Yuri I thought I would like (I mean I didn't liked it)

Just stayed cause every moment would made me remember of that "straight girl" I liked and fantasied about the idea of her liking me one day.
(The story ended up in a very toxic and hurtful relationship that isn't even that well executed when showing the hurtful feelings, it was like watching a speedrun of what it really is to have that kind of relationship)
(The main reason I may not like this is because of my emotiOnaly hurted and used self, so don't mind me and go ahead :)