1st story pissed me off.. prefer second 1. Showbiz. Uke got a role of possessive psychopath. Never been in love. Seme force him to fall for him cuz method acting. Its a stupid story really. Uke is too dumb, seme is a fucking ass. 2. Ghost hunting.
The second story was pretty cute (but a little bit confusing), but I didn't like the first story. This author is a bit of a hit or miss for me- I either enjoy the story or really dislike it.
The first story consists of all the chapters except the final one. We see a struggling amateur actor recruited to play a major theater production and he is going to act against one of the top actors in the country. Other than the fact that he is playing a very challenging role where he play a psychopath who killed his wife out of his possessive love to her. The problem with his acting was that it came out Flat with no emotions. The top actors told him that he lack the feeling of love and that's why he can't deliver a great performance. The whole act of living together, falling in love and then breaking up so that the actor can understand his character might seem extreme and even cruel to some , but the reality is show-business is that if you can't deliver a great performance, you are out and we heard of actors and even actresses who went certain phases so that they can be suitable for their roles. Some might go on an extreme diet where they deprive their body of food and live on strict 500 calories a day so that can appear gaunt or diseased. That is an extreme example, but we hear that very often.
The beauty of the ending is that our struggling actor after delivering a speechless and amazing performance realized that he is in love with but he will be with his lover until he is worthy of his love. He wants to make it in the business and be as successful as the man he loves in order to be in the same bar.
The gracious nature of being loved and feeling the love is that you feel that you are worthy of having the best things in life, you know that you are entitled to be happy and you would try to do all the things that would make happy knowing that you would get the support of those who care and love you