Manga That made me cry like a little bit*h

The boy I love is dead.”
Yuugen is a sickly, high school boy with zero motivation in life. He avoids interacting with his classmates, and lives an utterly bland and colorless life. However, there’s always one boy who always calls out to him every single day. That’s Hideto, upbeat and outgoing, loved by anyone and everyone. To this bright individual, Yuugen harbors feelings that he has not told anyone.
However, one day, Hideto suddenly passes away.

Hurts so much
cried so hard

This is a story of a special boy who becomes a God once he turns 18 and his ordinary childhood friend.

In the story, there's an event that may be seen as character death. Please be warned.

Go read all of the authors works i am telling you it will fu*k you up they are all so sad

has a sequel
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/renchin/