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i love how this story is so dynamic and raw, showcasing the dark nature of being in a relationship or even in a toxic relationship
Oh.
Someone says chasing arc start at 35. Mostly about chasing.
But uh. The top is a jerk. He cheated. He called Uke a fag. Bruh.
But when Uke ask to break up. He cry.
Tho people say Uke also become toxic after the top change. But at the end they change for each other.
OH. So I read. I skipped to 35. Well. Mc… ah.. he’s the type to you know, love chasing. Love when his crush or partner not fully like him. If they love him, begging for his love, he felt disgust. omg.. I’m not gonna say anything. (43)
43.. omg. Yk what I fw this.. not in a good way. But ml changed. Mc has no affection for ml anymore. Tho it’s complicated, ml still come in mc home. Mc does nth. Ml do whatever mc wants, like he just avoid the leaving and breaking up topic.
Mc said it’s not fun anymore seeing ml suffer. Ml just dismiss that and say keep doing that to only him, even if it’s not fun anymore. AHHH
44.. ok. I kinda get why now. Uke is a jerk too. Both of them are. He slept with another guy who seems genuine, tho Uke make it clear they not dating.
Ml waited outside the whole time.
45, well…. Uhh both JERKS. Flashback, ml throw all his clothes that mc wore in the trash. Omg
46 ugh. More pain. Mc start to sleep with the new guy all the time and ml just accept the fact. But he snapped when mc drew a picture of the new guy. Tho he still idk. UGH. Well. Both jerks. So I’ll just read to see the suffering
47 uhm. Ml just exposed all photos of them sleeping together at school. Damn
48 oh he’s sabotaging himself. Guilt trip? Emotional trap? He knows mc will feel and cuz everybody hate ml. Everybody gossip like maybe ml go sleep around that’s why blah blah yk
48-52. Im actually crying ugh idk now these two dumb idiots. These chaps like how ml is just isolated himself. Like only care for mc. And mc notice it too. He wants to start over. And the top just break down. But chap 52, it’s finally time. They both agreed to just start over. Mc suggested. And ml was so scared mc not coming back bro
53-54. They both stay apart. Ugh im crying. Starting over.
And then from then on. Just them healing. Loving each other. Relationship improving. There’s jealousy here and there. Talk things through. Happy ending.
I like it.. dam. Ugh I still think about it tho. Oh one more thing ml said he never slept with the girl. Idk haven’t read the 1-35. But yea I guess he still did CHEAT.But mc also slept with that guy during their break ahhh. Whatever.
is this guilty pleasure? TuT
Dropped at 28 feels like I'm getting psychic damage while reading
Mentally unstable abuser × mentally unstable abusee
And it's not even hot, it's pretty realistic so I'm just wishing for them to break up and go to therapy
Kudos, mama. Ive resd this way long ago... idk why i havent rated it on this account yet wtf! 5☆ its so good... the ending was lackluster but I live
I do not think you can have a truly well written story without a well written ending. This story falls in that category. The payoff is not there. A realistic and complex story only for the ending to not match. Dissapointing
2026-05-14 02:05
Tags: #holy cow this is interesting!!!!! #mental illness #Realistic #Beautiful Art
Low-key they are BOTH SUPER TOXIC when I first read this I thought it was mostly Jiwoo who was toxic but they were both kinda equally toxic... I LOVEDDDD THISSSS
2026-05-06 02:59
Tags: #Interesting
got me irritated but at in the end it was great
2026-04-01 19:49
Tags: #Interesting #school life
This manhwa has me on CHOKEHOLD pls read omg, i was about to drop but woke me up to reality how relationships aren’t all sunshine and rainbows, fluff etc. OMG READ NOW
2026-03-24 21:12
Tags: #dropped
DROPPED theyre both fucking psychos i cant handle this shit lmao
2026-03-03 17:54
Tags: #❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ #psychological #Messed up #Dark #Romance
Whirlwind of a journey and not sex focused. Very emotional.
Both toxic but changed at the end. Must reread
2026-02-22 21:51
Tags: #Shounen ai
The bottom sucks