ch 70. this is where i shall stop. the crossdressing aspect is barely plot-relevant; it seems more like the author inserting their fetishes. the mc, shiwoo, is not necessarily treated with kid gloves. his friend, the doctor, always scold him about his promiscuity and his inability to cut off ties with his abuser, hyun. but i agree that mc had some degree of fault for his abuser's change, but nevertheless, the narrative doesn't acknowledge that thru the other charas' words, who instead, never mentioned it. ofc, it would be awful if the doctor and yujin actually blamed him for the abuse, but yeah, the mc should acknowledge this. in the end, he really should've gone to therapy. the part about the mc going back to his abuser, while realizing his love for yujin felt dragged. i know that a shorter plotline would not have given enough angsty feels, but throughout those chapters, all the mc did was self-wallow in self-hatred, pity, and longing for yujin. it felt rather shoved down our throats. also, there's more sex than necessary for this kind of story. i know it's supposed to showcase his promiscuity, but there shouldn't be a sex scene every chapter, yk?
Nice blend of fetishes, and a pretty angsty but awesome story with a good ending. I was pleasantly surprised with how they wrote the black haired guy's emotional journey.
Shiwoo always used to say, “Yujin, you’re my favorite person in the whole wide world.” And Shiwoo always believed he was truly special to Yujin. After all, Shiwoo never really liked all those girls he dated, anyway. But when Yujin finally confesses his love, he finds himself rejected and alone... Years later, Shiwoo is a celebrity. The hard-to-manage celebrity gets a new manager that seems so familiar... her name is even Yujin... It takes but one night of too many drinks for Shiwoo to discover she isn’t really what she seems.
