Ahh... things like this will flashback to me as well, maybe few more years and I'll think about the things i should've or better thing to do, I won't know until i experience it and get past it, you'll regret it when it's already been done, You won't know what will be the result till you've tried it, neither you regret it or be thankful for the choice you made, it's about risk but think that risk isn't always good neither bad. AND IT'S NOT GOOD TO READ IF YOU'RE FEELING DOWN!
when youre a gay teenager, theres so many relationships you question years later, wondering how much the people around you were repressed and how much was wishful thinking, what those weirdly close friendships were trying to be. it affects you deeply at the time, and then you move on to the less forgiving world of adulthood, where wanting things like that gives you a label you must reject or accept. and she accepted, but did you notice her new girlfriend looked a lot like her high school crush?
