readers that he does, at his core, have something a bit closer to normal than his behavior leads the world to believe. It's seriously bricked in, but it's there. And he's aware of it. So it's quite endearing in that way, without being heart breaking (for me) because I know they each appear to find a better match for themselves, while still remaining constants in one another's lives. They make terrific friends. It's sweet, even if a bit twisted.

  17. MAXX June 10, 2014 1:34 am


  18. ugh! T.T June 2, 2014 4:24 am

    When Yashiro started crying, I did too.

  19. Katsurabbit May 28, 2014 1:13 am

    i fucking love Yashiro :(

  20. nyanchan May 17, 2014 12:35 am

    I literally can't believe I never realised this was the prequel of Don't Stay Gold and Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai. Thought they were all unrelated!!

    • ...! May 27, 2014 10:36 pm

      What?!... I didn't know until you said that!