i love the streamer hyunsei's bright and positive energie because she doesn't look to be afraid to show her self as her and if i could too as she does that would be a huge step in life and i want that to happen to everyone sooo be yourself ^ u ^ really interested to see whats gonna happen and the genre has tradegy in it, why tho .... is someting gonna happen to her if so i hope she stays herself
this actually made me cry. i have or had an artist friend who was suffering from acute myeloid leukemia. her art always resonated in my heart, not only mine but from hundreds and thousands of ppl who saw it. shes a strong woman, she battled cancer in every way she can but one day she couldnt take it anymore and now shes a star shining brightly in heaven. damn, shes just as cheerful like this streamer hyunsei and seeing her pink room reminded me of her cute room as well ;-;
and seeing that tragedy tag... we all know where this leads and as much as i love these gut wrenching stories, i dont think i could read further than the prologue. she reminds me so much of my friend who passed away from the same disease hyunsei have and shes just as bright as her. back then when she was still alive, she posts updates abt her health, how shes doing, what shes doing, her hobbies, her doodles, her art, her plants, stuff her mum brought her, foods her sis baked, all stuff like that and shes always online. she talks abt a looot of things and whenever she doesnt mention her cancer, ud proly think shes fine. but shes not. she always tells me how fucking painful chemotherapy is, how she just wanted to rest, but even w those rants and pain that shes constantly going thru, she never rlly gave up. i was so used to this, shes a fighter and i thought theres hope and she would be able to survive like she always do. so one night when she sent me a message in LINE (messaging app) and said she didnt wanna continue anymore bc shes fucking tired, i thought it was just the usual but after that, for hrs and hrs she didnt respond to me or have read any of my messages. then her sis sent me a message that she passed away...
reading this manhwa reopened old wounds that hasnt fully healed and i dont want to see her cheerful, bright personality slowly withering away per stream bc shes gonna die ╥﹏╥
