People who read Shinjuu Suru Made Mattete Ne

Silver Ash

Last ch 1

tori

Not fan of sadism

ilyozu

ch 1

let's see how this one will go

UnfriendlyPasserby

Fucking hell depressing af cuz of old men raping and confining young boys again
Fucking die already bitches

Mihyun

Read on mangatoto (in indo)

yadi (^¬^)/

NO LEER

So basically Aoi (the black haired boy) was killed and SA’d by the old sussy grandpa who is another tenant in the apartment. It happened because Aoi told Fukuta to come to their secret spot later after he hangs out with his friends (but he like forgot) and then afterwards Aoi went missing. Fukuta after hearing this news is heart broken and tries to desperately find Aoi and accidentally slips into the river. He barely survives but afterwards he totally forgot Aoi and erases the incident from his memory until he sees Aoi again in the apartment. Also, if you are wondering why Aoi is in the apartment, he basically died there and remains as a ghost which is why he’s stuck in his juvenile state. (Backstory: Aoi had a pretty bad situation at home and was forced to study hard by his mom and he was really stressed about it so having Fukuta’s company really helped him a lot. After he seems Futuka get along with other kids he starts to feel isolated again and foolishly follows the old grandpa to be away from his home which was like after he sees that their secret spot was destroyed. As you can expect the old grandpa did not had pure intentions on providing shelter for Aoi.) Fukuta after piecing everything together found out what happens and kills the old grandpa and finds Aoi’s remains in the cookie box in the apartment closet and brings it back with him to their hometown (I believe). This all unravels gradually, but I thought it would be nice for people to know what happens if they are curious. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

being-you

(TW-tragedy)WAITING FOR UPDATES oh god i remember this which i should have remember guys its a tragedy with a sad ending with a bitter aftertaste
SUPERNATURAL GHOST UKE OLDER UKE
Fukuta was bullied for being chubby but at his side was always his beloved Aoi-nii. Now Fukuta doesn't remember the face nor the name of his beloved oni-chan but dreams about him, who was once at his side, while waking up with tears in his eyes...

IamblessedbyBL

The bits of ped0philia (even the main character because the uke has a children body) makes me gross but it’s strangely similar to one room angel

hataki

Not into it

Gallaeci

I’ve read this a couple of years ago and I still haven’t processed the sadness and anger, I’ll not read it again because it was a very painful story for me, but it’s a solid and well-written manga. The aftertaste was just too much for me and it makes me want to cry whenever I faintly remember about it. So be aware: this is a SAD story with a SAD end. I guess I taught it was a light reading as Sayonara Alpha and didn’t think much since the first chapters didn’t give in much, but the end broke my heart!

deadly fart

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