im so confused and puzzled at first but i try to put them in order in my mind while continuing the chapters and i eventually got it thanks for the comments also.
BUT SHIT---i want to cry but my tears are stuck in my eyes like wtf? it was a tragedy and sad for experiencing like thatT_T i felt bad for younghwa...like imagine finally knowing the truth behind your friend's death but with a twist that it's also YOUR 'bestfriend's fault...like just thinking about that make my heart throb. losing your two friends one at a time, it's fcking lonely man.
STILL! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HIS BESTFRIEND DID THAT TO HER! IM FUMING WITH ANGER DUDE! like wtf? just because of that you will rape her? huh. i feel so unfair when he died at the accident on the bike which i didn't notice that he died there at first, i can see that he is guilty on what he did but IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR ME! like he could've suffer a little more.(am i being a little bit too much?@_@)
and lastly, i felt bad for the unborn baby too. but i guess it's for the better though, well in life is just like give and take though. there will always be a life that will be given and that will be taken also, so peeps treasure your loved ones(im being a sentimental hooman being now＝0＝)anyways, that one comment says that this can be a good lesson which i can agree:>
that's all that i have to say...ty for reading my nonsense rage(￣∇￣)
it hurts.. it's so fucking sad like damn. the truth in knowing that your friend is the cause of another friend's death and knowing that both of them are dead... gosh, quite lonely..
Edit: I'm gonna cry again. I am reading this at 3am and oh I wish I didn't. one day, hope I just wake up and forget this manhwa a bit. it has nothing related to anything in my life but it makes me so darn sad, younghwa. I liked the bittersweet ending how he said "I was afraid to miss you" saying he was scared to miss orange hair guy (I forgot his name, yeah) but shouldn't. THIS HURTS
EDIT IN 2022: okay so I bee so obsessed with this story and now I fully fully understood it. I understand why gyutae and yeonseong fought. I understand everything and can't help but cry even more now.
