Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu (Yaoi) manga

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Yoneda Kou 2009 released.
Drama / School Life / Yaoi
漂えど沈まず、されど泣きもせず
Ch.0(end)
 8.6
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Summary

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Yashiro has ...issues (more like a whole damn subscription). He's a masochist with slightly sadistic tendencies who gets off more with guys. Otherwise he's your average high school student. Recently though, there's been this annoying classmate Kageyama.

Already included in vol 1 of "Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai"

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2014-08-04 05:49
11Agree
«●[]●» Twittering Birds Never Fly Series Timeline:
1 Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki mo Sezu
2 Don't Stay Gold - Side Story
3 Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai
Note: 14 Dec 2015 - Admins already included this prelude into main story 3 as Ch. 1.1.
2015-05-03 03:47
Well this left a hole in my heart...
2015-05-19 03:23
Deep. This manga is collection of hurt, sadness, sorrow, that swept me away with its beautiful story and gorgeous art. The hollow feeling when I read this was gave me an ache and I just can't help myself when I cried along with Yashiro at the end of chapter. Applause for the mangaka, Yoneda Kou -sensei.
2014-08-19 18:45
it feels unfinished u.u
2014-12-26 09:06
Amazing story, but I felt it was cut off too soon/short, and could have been explored further... lots left out, lots left to the imagination, and there should have been more. Nuff said.

-Shadow

77 Topics

  1. Misha
    July 22, 2016 3:31 am

    I love how, even though this is technically a prequel, it works so beautifully as a standalone as well. It's so subtle, but so powerful. We see Yashiro as someone how's been hurt and used over and over again, someone who has never really had a meaningful connection with another person. He doesn't know how to be honest with himself or anyone else, so he just ends up pushing everyone away. He already knows that he's a sad, pathetic, and lonely person, but hearing it from the only person he has ever felt any affection for finally causes him to break down. He knows he desperately wants to have that kind of deeper connection with someone, but he just plain doesn't know where to even begin. It's just such a beautiful and moving story. One of the best manga I've ever read.

  2. Anonymous July 18, 2016 2:20 pm

    Oh my goodness, friend Kageyama is the same as yakuza doctor Kageyama from Don't Stay Gold, so Yashiro and him stayed friends into adulthood! Until they both found people to love!! (I dunno why, that just makes me really happy)

  3. mangalover June 18, 2016 9:50 am

    Im crying i cant stop crying thats just so sad

  4. Queen(Vanita)
    March 11, 2016 7:01 am

    So for that guy yes hitot was just a Frd

  5. Makra February 29, 2016 9:05 pm

    I just want to go right inside this manga and tell Yashiro: "Boss, don't be sad. In the future someone will appear in front of you to tell you that you're beautiful." ╥﹏╥

  6. lazybuns January 15, 2016 3:45 pm

    If this was read first of the 3 connecting stories, you don't really feel the anguish and sadness this prequel has to offer. I once read this after reading "Stay Gold" first; the feels come when you read this straight after that. I read this again 2 years later and didn't feel it since I didn't start with "Stay Gold". You realize how sad this is when you read it second of the 3, so I recommend this order (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

  7. Nobodycares
    January 15, 2016 2:16 pm

    why do i feel so sad right now?

  8. Anonymous September 25, 2015 2:17 pm

    yashiro kept those eye lens for so long (/TДT)/

  9. JayTheBirdFlyZ September 25, 2015 1:29 pm

    but this was in the main manga. It isn't a prequel....

  10. evebolt August 30, 2015 6:33 pm

    I always ended up crying whenever I read this. My baby Yashiro, I just wanna hug him and make his everything alright ╥﹏╥

  11. magicmau5
    August 23, 2015 11:57 pm

    "Does he think we're in a shoujo manga or something?" No, Yashicchi, if you were I wouldn't be reading this. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tadayoedo_shizumazu_saredo_naki_mo_sezu/an/tadayoedo-shizumazu-saredo-naki-mo-sezu-chapter-0.html/9/

    • MatsuokaRin
      November 26, 2015 12:33 am

      That face is also the one I make when people try to convince me to read anything other than yaoi;)

    • magicmau5
      November 30, 2015 1:06 am
      That face is also the one I make when people try to convince me to read anything other than yaoi;) MatsuokaRin

      LMFAO nice! I just can't get into shoujo at all. I keep shipping the male characters so its kind of pointless. Might as well read bl, or write a fanfic.

    • Adelaide Amherst May 23, 2016 3:05 pm
      LMFAO nice! I just can't get into shoujo at all. I keep shipping the male characters so its kind of pointless. Might as well read bl, or write a fanfic. magicmau5

      Haha me too I cant read a shoujo manga for long before switching to YAOI!!! ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

  12. nekonekota August 22, 2015 9:33 am

    It hurts when Yashiro finally cried </3

  13. elfindoll June 30, 2015 5:28 am

    it hurts...I feel like crying, too.

  14. Yashiro Maru
    June 6, 2015 4:15 pm

    I CRY EVERY SINGLE TIME I READ THIS. MY BBY. MY YASHIROOOO UGHHHHH I WANT TO HOLD HIM CLOSE AND NEVER LET HIM GO AND PROTECT HIM AND TERMINATE ALL THE THINGS THAT MADE AND STILL MAKES HIM SUFFER. THIS IS THE PREQUEL TO MY UTMOST FAVORITE MANGA AND THIS IS VEAUTIFUL AND NO ONE CAN SAY OTHERWISE ASDFGHJKL. <3

  15. Ichi May 24, 2015 10:02 am

    am i a sadist?
    (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

  16. HOLYSHIT May 24, 2015 1:06 am

    Read Saezuru Tori Wa Habatakanai so you guys could understand the story more. It's an amazing manga and highly recommended too!!!!

    • magicmau5
      August 24, 2015 12:08 am

      Yeah I read this a while back and didn't even realize this was a prequel until now! It totally makes me understand Yashiro better.

  17. God_of_Calamity
    April 14, 2015 3:45 am

    I wish it was longer and im not much of a person to like tragedy but i like this one (=・ω・=)

  18. Nice story March 19, 2015 2:27 am

    i dont know whether to say its a nice story or a sad one... but the way it tried to show the emotions of that guy.., the way it showed a part of that person , which he himself has forgotten..Impressive

  19. ... January 26, 2015 8:08 pm

    It was so sad that I've almost cried, bu I didn't. Not because I'm not the type (I am), but because it was so short... I like more complicated tragedies...

  20. Dee Dee December 31, 2014 5:01 am

    This was a beautiful tragedy.

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