Comments of Zankoku Na Kami Ga Shihai Suru

Absolute masterpiece about the aftermath of a sexual abuse victim, there are no words to describe how much this work affected me.

Depressing AF

História sensacional, a autora lidou com tantas temáticas de uma vez e soube entrelaçar todo o drama em um suspense psicológico, eu não tinha ideia de qual seria o próximo passo nem consegui prever como ia acabar, definitivamente uma obra madura de uma autora que é a mãe de um gênero de mangás. A história é bastante complexa e muito realista, não sei se posso dizer que entendi todo o enredo kkkkkk de qualquer forma todos os personagens foram muito cativantes e tiveram seu momento enriquecendo o enredo

I love traumatising myself and making myself cry

I have literally never cried more after reading this

it's super addicting and entertaining, but it's hard to read ngl. i applaud the author for writing such an immersive work that even readers who haven't experienced SA (speaking for myself) can feel the anguish of the protagonist thru the screen. the imagery is quite good, and the characters, especially the villain, has a lot of depth, instead of being just a simple pedophile
ch 58. i don't see how ian and jeremy could ever be together without ian feeling resentment towards him. i mean, i knew ian was supposed to be endgame, but as of now, and possibly in the future it won't be anything like pure love. ian truly loves nadia and what he feels for jeremy is guilt, responsibility, and at best, a bit of lust. now i just feel extremely bad for nadia, bc ian cant extricate jeremy from his life and that would ruin their relationship
well, this had been very emotionally devastating. after completing this, i spent a day contemplating and tearing up when i think of all that occurred in this story. while it wasn't perfect, the emotional impact far exceeds the story's faults. the last 10-20 chapters felt directionless and filler-y. there was a lot of imagery and metaphors, flowery words, so to speak, that frankly felt abstract, confusing, and pretentious. (ie. some sequences of events were confusing bc they were mixed with hallucinations.) yes, it was still about the jeremy's trauma and his complex relationship with ian, and i liked how difficult the process of coming to terms with the trauma, but, still. everything before was really good, no short of a masterpiece. there are also a lot of characters and their plotlines that I found not super relevant to the plot. like the part when pascal was high and beating jeremy... i had to suspend my disbelief for that. that event was important for his chara development, but, still.

made me cry and throw up not even in a good way

This was insanely mature and complicated for a manga it had me by the throat. I still think about this story till this day even tho I ready this years ago 5/5

It was really twisted and interesting in the beginning but then it dragged out and had very weird dialogues.

cant bear to finish. maybe I will another time

WARNING: explicit sexual abuse, trauma, mentions of suicide

A Cruel God Rules in Heaven - MASTERPIECE, an Award-winning work by Hagio Moto, one of the pioneers of BL. In fact, this deep and mature story is a valuable icon of psychological BL for me.

Content: Child Abuse, Sexual Abuse, Rape, Drugs, Dark Ambience, Mind Break, Sadistic Pedophile, PTSD, Murder, Prostitution -
Maybe not everyone can take such a heavy story, it could be disturbing for someone, but I think it depicts, in an exemplary way, those harsh aspects (more in my comment)

Makes me feel weird

Damn if only Sandra really did kill herself. She's an absolute failure of a mother, prioritizing herself over her son. (vol.2ch.11)
They're all annoying and fucked up

Ian is absuive but doesnt realize it, so im glad Jeremy refuses to recieve his love because he's just fucking toxic.

Nadia is a guilt tripper and no matter how many times Ian has confessed that he can't be with her, she bawls her eyes out and grasps on Ian like a fucking pussy she is.

The relationships are down right confusing.
I feel like some scenes are unnecessary.

Overall, i fucking skipped to the end as I was nearing vol.15. The whole thing was just a continuous cycle (ie. barely any character development), and became confusing and overbearing.
Four stars because it was a beautiful story, but had many flaws that made me become bored and uninterested.

very well written. read at your own risk.