The sex scenes are admittedly very hot (although the dirty talk is a little strange). But story-wise, this is very below average. The story feels very impromptu, as if the author hadn't decided how it would end from the beginning. There are many things that make zero sense especially in the last like 5-6 chapters. Honestly the whole relationship is toxic and full of misunderstandings, which I sometimes don't mind if the storyline is at least good. But since I didn't enjoy the plot and the storytelling was very amateur, the fact that the relationship was weird and icky ruined it for me. Definitely one of my least favorites that I've read all the way through recently. I'm not complaining about the rape and non con since I have read many yaoi with those tropes and I knew what I was getting into when I started reading it. But ugh satoru is just so icky :P I don't really fancy Maki either because his way of thinking feels very out of place imo. Although I do pity him greatly. But yeah.. overall.. was it worth the read? In my opinion, nah. If you want sexy scenes, it might be worth skimming through and ignoring the story. But if your hands are *ahem* "busy," it's probably better to just read a different manga that's solely smut.