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(⊙︿⊙✿) BL From Hell

a list of manga that makes you think "this is some messed up shit!"

rated M for Masochistic
'cause that's the kind of mind you'll need to get through some of these stories.

things you'll see on this list:
+violence & physical abuse
+s&m sex scenes
+abusive relationships
+rape, molestation, sexual abuse
+incest
+death & suicide
+other disturbing subjects

suggestions welcome in the comments~
All(150) / manga(150)

Kingyo no Koi

 8.1(332 voted)
Complete
Author(s): SAGAMI Waka
Genre(s): Fantasy / Supernatural / Yaoi
03 06,2018

Yakuza-sama no Omocha

 8.7(188 voted)
Complete
Author(s): KIRISHIKI Tokico
Genre(s): Yaoi

rapey yakuza stuff

16 06,2018

Ore no Kirai na Tsugaisama

 7.3(134 voted)
Complete
Author(s): KIRISHIKI Tokico
Genre(s): Yaoi / Smut

first couple of chapters have some rapey bdsm omegaverse stuff and the rest is a series of dark one-shot stories not set in the omegaverse from what i could tell. they were all good too lol.

19 06,2018

Spin Out (KUNIEDA Saika)

 8.2(233 voted)
Complete
Author(s): KUNIEDA Saika
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Mature / Mystery / Psychological / Romance / Tragedy / Yaoi

content: rape type stuff, bsdm, violence, assault, murder

20 06,2018

Bannin

 7.4(200 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Kunieda Saika
Genre(s): Drama / Mature / Psychological / Romance / Tragedy / Yaoi

ch1: incesty stuff, violence, murder
ch3: rape, suicide/murder type stuff
ch4: hairy jojos bazaar adventure type character x beautiful uke

20 06,2018

Tsukigasa

 7.8(835 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Sasaki Kumiko
Genre(s): Historical / Yaoi

starts out all dark with rape/incest themes and some violence and then gets all fluffy in the later chapters

21 06,2018

A Guy Like You

 9.0(828 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Waje
Genre(s): Mystery / Romance / Shounen Ai / Supernatural / Webtoons

starts out totally lame but later a sadist appears and it gets pretty good with kidnapping and bdsm type stuff

21 06,2018

Kiseki to Amedama

 7.0(223 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Nishin Masumi
Genre(s): Adult / Drama / Psychological / Tragedy / Yaoi / One Shot

they tried to put as many messed up themes as possible into this weird little one shot lol contains: violence/murder

22 06,2018

Feeding lamb

 7.5(691 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Nishin Masumi
Genre(s): Drama / Horror / Psychological / Yaoi

if you wanna read something sicker than Killing Stalking then this is it lol

22 06,2018

Veggie Channel

 7.5(539 voted)
Complete
Author(s): Tsugaru
Genre(s): School Life / Yaoi

rapey bdsm and abuse type stuff

23 06,2018

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Messages

Huh April 24, 2024 6:37 am

I thought like demons from hell and now I need therapy

lockhae March 28, 2024 11:50 am

Hey, I just remember 1 scene, but I forgot the manhwa name.
The scene goes like this, uke got bondaged/raped/toyed. Then with his hand still tied
the uke wants someone's dick. Then someone (I think it's not the seme), stick his dick, but the uke still asking, 'why don't you give me dick?'. Turns out, that someone's dick is so small that the uke doesn't feel anything.

Does anybody know this?

Prettae September 23, 2022 7:17 pm

This list is gold

Maddufuckin~sadist July 18, 2021 10:23 am

I dont like smut but i go to lists like this

rensiiyuu May 5, 2021 7:34 pm

I TOTALLY love your list, you describe all of the fics short but accurate. Tetsu x rika fic left me feeling so twisted

Meowww January 12, 2021 9:35 am

Anyone know of the manga where a boy is actually somewhat of a slave to an old man and then that old man brings another young small boy to be brothers with the older boy and then that older boy starts hating the young boy because he thought he might steal the old man

Sup. I'm holy water January 13, 2021 2:44 pm

It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro

Meowww January 13, 2021 2:52 pm
It's called Ten Ten Shiro Shiro Sup. I'm holy water

Yes you know i did a hell lot of account change and then found it yesterday lol

UNO October 28, 2020 4:47 pm

WHY IS JAPAN OBSESSED WITH INCEST I SWEAR TO GO-

theworstpersononemars September 29, 2020 11:22 pm

thx for hilariouse list! feeding lamb and ks were esspicially funny i o(^▽^)o

aoisuke July 15, 2020 9:59 am

Anybody know a list of Yaoi S&M??

Abrahel August 23, 2020 4:16 pm

I wanna know too if you find out...

KamiSama8000 November 15, 2019 9:16 pm

This is a good sh*t guys
Wow I wanna get pierced too

Fck it up Seokjin October 6, 2019 8:57 am

Yanno Banana Fish? I mean it's old but gold still (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

wigdog666 April 8, 2020 8:33 am

ok but like it's not a BL from hell

Fck it up Seokjin April 8, 2020 12:29 pm
ok but like it's not a BL from hell wigdog666

It's hell since it's hurts me physically (/TДT)/