Uuuh idk how to feel about this one. I wanna throw in my opinions and all that, but the story was very realistic. It's not going to make you happy or content from reading it - it has deep meaning but it doesn't make you feel like you've learned something - it's realistic so it makes you angry when the girl acts the way she does. The love between the couple is the worst part for me; the guy seemed to be falling in love and the pregnancy caught him off guard but he stayed true to his heart. The girl on the other hand seemed like she was never in love and still isn't, like she just cares about sensei so she acts strong and comforts him while secretly being hella depressed. I can't be the only one who thought her behavior was off and unnatural. I'm mad with her because I don't see why she made the choices she did if she's that fuckes up about it (maybe it's just postpartum depression but the author doesn't make that clear). And it just feels like people were shitting on the guy for wanting to marry her when they really should have been shitting on the girl for ruining the guys life when it (at least to me) seems like she doesn't love him and only cares for him in a guilty way. I wanna say the author intended for them to be a happy couple, but it really doesn't feel that way when reading it, so the deep, mature topic just gets unnecessarily uncomfortable. I think the girl has some psychological issues and is self destructive, but the guy was faithful so she's trying hard to accept everything. It really feels like she's gonna break someday in the near future.-. Set up good, execution bad, overall don't recommend.
She's fortunate in that state. Stop giving that look that says you're that regretful, yearning to go back, envious, and oblivious that your partner is there witnessing everything. For me it's enough that you have someone by your side with commitment, even though it's obvious that feelings aren't perfect and pure. Just having someone is an advantage if you think the other way around.
Set up good, execution bad, overall don't recommend.