How did you react to your first really detailed yaoi scenes?

I was shocked when they weren't censoring the kisses and was dying of laughter when i saw the rainbow light saber   reply

For me, I was shocked. Of course embarrassed too. My head was flooded with these scenes, so I had to walk almost 20 minutes to my room to clam down. :D   reply

I was genuinely TWEAKING. I was like 11 so I fr didn’t understand how something going up ur ass can feel good. Also this was around the time i had just got into comics/manga so imagine how i reacted when i bought my first bl manga, opened it backwards, and got FLASHED   reply

Took me years to truly get used to that shit but ig the first time I picked something very tame and was just "hmm nice" Abt it   reply

I actually first read a bl fanfiction and i was like suuuper shocked when they started to have sex since i didnt even expect anything, like back then i even thought a dick is like something stick out and didnt there were balls attached lollllll so how am i supposed to know how men have sex i was drown in shamefulness for days until i realized i ha......   reply

my jaw was on the floor the entire time i was js so shocked   reply