Suggestion

Hear me out...it starts off extremely sketchy but have faith and wait because they are one of the most lovey dovey couple ever. [Until over chapter 100 it's censored the Chinese way ( the scenes are cut so you don't see what they are actually doing)]

TW: talks self-harm, talks of suicide, attempted SA;

Best friends to lovers

MC k*ills himself and wakes up a few years in the past. He tries to fix his life and abandoning the toxic people in his life that led to his miserable future